“Remember how we met the first time?”

As we were slurping our ice-creams, she asked suddenly.

“Of course I did.  I made a completely fool out of myself then.”

 We laughed together, as the scene replayed in both our minds.

“Not really.  I thought it’s kinda cute.”  She smiled.

“It just amazed me how quickly we became so close?  How long we have known each other? Four months?”  She scooted closer to me, linking arms.

“ Actually it’s just two more weeks to five months.”  I said gently, my heart thumping faster at her closeness.

“Sometimes, I’m just thankful to God that I met you.”

“Just sometimes only?”  I teased, my heart soaring at her words.

“Sempai wa baka desu!  You know what I meant, don’t twist my words.”
 
 

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The first time I saw you...

I couldn’t...look into your eyes...

Your eyes...  were so bright and innocent....

I could just see my world in it.
 

I didn’t know what to say then...

Just awkwardly staring at my watch.

I think you knew it...

Because you gave the brightest smile I ever seen...
 

It hit me then...

That I’m...
 

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“Sempai, I have something to tell you.”

As we were nearing her house, she blurted out.

“Huh?”  I looked over to her in curiousment, it is not like her to be so hesitating.
 

“There’s a guy in my class...  JIN?!”

In the middle of her sentence, she suddenly broke off, running rapidly towards a guy in standing in front of her gate.
 

As I watched her stopped in front of him with the biggest smile I never seen, I couldn’t help the bad feeling that rose in my heart.

And the first taste of jealousy...

She have never smiled to me in that way...

Like she did... to this guy called Jin...

Like he’s everything to her...
 

It seems then...

The distance that’s only a stone throw between us...

Seem so long...  Separating us  far away...
 

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As I laid on the bed, I couldn’t sleep.

The same scenes kept replaying in my mind...
 

Of you... and Jin...
 

Then..

Though I very much like to ask about your relationship with him..

I suppressed my feelings.

Returning home...to stare at my ceiling board.

And think of you... and him.
 

If you have feelings for him...

What am I to you..?

Just this afternoon... You gave me hopes...

And only minutes later, you took it away..
 

Haneki...
 

My vision blurred.

 

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