Anger Unchecked
Accordingly, again... I want you to know:
What is it about the human race that makes me so angry?
Pure emotion, raw and un-filtered...
A hatred bubbling inside...
I hear your cruel words,
See your selfish actions
the hatred is growing
rushing sounds in my ears
sickness in my stomach
boiling blood
clenched jaw
anger anger hatred
make them bleed
slit their throats
the screams I beg to hear must come to my ears I want to give them pain for their selfish words hurtful phrases god damn blindness blindness kill them hurt them torture make them scream make then beg the anger is growing control is gone I must sing to let out this anger the tears in my eyes are not sadness but frustration for not being able to hurt you stupid people who can't comprehend shut up and drop dead hell isn't good enough for you die fucking bitch die bloody painful die die die die just go away I can't stand you I want to rip out your throat I want to slice through your wrists
jealousy
anger
sadness
frustration
from
blindness
selfish
mean
bitch
hate
twitching muscles twitching body must do something spasm to kill spasm to crush spasm to scream louder than any sound ever produced the anger is growing the tears are coming the blood is rushing my heart is pumping physical anger is from my very heart physical anger black as hell from my very heart... hot hatred boiling till I explode to kill you kill you again and again and force you to scream and beg for mercy and torture you and hear you feel what horrible thoughts I live with every day.
frustration.
frustration
FRUSTRATION
FUCKING DIE!
this isn't helping, the anger is growing, the tears are returning... an emotion I can not describe is here. I can not control it.
I HATE YOU ALL SO FUCKING MUCH!! THERE ARE NO GOD DAMNED WORDS TO DESCRIBE THIS EMOTIONAL TORMOIL THIS HOT, BINDING, ANGER SO MUCH FRUSTRATION COMES FROM NOT BEING ABLE TO SCREAM LOUD ENOUGH FOR YOU TO STOP ACTING THE WAY YOU DO AND START ACTING LIKE CIVILIZED PEOPLE!! NO FUCKING WAR NO FUCKING BETRAYAL NO FUCKING RAPE NO FUCKING DEATH NO FUCKING PAIN I WANT TO KILL YOU FOR BEING SO EVIL I WANT TO SLAP YOU FOR BEING SO STUBBORN I WANT TO SCREAM IN YOUR FACE TILL YOU PLEASE TELL ME THIS HAS NOT ALL BEEN IN VAIN...
read... calm... cool... peace... passive... I will not become like you.
And you say your sweet words,
and smile when they turn around.
Nothing going on behind their backs.
But you torture them, even if it's wrong.
When they finally turn...
And you talk about them like this...
And you can not admit you are weak...
And you say your mean words,
And slap her when she stands up for herself.
Nothing going to stop you from breaking her skin.
But you admit nothing's wrong.
When she goes for help, you slit her throat...
And she deserved what she got...
And you can not admit you are weak...
And you spill his secrets to the world,
And you are a traitor in our midst.
Nothing can stop you from YOUR happiness.
But you know it is so wrong.
When you abandon him and steal his joy...
And you acted to nice, but you treat him like dirt...
And you can not admit you are weak...
And you hang the family for the color of their skin,
And you are a bastard who doesn't accept them.
Nothing can stop you from taking their lives.
But you must comprehend this is WRONG.
When they plead with you, do you notice they are human...
And you scream those words into their eyes...
And you can not admit you are weak...
And you rape that girl for you know she's below you,
And you just want the thrill that your sex brings.
Nothing can stop you from taking her virginity.
But you KNOW IN YOUR HEART it is wrong.
When you push in your penis, even hearing the sobs...
And release your seed for that sick, sick pleasure...
And you can not admit you are weak...
And you, BITCH, slap your son as you overpower him,
And you were just angry and drunk.
Nothing can stop this mother from hitting her child.
But she knows very well this is wrong.
When you bruise the boy for spilling his milk...
And you scar him with your beer bottles for crying...
And you can not admit you are weak...
Now do you understand what makes me so angry?
Now do you see where my hatred is grown?
This fucking garden...
This fucking garden...
Where my anger grows...
It is surrounded by this world,
This world of rape and war and pillage and traitors...
Do you see where my hatred grows?
I've been hoping for
A small flower of
Love
To blossom...
Perhaps once again, I'm waiting in vain.
Perhaps there was never a cure for this pain.
Perhaps once again, I'm waiting in vain.
Please tell me this has not all been in vain.
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