| Psalm of America: George Bush is my shepard, I shall not want. He leadeth me beside still factories, he restoreth my doubt in American politics. He guideth me to the path of unemployment. He anointeth my wadges with freeze, so my expenses runneth over my income. Surely poverty and hard living shall follow his administration. 5000 years ago moses said, "pack your camel, pick up your shovel, mount your ass, aand I shall lead you to the promised land. 5000 years later, franklin Roosevelt said, "lay down your shovel, sit on your ass and light up a camel, this is the promised land! Today, George Bush will tax your shovel, sell your camel, kick your ass and tell you that the promised land is Japan. P.s. I'm glad I'm an american, I am gald I am free, but I wish I was a dog, and George Bush a tree. -from D. Sanning It's pointless trying to be rational with people who are irrational. Life is a dance. It takes awhile to learn all the steps. ~Dee Anything worth doing, starts with being scared-art garfunkle Ever since I can remember, life has been the one thing that seems to hurl me into itself and chew me up like a baby would his strained carrots. Life hasn't been easy. Life isn't easy for anyone, but when you're different, you see the world through a differnet shade of glass. Differences cause the world irrepairable harm. Some people are a little self centered hwhile others are considered perfect., I so hence belive this to not be a utopia. This is not a perfect society. When I see people act all, "this is my world..." I seem to get a real attitude and then my heat decaoapitates itself from any need to be freinds with that person. My mind then looks at that person and shutters...I DON';T LIKE THEM. 7-12-02 I want someone who I can look at and be compleatly happy with, just as I hope they are compleatly happy with me. Someone I can analize our stupid social structure with. Someone who I can love because the way they are, and that they can love me because I do the things I do. Someone who smiles at me when I am so sad I can't bare life anymore. I think thats what anybody ever really wants... EVERYTHING IS A 2 WAY ROAD LEADING IN ONE DIRECTION OR ANOTHER **be prepared, I'm way too emotional! 7-14-02 There is a reality of human nature that states society is against anyone who knows what society is. ***** If a person says I love you to a person, it doesn't actually have to mean that, though it's nice if they actually did. ***** I think I'm in love with a CSM, and I really mean it. ***** Ryan doesn't deserve me, because he doesn't respect me. ***** SCSU ROCKS!!!!!!! ****IMPORTANT REMEBER THERE IS A BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING THE BEST AND BEING YOUR PERSONAL BEST! DO WHAT YOU DO BECAUSE YOU LOVE IT! pOeM cOrNeR As I arose from this slumber As always I feel number corrupted by dreams of you did you dream of me too? Your face is so soft and soothing your voice is powerful and moving corrupted by thoughts of you did you think of me too I wanted your warmth near me I needed your love tenderly corrupted by my love for you do you love me too? **find this and other poems @ my poetry! ***** QUESTION??? Why am I putting myself through this? It is two in the morning. I have friends. Am I here becasue I am a good friend, or becasue I'm in Love with Ryan? Who says I am in love with Ryan? who says I like him? Why am I putting myself through this? The reality is that I missed knowing him, but as I sit and compare ryan to Laura, I realize that they are two different people. Laura is laid back. Ryan is soooo proper. i wish I could kiss him. then maybe I'd know. The right time never comes with him. Let the truth be free. Leave my body in a spectral realm, and be with him, so I could know how I feel. ***** Why do guys think that looks matter so much? Doesn't soulmate count for anything anymore? What I want to say @ my wedding... (no, I am not having one) I vow to the man that will be standing in front of me, the man that will hold me and protect me, the man that I will hold and protect, I vow everlasting honesty and trust, to believe and follow the heart that has guided me to my other half. You shall be the rock, my salvation... Maybe I should add to it. I don't know. 7-15-02 I think that it's a good thing that I left cub. I know why I did it, and I did the best job that I could when I was there. That should count for something. ***** The only reason that love exists is because lonliness is abundant ***** Wishes are for dreamers who can't handle reality. ***** Best friends are only REAL best friends is both are able to tell each other that they look fat when they DO. ***** Love should be unconditional, no matter what. People should love a person for who they are on the inside, not for what is on the outside. ***** If you haven't gotten to where you're going, then you're not there yet. ***** As mom and I play chess-- me: mom, what color do you want to be? Mom: whatever color is on my side. ***** Laura still owes me a game of chess(uninterupted) **I'll get it someday... ***** I feel so sad in the mornings because I always wake up alone. What is worse is knowing the someone I love is waking up next to someone else. ***** Is the me that loves him, a me that never stopped loving him, or is the me that loves him just a figment of my imagination? ***** Love-- A WALK TO REMEMBER Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take pleasure in others sin, and delights in truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to forgive whatever comes. **NOTE--Just b/c I think it's pretty doesn't mean I'm religious ***** fact: 'unexpected allies, but we take um'-London cabbies are now required by law to have domestic abuse hotline numbers and the locations of safe houses to help women who are fleeing abusive situations. **** I've learned one divine secret from the ya-ya sisterhood. Forty-five minutes into the movie, you can still get your money back. -dave letterman~and it's true because kelly and I rented it and we took it back to vid connection and got our money back too. ***** WHO MADE THE RULE THAT YOU SHOULD LOOK AT LIFE THROUGH ROSE-COLORED GLASSES? HOW ABOUT LEMON-YELLOW? Beauty is internal, logic is external, and reality is the meaning of life. not totally allowing yourself to unconditionally love someone prevents major disalusionment, and allows a safety net under the relationship. emotion is the fundamental base for all stupidity The day my life started will be the day that Ryan and I get together. Sometimes I really hate life But I'm too afraid of death. Sex is a drug. I should know because I'm a dealer- Jack Were like 50 men, and a mirrored ball away from being a gay disco-grace emotion is neither believable or reliable. It has corrupted ideas that were based on logic. Emotion has destroyed lives with lust, and built them with love. it has killed people with hate, and has given birth out of life. Emotions are a weapon to destroy intellegence. ***** As I am in the car with the maid to go babysit her child-- maid-feel free to use the phone while you're there... me-sure 'll call the sex line... maid-ok, press the redial button! OH, I FEEL SO USELESS I feel useless here, and nobody really cares because they think that I will always be the happy, cheerful one, with this bright optimism. I feel the most useless in Choir. I don't belong with these people. I haven't been here for all four years like some of these peeps have. They don't care if I stay or go. They don't care if I am there. They don't care that my sefl esteem has gone out the door. Mr. Kiffmeyer has handed me his pop singers on a silver platter. I didn't want to earn something like that because I can hit notes that other bois can't. I am always the boi behind other people singing. I had chamber though. I had a pretty tuxedo. I hate myself for leaving. I just knew it would be safer to be out of there. I miss some peeps though. I know this is a big mess. It's all tangled up in a jumble of thought. I need to sort this out someday... Word(drom Jane)MAMADA (n.) (pronounced ma-ma-da) Spanish for blowjob. Usage: "My spanish teacher hasn't taught us about mamadas, has yours?" QUOTABLE QUOTES Don't confuse being soft with seeing the other guy's point of veiw -george bush A college degree is not a sign that one is a finished product, but an indication that one is prepared for life -Andrews McNeel One kind word can warm three winter months... -japanesse proverb Americans are overreachers; over-reaching is the most admirable of the many american axcesses. -George F. Will Let us hope that we are all preceded in this world by a love story. -Don Snyder Competition is a painful thing, but it produces great results. -Jerry Flint ;Envy can be a positive motivator. Let it inspire you to work harder for what you want. -Robert Bringle Wisdom is knowing what to do next; virtue is doing it. -David Star Jordan Anger makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were -Cherie Carter-Scott I see my body as an instument rather than an ornament -Alanis Morissette word(from JANE) 601er (n.) (pronounced six-oh-one-er) A lame person who always tries to one up you...dirived from those evil one doller more bidders on the price is right. USAGE: Beth started bragging about how she got on DJ Spin's guest list tonight right after I told her my best friend got me tickets to the show. She is such a 601er. THE ULTRA FABULOUS AND NOT SO GLAMOROUS HOMO CLASS WE'RE HERE! WE'RE QUEER, WE'RE ALL OVER TOWN! ;I've been with my boyfriend a year now and we're not married...that's good right? 3 things 2 remember... 1.you can't be happy until you deal with YOUR crap 2.you can't deal with others' crap until you deal with your own 3.you can't love others till you love yourself In general, men who don't have jobs maturbate and live at home with their parents. They eat rancid Wolfgang Puck Pizza and watch Telemundo for the hot women...but I did say in general. I'm so defensive. I don't think that most guys know that real boobs aren't suppose to look like two hard grapefruits! If americans split our incomes equally, we'd each get 28, 637$ a year. If Bill Gates gave away his fortune, we'd get 111.29$ a peice, and if we dived up all teachers saleries, we'd all get a dollor. I EASE MY OWN PAIN The reality of human thought is that one human can think too much, while the whole human population doesn't think enough. Analitical people often find blocks in who they are because they analize everything! I want to know the difference between love, lust, obsession, and attraction! WHO SAID SILENCE IS GOLDEN? I so wanna be a POPSTAR... NO LIMITS that's the rule I live by i strive to be faster, stronger, and better everyday! As much as I would like to present a magic solution, or wave my god-given fairy's wand, and replace all the hate and willful ignorance with warm fuzzy feelings, it's not that simple. -Lavender THE GREATEST THING IN LIVE IS TO LEARN HOW TO GIVE LOVE AND GET LOVED IN RETURN ~Home |
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