Shoudl i just wait here until someone else decides to trample all over me?
Should i just wait until that person comes back, and then treats me like i'm nothing again?
What should i do?
Should i learn how to keep my emotions inside, and see if that person will like me then?
Should i change the way i am so that person will eccept me, and still step all over me?
What should i do?
Should i be killing my own self inside, while they kill me on the outside?
Should i let them treat me like shyt and blow me off?
Then, should i let them come back when they need help?
Should i really help them?
I know what i should do.
I should just forget about them,
Even if it hurts.
I should move on with my life,
Even if that kills me.
I shouldn't let them treat me like shyt,
And then help them when they need it,
Even if they get hurt afterwards.
I shouldn't be hurting myself, because of them,
Even if it back-fires.
I should have more respect in myself,
Even if i lose more people.
I shouldn't change the way i am, just to please other people,
Even if i get in trouble.
And, I shouldn't let people push me around or take advantage of the way i am,
Even if i lose Everyone.
Because, in the end, i'll always have myself.
And, the people that really know, love, and care about me.
Even if i don't realize it.