:Good morning.;
A cheerful
voice greeted me when I woke up.
It・s him...
Why was
he here again....?
I pulled myself to sitting position and faced him where I thought he was.
:Why are you here again?;
:I brought you breakfast.;
:I haven・t
brush my teeth yet.;
Stupidly,
this is the only thing I could think to say.
:Never mind.
You can brush afterwards.;
He shoved
a bread into my hands.
:Eat this, it・s very delicious. I have to go now. See you tomorrow.;
I assumed
he waved...
There was
a gust of air against my face...
Could he
be back tomorrow...?
I suspected...
Friends
had promised the same thing...
But they
ended up not visiting anyway...
I expected
him to do the same..
But to tell
the truth.. part of me gave him the benefit of doubt...
He made
me felt less lonesome...
I turned
towards my window again...
Is spring
coming...?
The air
smelled fresh...bringing the hopes of new beginning...
Could my
beginning be part of it too...?
Surprisingly,
he did turn up the next day...
The next...and
the next..
And the
week to come....
Sometimes...he
would come in the morning..
Sometimes...in
the afternoon...
But it seemed
that his favourite time was at night...
Often..he
would wake me up when I・m sleeping just to eat the supper he brought.
Most of the
time, he would talk...
Telling
about me about the weather... things happening around...
Some gossip
about the idols・ lives... The latest games...
Sometimes..I
would respond...
But I was
just content enough to hear his voice...
I had asked
what was his occupation...
He couldn・t
be too old.. He sounded my age.
But he just
laughed it off, saying I needn・t know.
Said I just
need to know that he would always be my friend...
Today...
he had not turned up yet...
My dinner
was untouched...
I had no
appetite.
Could this
day...which I dreaded most....?
When he
finally stopped coming...?
I waited
the next day...and the next day...
Still no
signs of him...
How.. depressing....
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