| Kevin Richardson walked in his front door and tossed his jacket in the general direction of the couch. He missed by a few feet, and it landed in a heap on the floor. "Fuck me...," he mumbled, as he stood and stared at it, but never moved to pick it up. He was still feeling the effects of too much alcohol and not enough to eat. He headed for the kitchen hoping to find something good to snack on...preferably something sweet and really fattening. The tour ended the week before, but he still had personal appearances to make, and the public always passed judgement on his appearance. He laughed recalling the stories he heard about Backstreet message boards, on the internet, overflowing with talk about his hair cut. "Damn people..don't they know there's alot more important things in the world than my stinkin' hair," he said outloud. It had been a little over two months since he cut his long hair, and the reviews were certainly mixed. Can't win, he thought, grew it long.....people bitched....cut it off.....people bitched. "I'll go get me a fucking mohawk next....watch me," he exclaimed while slamming his fist on the center island. He found the last piece of chocolate cake in the refridgerator, grabbed a plate, a beer and headed out of the kitchen. It was a beautiful night and there was a full moon. He threw open his french doors and headed outside to sit on the deck. He loved being outdoors. "What a night," he mumbled under his breath, as he headed for the chaise lounge. He'd had way too much to drink, and certainly didn't need the beer he had in his hands, but he needed to escape. To get away from the world.....from HIS world...He needed to get away from himself. He stumbled and managed to still land on the lounge chair...cake and beer intact. "Damn.....," he shouted, as he landed with a loud grunt on the chaise. He sat there for awhile, recalling the night that had passed. They had gone to a preparty for the Grammys. Taylor loved these parties. The casual ones were her style. She never felt right at the formal parties. Kevin couldn't understand why she felt like she did. She was stunning. Her dark brown hair with its highlights...her big brown eyes and that body he loved to look at and touch. She was tall, but not as tall as him, and they were a perfect fit, emotionally and physically. Kevin had to admit, he didn't really care for the formal parties either, but his reasons had nothing to do with how he felt about himself, and everything to do with all the phony and fake people that attended them. He finished eating his cake, and licked the icing off his fingers, before he opened his beer. "Funny thing about tonight," he started talking, "I didn't intend to get drunk... didn't mean to argue with her...and I sure as shit didn't think she'd leave me there! Dammit, she knows how I am after a tour. One night...just one fucking night to try to unwind...and she gets all self righteous. Get's all up in my face..well......fuck!" He stood up and walked over to the railing. His body was full of nervous energy. He leaned against the railing, looking at the stars and wondering if she was in bed...sleeping, suddenly feeling very lonesome, and full of regret. He never meant to hurt her. He shouldn't have yelled. Hell...he was pissed. He didn't like it...nope...not one bit! But, he didn't listen to her....she tried to explain...but he just yelled. He sighed deeply and started to turn around, heading back into the house, when he heard the doors open and close. "Kevin.....," she whispered. He didn't speak, just continued walking toward her. "Please don't be mad Kevin....I really shouldn't have gotten so upset." Kevin was now directly in front of her, but he still didn't say a word. Instead he ran his strong hands up her arms. He lightly rubbed his thumb across her cheek and then took her face in his hands. He looked at her with such intensity she almost couldn't breathe. He bent his head to hers, and gently kissed her trembling mouth. "Baby...don't cry...I was an ass. I should've just listened to you.......please stop crying.....," he pleaded with her as he feathered kisses on her face. "Kev....Kevin," she spoke so softly, he almost couldn't hear her, "I was so afraid that you'd be so angry.... that maybe you wouldn't....wouldn't.... even come home." "Oh God baby...no....don't ever think that.......shit.....I'm so sorry....," he whispered against her lips, as he pulled her close to him. "I had no right to yell....I was so damned confused. I....when I....saw you....you were with....oh shit ... you wouldn't dance with me....but...you danced with him....and..I drank too much...aw fuck it....I just got jealous." "Kevin...someone else asked me to dance...it was nothing. You dance with other people....you weren't even around when he asked me. YOU were dancing.......remember???" "Well.....yeah........but.....," he sighed, "it was a fast song. You're the only person I want to hold against my body...to slow dance with.....I....just ... shit ..you...that close to someone else....," he said softly, bumping his forehead to hers. "Kevin....," she spoke so softly she had to press her mouth to his ear to be heard. "Do you hear that?" Kevin picked his head up and listened. "Nope....don't hear anything." "Way to go Mr. Romance," she said, smacking his arm, "I hear music. Now...sssshh...listen again." "Yeah...you're right ..," he said, in a low deep voice, "and I think it's time we danced. C'mere baby...." He pulled her close to him, wrapped his arms around her, rested his chin on her shoulder and he softly began to sing. Kevin very seldom sang any of his own songs during his personal times, but tonight, she heard his words in her ear.... "Even a lover.....makes a mistake sometime....like any other....fall out and lose his mind....and I'm sorry...for the things I did...for your teardrops...over words I said....can you forgive me .. and open you heart once again...." The two danced under the moonlight with Kevin's voice being their only music. He stopped singing, and bent his mouth to hers, kissing her again. At the touch of her lips, Kevin felt his heart beat faster. His tongue grazed across her lips, seeking access to her warm mouth. She parted her lips and her tongue met his. She ran her hands across his hard chest. She gently slid his shirt over his shoulders and dropped it on the chair next to them. Kevin put his hands on her hips, and pulled her closer to him...bringing her into very intimate contact with his body. He gently rocked his hips against her as he became more aroused. He reached for her hand, and placed it on his erection...slowly guiding her hand up and down the length of him. "Baby...this is what you do to me....and....this....it ...others....I just couldn't stand it....knowing that some other guy could have been rubbing himself against you like this....," he whispered breathlessly. She continued to slowly stroke him through his pants, never taking her eyes off his face. He was flushed with desire, and his eyes had become a dark shade of green. He took her face in his hands and kissed her so deeply that she couldn't catch her breath. She stepped back and sat on the edge of the chaise....afraid that her legs were going to give out. "You okay darlin'," he asked, trying to breath normally again. "Yeah Kev...oh yeah....I'm fine...trust me," she said as she allowed her eyes to travel up to his face. She slowly let her gaze travel back down to his chest, and she started to shake her head. "What...what...why you shakin' your head? What's wrong??" "Baby...the only thing wrong is that tee shirt....it's keeping that chest of yours hidden!" Kevin gave her a sideways grin as he took one step back. He looked her directly in the eyes as he slowly pulled the tee shirt over his head and tossed it to the ground. He smiled when she licked her lips, but he didn't step back toward her. He just smiled. Taylor ran her eyes over his chest and down to his abs. She smiled appreciatively. Kevin had an amazing body, and it was at times like this, that she couldn't believe he was hers! There was so much more to Kevin than just his outward appearance, which was damn good on its own, but, it was his soul that amazed her. He was loving, kind, and so gentle. But, she caught her breath when she looked at him now. She wasn't seeing his soul ...she was seeing an incredibly sexy....extremely aroused man standing in front of her...waiting for her...wanting her. Her eyes stopped at his pants. They were being strained almost to the breaking point. "C'mon baby..tell me what you want," he said, as he ran his hands through his hair, "tell me." "Oh Kevin...I....oh hell...you know how I get when you want me to TELL you....." "Yeah...and it turns me on even more....so c'mon Taylor....WHAT do you want? Do you want me to love you so good that the neighbors hear you scream? Do you want me inside you....," his voice was husky and urgent. He was suddenly very aware of what he was saying as his one hand trailed down his chest. Taylor felt her mouth go dry at the sight of him becoming so totally aroused. "Kevin.......you tell ME what you want......" He let his hand wander down lower and he started to stroke himself through his pants, his breathing becoming more labored. "Right now Taylor....right now.....baby....oh god...Taylor....I want you..." "How do you want me Kevin....just tell me...do you want me to go down on you...to take you in my mouth??" At just the mention of this, Kevin thought he was going to lose control. He didn't want to be touching himself, but yet it felt so good, he couldn't stop. There was only one thing that could stop him...and that was Taylor. "Oh God Taylor....yes.....that's what I want....please baby...." Taylor could not look away from the sight in front of her. She was becoming as turned on as he was, just watching him. She smiled when she saw that damn long belt he loved to wear. OK baby...we're going to put this belt to good use, she thought. She leaned over and grabbed the belt, wrapping it around her hand. She slowly tugged on it, wanting to pull him closer. His eyes widened at the thought of what she was doing, and he found himself holding his breath. "Well then baby...since you did say please," she said as she made one last tug and found his erection in her face. She gently removed his hand, and replaced it with her own. He looked down at her, watching her every move. She tightened her grip on his belt as she slowly undid his pants...hoping that her idea would work. "Baby....let go of my belt...let me take my pants off.........oh shit!" She had managed to get his pants undone and she smiled as she touched him through his silk boxers. "Kevin...I'm not letting you move...I'm holding on....so you do it. Push your boxers down....give me what I want baby....let me do you until you can't stand up." Kevin was shaking as he tried to free his throbbing erection from his boxers. He had become so aroused at the thought of what was to come, and when she talked to him like that...he thought he was going to cum before her mouth even touched him. Somehow he managed to free himself from his boxers and he watched as Taylor tugged on his belt, pulling him even closer. He felt his legs buckle slightly as she ran her tongue up the underside of his shaft. Her hot mouth on him....practically being held captive...he felt as if he was going to explode. He tried to maintain control when she slowly lowered her mouth over him...and then slowly raised her mouth up to the tip. "Oh my God....," he moaned, as he grabbed onto her hair. She continued to tease him, alternately licking and sucking him...knowing she was making him crazy, but trying to make it last as long as she could. She ran her one hand up his thigh and around to his tight rear..pulling him closer...forcing him even deeper into her mouth. She was able to relax her jaw and take him in all the way. She knew his release was near when he started to thrust his hips toward her. She was ready to have an orgasm herself just from the sheer pleasure of what she was able to do to him. He'd had his head tossed back, but he now bent it toward her, watching every thing she did. He reached behind him and placed one hand on the railing to try and steady himself. "Shit....Taylor....this is too good.....dammit..don't stop...." His breathing had become more ragged, and a thin layer of sweat was covering him. "Baby.....oh...god....Taylor...I'm going to cum....." She moaned against him and the vibrations from this made him slide into the swirling darkness. The darkness that filled with points of light so bright they blinded you. Everything was shaking......from his toes all the way up his body. He thought he was going to fall, as he gripped the railing so tightly his knuckles were turning white. "TAYLOR............," he screamed her name as he thrust hard, one last time, before he shook violently from deep inside him. His orgasm was powerful and intense. It overtook every part of his body .. soul...and heart. Taylor let go of his belt, and fell backward onto the chaise. He took a minute to compose himself, as he placed one knee on the chaise, between Taylors legs and he gently laid himself on top of her. "My God Taylor...that was incredible. But, baby...I was the asshole....I should be lovin' you," he said while still trying to catch his breath. He smiled at her, saying a prayer of thanks that she was all his. She wrapped one arm around his back, his skin so soft ..and laced her fingers in his damp hair. She slid her tongue along his ear making him shiver all over again. "Kevin...you will be.....we got all night for that....and I DO mean all night. I love you Kevin Richardson. And, you better think of ALOT of ways to show me how much you love me," she said smiling back at him. And, for the second time that night....Kevin's beautiful voice sang to her.... "......go on and pull me under....cover me with dreams, yeah....love me mouth to mouth now...you know I can't resist....cause you're the air that I breathe....everytime I breathe I take you in.....and my heart beats again....baby I can't help it...keep me drowning in your love........" |
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