| Lexie turned over in bed and squeezed the pillow even tighter. She took a deep breath and sighed. She couldn't believe that she had taken Kevin's cologne and sprayed his pillow to make sure it would still smell like him. One more day to go Lexie, she thought, just one more day. She squeezed Kevin's pillow and tried not to cry. She missed him so much when he was away, but she knew it was part of the business. She felt some comfort by wearing his old red tee shirt. God how he loved that shirt, she thought. He wore it so much she finally threatened to throw it away. But, a week ago, she made him wear it for the whole day just so she could feel him in it. She knew it was crazy. She wore the damn shirt to sleep in every night while he was gone. Tonight was the hardest. He was her dream come true. Kevin Richardson....she didn't have the slightest idea who he was when they first met. And, to this day....she didn't care either. To Lexie, he was a beautiful man...nothing else. She smiled thinking about him. Head to toe he was gorgeous. His soft hair, hard chest and strong arms. Those hands, she sighed, what they could do to her. His firm flat stomach...those legs that went forever....and his eyes. Lexie swore she had never seen such beautiful eyes on anyone. Kevin was a passionate and emotional man. His eyes showed his heart to the world. To Lexie, it was Kevin's inner being that made his outer self even more attractive. She drifted off to sleep with thoughts of his return filling her head. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Kevin quietly opened the front door to his home, shut off the security system and set his bags down. Home, he sighed, as he headed to the refridgerator for a glass of orange juice. It was late, but he had a chance to get out of town earlier and he wasn't going to pass it up. Kevin told her he wasn't going to be home until the next day. He knew all along that it was a lie. He wanted to surprise her. He downed the juice and looked at his bags in the foyer. "Fuck it....they'll wait......I got me some lovin' to get," he said, as he kicked a bag out of his way and headed up the stairs two at a time. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He opened the door to their bedroom and slipped in, closing the door behind him. He just stood at the bedside, taking in the sight in front of him. She was squeezing his pillow tightly and wearing his old red tee shirt. A soft smile broke out on his face, and he was afraid he was going to cry. Her hair was in her face and she had kicked one leg out on top of the comforter. Oh lord, he thought, she's even got my boxers on. Tears did start to fall, as he thought his heart would explode. He slipped out of his shirt and set it on the chair. How did I get so lucky, he wondered, as he wiped the tears off his face. He kicked his shoes off and stumbled slightly causing her to shift and mumble. "Kevin.....don't leave me......come home Kevin.....please......." He undid his belt, unbuttoned his jeans and stepped out of them. Pushing his boxers down and he kicked them across the room. After he lit the candles they had in the bedroom, he pulled the comforter back, and slid into bed next to her, trying to claim his spot back from his pillow. As Kevin gently tried to pull his pillow free, Lexie jumped and yelled, "NO...Kevin....stay here!" "Baby....baby.....shhhh....Lexie....it's me....it's Kevin.....," he whispered, while stroking his strong hands up and down her arm so that she could feel him as well as hear him. "Kevin....you....is it really you?" He was finally able to pull the pillow free as he wrapped his arms around her pulling her close...stroking his hands through her hair and along her back. "Yes baby....I was able to get away early. I pulled some strings and was able to get a flight home. I missed you so much," he whispered so close to her face she could feel his breath on her skin. "Oh Kevin....it is you...." He pulled her closer and hitched her leg over his bringing her into intimate contact with him, causing him to moan softly. "Yeah Lex...and I KNOW my pillow doesn't feel like this, does it," he teased as he gently rubbed himself against her. "Only in my dreams Kev..." "Then let me make your dreams come true, darlin," he said as he pressed his lips to hers. He ran his tongue along her lips demanding access to her, and when she responded, he slipped his tongue in her mouth and deepened the kiss. He pulled back, and reached for her shirt, lifting it over her head. He then slid down, hitched his fingers in the elastic of her boxers and slid them off. He lowered his mouth to hers again, and this time there was nothing tentative. They each took what belonged to them...each other. Kevin slowly kissed down her neck as he cupped her breast in his hand. He rolled the nipple between his fingers until it was erect. His tongue continued down her neck until he finally reached her other breast. He took it in his mouth swirling his tongue around the nipple...licking...sucking. He moaned loudly as she responded to him. She arched her back, trying to get deeper in his mouth. He moved to the other breast giving it equal attention. "Oh Kevin.....I missed you." "Me, too baby...but just lay there...let me love you...don't move," he muttered against her skin. His tongue continued it's assault on her body as he kissed down her arms, sucking on each finger. His hand moved down her body, lightly carressing her abdomen. She started to reach for him again. "Kevin....please...I want to touch you." "DON'T MOVE.....," he demanded. "Move again....and I stop....understand?" As his mouth moved back to her breasts, his hand moved down between her legs. He gently pushed her one leg to the side as he let his fingers lightly graze over her. He slowly started to slide his finger into her...never moving his mouth from her breast. She reached for him again. "Lexie...please! I'm gonna love you......don't try it again...cause you touch me and it's over. That's all it's gonna take for me...and I don't want to...not yet....now just enjoy this," he whispered onto her breast, as he plunged his finger deeper into her and resumed sucking her nipple...moving from one breast to the other. He moved his finger in and out while he rubbed his thumb over her most sensitive spot. He slowly added a second finger and Lexie started to move in rythym with him. She was moaning loudly and her hips were moving with such intensity that she was pushing him further and further inside her. He continued to stroke her with his thumb. Kevin knew her body so well. He knew it wouldn't take much more for her, and he wasn't ready for her to reach her orgasm yet. He withdrew his fingers and brought his head up to hers. She was flushed with desire and so beautiful to him, it took all his strength to not just plunge himself deeply into her. But, Kevin was nothing if not strong and in control. They would both soar when he was ready. "God woman...you turn me on," he said breathlessly. His gaze never broke from hers as he slowly and seductively traced his tongue along his middle finger...finally sucking on it...tasting her....tasting her on him.... he almost came right then and there. "Kevin...please..." "Please what baby...what do you want," he asked as ran his tongue along his other finger, and then placed it on her lips. She pulled his finger into her mouth...sucking on it...tasting herself. "Baby...I could be doing this to you....let me Kevin....please." "SHIT," Kevin moaned from deep in his throat, as he pulled his finger away before just the thought of it sent him over the edge. He slid himself down the bed as his tongue traced a path down her body and he reminded her to not move. He lifted her legs onto his shoulders as he trailed kisses on the inside of her thighs. He smiled against her leg when he felt her lifting her hips. He gently blew out against her wetness, causing her to tremble. "Kevin.....dear God....please......PLEASE," she begged. Not only did Kevin know that she would not be able to take much more, HE couldn't take much more himself. His erection was throbbing and begging for release, too. He slowly traced the tip of his tongue along her folds as he put his hands under her hips bringing her closer to him. Her taste was intoxicating to him, and he moaned against her. It would take all his strength to finish what he started. He slid his finger into her again, and as he began to flick his tongue against her he could feel her becoming hard. She was moaning and bucking her hips against his mouth and finger. Kevin then let his tongue travel down as he used it to replace his finger. He thrust his tongue into her as he moved his finger onto her pleasure point. "KEVIN....oh my God....that feels so good baby.....please...." Kevin continued to love her with his tongue, bringing it out and making slow circles. He finally removed his finger and just placed his entire mouth on her...as he spread her legs more, allowing him more access to her. He licked and sucked until she started to thrash her arms on the bed. She was moaning loudly as she clutched at the sheets, afraid that if she grabbed his hair...if she touched him, he would stop. "Are you ready ....," he said against her, the vibrations almost putting her over the edge. "Is my beautiful baby ready to fly?" "Yes Kevin....yes....please....pleeeeeease....," she said, her breathing ragged, as she finally gave in and grabbed his hair pushing his mouth closer. Kevin plunged his tongue deeply into her again...thrusting it in and out. She tried to lift her hips, but Kevin held her down. It only took one flick of his thumb over her swollen bud, and her release came in waves. It was powerful against his mouth and the intensity of it almost caused his own orgasm. He focused back on her as her juices covered his mouth and goatee. He lightly kissed his way back up her body, allowing her to come back down to earth. He kissed her deeply on the mouth as she tasted herself on him for the second time that night. As he was kissing her, he gently entered her. She wrapped her legs around his waist, and placed her hands on his rear, pulling him closer. He filled her completely and he sighed...not moving. "Baby...I love you," he whispered, as he reached for her hands and brought them to his chest...holding them tightly against him. She opened her hand and placed it over his heart. "I love you, too Kevin....you're my life...." He gently touched her face as he began to rock his hips. She matched his movements and they moved as one. Kevin knew his release was near as he thrust harder and kissed her deeply. "Lexie.....," he moaned into her mouth. "Now Kevin...it's your turn to fly.....let it go baby." With a strength he didn't know he had left...he flipped them over so that she was on top of him. He reached up to stroke her as he pushed up. Lexie pressed down against him as he thrust into her. "Lexie....," he whispered, "look at me." As their eyes locked, Kevin thrust up one last time as his thumb glided over her swollen bud. Kevin's orgasm was so powerful, he thought he was going to pass out. He knew an orgasm like that could only come from a deep and true love. "Darlin'...look into my eyes....do you see how much I love you? You know it don't you? Your love keeps me going....you're everything good in my life. Baby....don't ever leave me.....please. Stay with me forever....." "Kevin....I'd never leave you....when you look into MY eyes...you have to see it, too. I don't ever want to be apart from you for this long again. Your pillow is ok, but it's too soft....not like you....you're hard." "Oh...you like me hard, huh," he smiled as he wiggled his eyebrows at her. "You big shit....that's NOT what I meant and you know it." "Oh....ok...then I guess that means you DON'T like me hard," he teased. "Screw you Richardson," she said in mock indignation. "Anytime baby....anytime," he sighed as he gathered her in his arms, and kissed her head. Lexie smiled, knowing that tonight she didn't need to hold onto his pillow. He was there...she felt him...she smelled him....she loved him. "Kevin.....is it time," she asked with a slight giggle. "Ummm..baby....time for what?" "Well....before....when I .. ahhh...said 'screw you'...and you said 'anytime'...well....is it time???" "For you Lex, he laughed, "anytime...is whenever you want." HOME |
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