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In Loving Memory of My Beloved Best Friend
Fontane Natalie  Hofseth
I truly miss you Fontane! I wish we could talk and I wish I could see your beautiful smile and hear your wonderful laughter. Without you, I feel so alone in this cold, cold uncaring world. You were the only one who ever loved me without judging a thing about me even though your "religion" is staunchly critical of people. I am glad that you are now in heaven with Jesus though, I just want to be there too.
I love you Fontane, I know you know that. And thank you for helping me start a new life without fear, but it is a bittersweet victory because you are not here. I would have continued to live in that hellhole if I had known you were leaving so soon. I feel like I don't deserve my life sometimes. I try not to feel that way because then everything you went through with me was in vain and I WILL NOT let you go in vain.
1976-2001
April 11, 2004 Happy Easter Fontane. I know it is happy for you because you are with the one whom this holiday is for and He has wiped away all of your tears and you can no longer see mine. I long for the day I will be with  you both and never know pain again either.
My sincerest thanks to Dana Lea's Graphics for this Blue Carnation Web Set. Blue Carnations were Fontane's favorite flowers. I have found no other blue carnation graphics anywhere.
Fontane's Heaven
My loving Fontane, I am starting a new page to put your updates on. If anyone out there loved you like I STILL miss you, they will at least check it out.
Still Love YouWoman!!!!
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