Before I was a Mom
Before I was a Mom I made and ate hot meals.
I had unstained clothing.
I had quiet conversations on the phone.
Before I was a Mom I slept as late as I wanted
And never worried about how late I got into bed.
I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.
Before I was a Mom I cleaned my house each day.
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to lullabies.
Before I was a Mom I had never been puked on, pooped on, spit on,
peed on, or pinched by tiny fingers.
Before I was a Mom I had complete control of my mind, my thoughts
my body and all my feelings.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so that the
doctors could do tests or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put it down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when
I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a mom.
Before I was a Mom I didn't know the feeling of having my
heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a Mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could
make me feel so important.
Before I was a Mom I had never gotten up in the middle of the night
every 10 minutes to make sure all was ok.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache
or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much...
Before I was a Mom
~author Unknown~
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