and I feel horrible.
I feel as if I am betraying you.
I feel as if I am commtiing a horrible crime.
I feel as if I am failing you.
I'm freakin' out.
I don't know what to do.
I want to make everyone feel better and happy,
maybe then, I too will be happy.
There's just soo much shyt,
and it's happenin' soo quick.
I wanna fukin' die,
but i can't do that to you,
and a few others.
I don't want to bother you with this,
but you're the only one i can talk to.
I drive this blade across my skin,
and I feel horrible,
I feel as if I am betraying you.
I feel as if I am commiting a horrible crime.
I feel as if I am failing you.
I'm sorry for what I have done.
I'm stupid,
and I'm a screw up.
I don't mean to put a burden on you,
but you're the only one who actually gets me.
Thank you,
For talking to me when I was freakin' out,
For reassuring me when I wasn't sure or was confused,
For putting up with me when i was stupid,
For calming me down when I was fumed or upset,
And for just being here for me.
I owe you my lyfe.
I drove that blade across my skin,
and i feel horrible about it.
I feel as if I have betrayed you.
I feel as if I have commitied a horrible crime.
I feel as if I have failed you.
You're a great person,
I hope you know that.
It's one of the reasons why I love you like a sister.
I'm sorry.
Dedicated to: My girl Kelli, you're awsome