If I die, does anyone miss me?
What is the secret to happiness and why is it so easily lost?
Is there a true friend or a true person in the world?
I want out of here!
Tears, fears, this world; Why ask why?
Who here knows?
Your gone, I'm all alone.
You're alone 'cause I'm all gone.
What is a true friend like? Have you ever seen one?
Was ther an Adam and Eve along with all these vultures and thieves?
Lightning strikes with sweet madness. Insanity.
Questions, question, no answers for sale here.
Who knows? Why?
Children's questions from a time long remembered.
Longing, waiting, can you tell me?
Strangers untrue as friends.
Why?
What do you want?
I'll be your queen.
Help me survive, help me to endure.
Tell me what love is.
Times unknown, obscured, yet remembered.
Who knows right?
I hate, I love, I know nothing, but how?
People surround me not knowing all this,
Can they give me the answers?
Do I know anything yet?
Power is the key and the lock.
Ignorance is bliss, knowledge governs the world...
Perhaps.
So many thoughts confused,
So many lessons unlearned,
Dead.
Ice hot in truth seeking
What is God?
Do you believe in religion?
Do you believe in my writing?
Only in the mind.
Come over, have fun, the world ends soon
And it's your fault.
Live, love, learn, hate, die, burn,
A sweet release from it all.
Get out. Now. Leave me alone.
All is short and none makes sense.
Sunlight burning, blood running sweet
In this abysmal hell hole we call life.
Leaving, black, numb, calm.
Placid and sedated.
Music a liberation like composition confused.
Emotion linked to thought.
Dying slowly,
Tortured as we live.
Depressing isn't it?
Love them and leave them.
Don't tell me, who am I to help?
Everyone has problems
No greater or less.
Words are just that so why do they scar?
Whose to say, whose to know?
Advice for free but no one heeds it.
Talk is cheap, is that why we do it?
Seven sins, who made them so?
Hate, love, just emotion
Never ceasing, always flowing.
Peoms begin, lives end. Does this one have its price to pay?
Can anyone tell me why?
Destroying the world,
When will it be enough?
Thoughts slow and shallow,
So simple, so stupid,
Where is the insight?
There's nothing left to lose,
No one left to learn,
So these words to what import?
Babbling, asinine, gone, who cares?
Planned out is lost, it's stupid.
Pain, blessed pain holds me here
'Till sorrow takes over.
Happiness is awaited that never arrives.
The lost one all my life
Why is all so soon abandoned?
Laughter, evil laughter that destroys me.
Moaning, groaning, "shut-up, get out"
Screaming "Move, leave me be"
Rending my mind,
No necessary silence come for me.
Darkness, shadow, please swallow me,
Rid me of this laughter,
Hatred swells, growing, pushing,
I want out!
I want to see the stars one last time.
Will you join me and be lost forever,
Fade into eternity and its empty void?
Stop Your Fucking Laughing!!!
My mind is blown, my mind has snapped
The voices in my head are those of the dead
Walking all around me
I feel their fingers ice cold running down my back
And the little girls cry blends with the wind's sigh
As blood runs down my wall
They beckon me to join them, they drive me to hurt
"Till I wish my room were an asylum, and I in a straight jacket
As I cower in the corner of my tomb
Let the sunlight burn and the blood run sweet
In the heaven pure white and pristine
Where the angels have needles instead of wings
Waiting to fade
To die another day
In the bright lights that scare away the shadow madness
Spot is a dog.
Spot likes to run.
Run spot, run.
Spot runs by cars.
Die spot, die!
There is a place in my head where lives a fellow called Madness. He carries a sharpness of the senses like a steak knife. Around him crickets sing like dog whistles and cat steps are monsterous beasts. He reeks of the sweet metalic stench of blood and the crypt and awaits to fulfill your deapest desires. He comes to the calls of anguish when the mind is at its weakest and plots to overthrow (maybe for good). He candy coats the holes where chunks of flesh were removed by friends-become-aquaintances that you no longer care to hide. He visits often.
