Last updated on July 30, 2007.
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My Love My love, you know how much you mean to me. So why do you ask all the time? You are my world, you are my life... My everything is YOU. I tell you I Love You, But does it tell you how I feel? You tell me You Love Me, But how do I know it's real? Love can be so many things. We all have different meanings for the word. But know this, My Love, My love for you is never ending. No matter how much we change My love will still be there. Even when we grow apart, You will always be in my heart. Do you know how much I Love You? I hope you do, cause you mean the world to me... And Always Will Kathy July 16, 1999 My Life My life has been turned upside down Which way is right, which way is wrong? To make one choice will change everything, Some for the good; Some for the bad. Is the choice I want that bad? No. It may hurt but it needs to be done. For my life, I will give up everything I have. Peace will find me and make me whole again. The peace of love, and happiness is what I need. Some search forever to find happiness, Some don't need to look at all. But for me, I know where it is. I just need to get there so it can be mine. "Soon", I keep saying. "Soon", I will be happy again. But will "Soon" ever come for me... Without losing what I need to be free? I know hurt will come. Just knowing is hard. But to be where I am needed, is the price to pay. Hurt will go away, but the happiness will always be in my heart. My heart, IS MY LIFE, And IT is my Heart. Kathy July 16, 1999 Who Are WE? Who are we? We go from day to day, Asking everyone we know, who are we? They tell us what we want to here, But it's never good enough. Who are we? I ask my love why they love me? He said, "Cause you are different from the rest." How am I different? We are all the same, Just changes keep us apart. My friend asked me the other day, "Why does everyone hate me? How could everyone hate her if I am her friend? We need to understand that some of us have problems, While some don't. Some work their problems out, While some go unanswered. Problems keep us alive. Who are we without problems reminding us all the time? We are no one different. Some for the good, some for the bad. But we are all the same. So Who Are We? Kathy July 16, 1999 My Time My Time is not yours to tell me what to do. My time is not yours to tell me where to go. Who to see, who to meet. My time is just for me. To be alone or with a friend that is up to me. It's my time to be me. Not for time limits, ifs ands or buts My time is for me to be free. It gives me time to think To feel, to breath, to just be me. So let me have my time. Don't ask me where I was Don't ask who I was with. If I want to say that is up to me. For It Is My Time And I need to be FREE. Kathy March 16, 2001 No name #1 What makes me so special? Why does everyone want me? I am just another girl in the crowd. Nothing I can see makes me special But then why am I so wanted by everyone? Why me? What is it about me that they want near them? And that they can't live without? And makes me suffer so? I am just an honest girl. Caring too much is that so wrong? I am just a girl that needs love like everyone else. But why when I find love Does everyone make it so wrong? It makes me feel lost I'm in a world where I don't belong. Why does this feel so wrong? Kathy April 8, 2001 No name #2 You think you know me, Think you know my heart. You only want to keep me, And it's tearing me apart. I have had more than my share of pain, Yet it comes to me in droves. I don't like this much pain, But yet it keeps me home. Kathy April 8, 2001 No name #3 I can't excape, I can't get away, For when I do, I hurt you, But coming home, Tore me up, Your pain makes me cry, My pain tares me up, You say you love me, But still you cause me pain. Why? Kathy April 8, 2001 Hell Why do I stay in my hell? This place where I'm trapped in jail? Yet I get told what to do. I keep to myself, As to not piss anyone off. And that doesn't even help. I gave my word to stay if things got better. But have they gotten better? Yelled at for using something that is mine? Talking to people I've known a long time? Chatting with family about this or that? Wanting the small amount of time to chat? If this isn't Hell than I don't know what is. I gave my word to stay IF things would change. Oh! Have They Ever Changed! You gave me your word too. Will you keep it even now? Kathy April 17, 2001 You You are the first thing I think about when I wake up You are the last thing I think about before I sleep You are my heart You are my soul You are in my dreams You are who I want to be with You are my everything Kathy May 2001 Need A boyfriend Is that such a bad thing to need? Someone to hold, Someone to talk to. Someone to dream with, Make dreams come true with. To feel love, And free with. Someone who makes you feel special Is caring. Giving until they can't give anymore, Taking only what they need to feel the same way about you. Some give so much, Ask for so little. Can love you, No matter what you do. Will always be there, When you need a shoulder to cry on, Or just listen when you need to vent. Some have found what many look for, Some don't look and still find love. Others think they have it for years, And turn out to be wrong. Why does love play tricks with us? To make us stronger or weaker, So we look harder the next time, Or so we stop looking and just live, Til the one day love finds us again? Be true to yourself and you will always be loved. Kathy November 29, 2001 I'm Sorry I'm sorry I wasn't more honest with you. I'm sorry I didn't tell you how I felt more than I did. I'm sorry if I hurt you. I'm sorry for a lot of things I wish I could take back. I'm sorry for things I said. I'm sorry for things I did. I'm sorry for what I didn't do that you wanted me to. I'm sorry for misleading you when I should have. I'm sorry. Kathy March 12, 2002 Fontest Wish How I long for the wedding I will never have, Or walking barefoot in the sand. Walking next to my one true love, Knowing that we are in love. How I long for this day, How I with you'd say "Okay". Kathy May 29, 2003 Tough Love For the longest time I thought Love was something you had to search for. Now I know Love, real Love is something, You need to make. Something that develops over time, Something that may fade but never goes away. My love for you may fade, But finding out that I could lose you, Made my love wake up and slap me harder and stronger, Than anything I have ever felt before. It left a hole in my heart, A hole that only you can fill again. I don't want to lose you. I love you more than I ever, Thought I could love anyone. Kathy May 29, 2003 First Spark We have never touched, but I feel the heat A heat so great that it makes my heart skip a beat Hot flashes, on top of hot flashes is what you do to me Yet we have never touched, never felt, never caressed I know when we touch things are going to heat up more than ever The heat will make my heart skip even more I know we joke about being together, but the thoughts are there The sparks might be just heat But the first time we touch will be the test Will we or won�t we have that first spark? Kathy August 13, 2003 Pulling Me Apart Torn between two people. One, a very good friend. One, my boyfriend. Being pulled apart. Both telling me this or that. Trying to figure out... Who is more honest and caring. Wanting both to be true. Yet knowing one is not. Both playing on my emotions. Knowing I'll cave at some point. Both pushing me to my breaking point. Yet not caring either way. So why I ask myself 'Am I still here... Letting them do this to me?" Maybe the answer is quiet clear. I like the guessing. Kathy August 15, 2003 Melting With You Sitting in my room, Dreading all of my gloom, Missing you so much it hurts, Wondinger if you care that much. Miss touching your face, Kissing your lips, Feeling your hands, Carass my hips. The smell of the room after a long night of sex, The feeling of happiness, When we talk or text. Are you feeling these same feeling I have? Are you feeling the same things for me? Am I just missing the feel of our bodies as they melt into one? Or is it the feeling that you are gone? You say spending time with you now is weird, But still want to be friends. Going back to friends is weird, But at least I still have you then. Kathy September 3, 2005 Kiss Black as night Cold as ice Deaths' warm kiss upon my skin Caressing me I cannot scream Skin to skin He reaches in Grabs my heart And leaves me cold, alone Inside my shell of emptyness I lye awake but unable to see Unabe to scream Unable to breath Is this how it ends? Alone in the dark With Deaths warm kiss Still upon my skin? Kathy October 2, 2005 Young Love Weve known each other awhile now Been close friends that talk a lot You make my heart sing You make my day bright But when your sad you bring me down Our hearts are linked in more ways than one Intertwined in both body and soul Two of a kind Two of one mind but two people with a bond A bond so strong that if one hurts they both do Both feel pain, both feel sorrow, both feel despair Joy, happiness and loneliness But when were together, you feel the heat The passion, of one feather light touch Is like a moth to a flame You hold the key to my heart But are you ready to turn the key Open all that can be yours Let yourself be free To be happy To be yourself To open up and let me in Open your heart to me I wont hurt you like you've been in the past But if we open our hearts Will this all last? You are my young love One that should not be For we are worlds apart drawn together by our hearts Kathy October 11, 2005 One Lie It only takes one lie to break a heart One simple lie can tear us apart You think by holding back the truth you can make it right But you only hurt yourself with that one little lie Hurting me was wrong of you Now there's pain where love once grew You think you can fix this broken heart Nothing can make the pain go away Pain is the cross we all must bear I just wish it wasn't you who put it there Kathy October 19, 2005 Heart Ripped Open To have your heart ripped out while you�re still alive to feel the pain Is more than anyone should have to bear To have it done by your best friend Is a price none should ever have to pay A promise made Is like a blade I hurts like hell when someone hurts you with it A pain that makes you want to stop breathing Stop feeling Stop being A pain that in time will fade But the memory will remain You break a promise then say hurtful words And expect me to forgive The pain is fresh The hurt still there Not sure if I can forgive this time I know I�ll heal in time But will it damage our friendship by the �wasted time� I know you say you take it back But once it�s there, there�s no going back I guess only time can tell If the pain will ever heal Kathy January 3, 2006 |