I'm 17 years old just this past September and recently things seem to have gotten better in my life.
I'm dating Chase Petrucci, and I'm not in the best of health, but I love to write about anything that I happen to be feeling or wish that I could stop feeling. Sometimes the feelings take hold, and you just need to do something to make them go away. I'm 23 weeks pregnant with a baby girl, who will be named Abigail Mae, due on September 11th, 2007.
I most like to keep to myself. I never got to make many friends before I moved to the U.S. three and a half years ago because my mother moved us around a lot.
I went through stages of depression when living with my mother because of the fact the she was an alcoholic.
I have lung cancer that is currently being treated. It was thought to have gone away after I'd had surgery to remove the infected lung, but it appears the it had been passed to the other lung before the surgery could help it. With treatments this early on in the second lung there's a high chance that the cancer will simply go into remission.
I'm not a religious freak, but I'm Catholic. I do wear a cross necklace almost constantly and I'm not afraid to admit that I put quite a lot of faith in God these days.
My friend Sarah whom I met when I first moved to the U.S. has always been here for me when I was dealing and am still dealing with some hard times. We help each other deal with depression and without her I'm not sure I would be able to go through life. She holds open the doors to the next paths in life for me, and without that, I'd have nothing. I ow her everything.