Leather Sleeves

APACHE CAMP, DRAGOON MOUNTAINS, 7 JUNE 1874

It was shortly before sundown when John Cannon and Tom Jeffords reached the Apache camp.  It had taken most of the day to ride east along the old Butterfield Stage road to the San Pedro river, then south to the Dragoon tributary, where they had followed the dry arroyo into the mountains.  John had a nagging feeling that they were watched every inch of the way, though he could not detect a reason for feeling this way.  The Apaches knew Tom Jeffords very well, however, so he felt safe enough.  The agent was one of the few friends the Chiricahua had in Arizona.  They were allowed to approach  unmolested.

On reaching the camp, John noticed two Apache sentries standing in the rocks of the pass high above him, seeming to appear out of nowhere.  Each held and old rifle and wore colorful headbands that offset their jet-black hair and copper complexions.  He knew they were, in essence, welcoming the white men into their camp.  Had they intended harm, they would never have let themselves be seen.  Apaches did not reveal the location of their base camps to people they did not trust.

John and Jeffords moved their horses up through the pass and crossed a saddleback ridge, moving out into a relatively flat area between rows of wickiups made of brush and mud.  Smoke from several fires swirled about, giving the scene a foggy and unreal appearance, and several of the Apaches watched them in silence from beside the fires where they stood or squatted.

Compared to white men, the Chiricahua lived poorly.  Civilization had given them many things they valued, including metal, firearms, horses and clothing.  Despite these leaps in technology, the Apache heart remained much as it had always been.  Many struggled to keep their traditions and way of life intact in a world that was making them obsolete almost overnight.

By white standards, most of the Apaches were barbarians.  All of them knew how to hunt, to track, to kill, scalp, and pursue merciless war.  They were so fond of clothing they stole from their enemies that they often wore it until it rotted off.  Rather than discard the old rotting shirts, the men often merely put a new one over the old one.  Most of the Apache John had met rarely bathed.  Whether this was from preference or merely a lack of water he was never sure, but he had only witnessed them bathe in alpine regions.  The closest they usually came was in sweat lodge ceremonies.  

The younger warriors, especially those on the move, usually wore little clothing, preferring only a shirt, a breech cloth and moccasin boots, and occasionally a vest.  Almost all the warriors wore headbands, many of which were brightly colored.  For the most part, they were a short, stout people.  There was much about the Apache that was admirable from the white man's point of view, and much that most whites considered despicable.  John had always tried to focus on the good in people, however, and he reminded himself of that fact as they dismounted among the wickiups.

The Apache were very skilled at surviving in their desert homeland.  They were relentless trackers, fierce warriors, and crafty tacticians.  They were also, in their own way, honorable, even by white standards.  Most Apaches kept their word flawlessly, and most responded well to fair treatment and returned the same.  Once crossed or cheated, however, they tended to anger quickly, and were not prone to forgiveness.  Retribution was usually immediate and brutal.  They had been raiders for centuries and were not used to backing down from anyone.  The need for change was upon them, yet they struggled, not knowing how.  They were a stone-age people caught in a clash of times, at once both ancient and modern.  Most of them just wanted things to remain as they had always been, yet that was impossible.  The United States was growing, etching its way inevitably upon them, its endless people streaming forth to claim the frontier.  America's native peoples were being forced out of the past that had ruled them for centuries untold.  

The sad part was there was no way to halt the mighty migration of American settlers from the east.  It had been tried, time after time, since the colonists had first landed on the continent, and it had never worked.  There was no way to preserve what the Apache had known before the coming of the Spanish or the white man.  In clashes of culture throughout history, older peoples had continually given way to those with better technology, and this was no different.  The Apache would adapt to the changes and survive, or they would fail to adapt and die.  It was merely the way of things.  

The best thing a man could do, John thought soberly, was to answer his own conscience; to treat each Apache as a human being, the same way anyone wanted to be treated.  The Golden Rule was still the best guide, even with the deadly Chiricahua.  It would not stem the tide of settlers, nor preserve the old Apache ways, but it might reduce hatred and the bloodshed, and there was far too much of both in Arizona already.

Jeffords tied his horse to a clump of screwbean mesquite, then walked toward a wickiup in the center of the camp.  John followed suit, and several warriors stopped to watch.  Many might not have known John Cannon personally, but they all knew he was the owner of the High Chaparral, the white man who held the most power between Tucson and Huachuca.

An Apache stepped from the wickiup as John and Jeffords approached.  The Apache was of medium height and dressed in a calico shirt, with a leather vest and a bone necklace.  His hair, parted down the middle, was shoulder-length and worn loose.  The sadness in his eyes was immediately apparent to John, who knew the Apache had to be suffering terribly, for his people were stoic by nature and not given to public displays of pain.

"Ha'andah," the Apache said, welcoming them, and Jeffords smiled and repeated the same word in return before turning to look at John.

"Big John, this is Taza, the eldest son of Cochise."

John nodded toward Taza, who acknowledged him but did not smile, but instead began conversing softly with Jeffords in Apache.  Suddenly, the conversations quickened, and they switched to Spanish.  After a few moments of such quickly changing discussion, Jeffords turned around and looked at John again.

"Taza says that his father is very ill," Jeffords said.  "From the sound of things, we'll be lucky if he lives through the night.  I've told Taza why I have brought you here, and he has agreed that it's best to get the white boy back among his own kind.  We'll go in and see the old man if he's up to it, but he's really weak now, and I don't want to tire him too much."

Jeffords spoke to Taza again in Spanish, and Taza nodded and walked away, disappearing into the dark brown wickiup.  A moment later, another warrior left the wickiup and started toward them.

"That's Naiche," Jeffords said.  "Cochise's younger son."

Naiche was dressed in a cotton shirt buttoned at the throat.  He sported a brilliant yellow headband, and carried a faded red-and-white saddle blanket over his left arm.  Naiche's dark hair was longer than Taza's, and his cherry-black eyes held no humor.  He gestured with his right hand, and Jeffords started for the wickiup.  John followed, squinting as he stepped inside the smoky interior, his eyes trying to adjust to the dim light.

Cochise lay in a pile of blankets, his head propped against a side of the wickiup, holding a yellowed gourd cup in one hand.  He looked up as they entered, and John was astonished at how weak and tired the famous Apache leader looked.  They had met before on several occasions, and each knew the other well enough, but always Cochise had been strong and healthy-looking.  Cochise had never been one to smile, but he had always exuded a kind of vitality that most men would call charisma.  Now, however, he lay weak, with gray streaking his once-black hair, and looked at them with dull eyes.  His face brightened a little when Cochise realized who his guests were, and he greeted Jeffords warmly in Apache, then looked at John and took in his massive presence.

"Buenos dias, Senor Cannon," he said.

"Buenos dias, Cochise," John replied with a smile.

"It is good that a man sees men that he respects before he dies," Cochise said.  "What brings the Tall One among my people?"

"Senor Jeffords does," John replied.  "It seems there is a white child living with your band, Cochise.  Mr. Jeffords here has asked me if I can take this boy off your hands and return him to his people.  I've come to do so, if it can be arranged."

Cochise's eyes narrowed in confusion, and he spoke to Taza quietly in Apache.  Taza replied quickly, as did Naiche, and Cochise closed his eyes a moment before speaking to John in English again.

"My sons tell me there is indeed a child of the white eyes living with us.  I did not know this.  My son tells me this child was brought here some days ago by some of our people from another band.  They claim to have found this child in the desert."

"The white child will be a problem if the Army finds out about him," Jeffords said, stirring the coals in the fire with a small stick.  John noticed the way Jeffords squatted flat on his heels, almost exactly as an Apache would.  "I doubt even General Howard would understand his being here, living with the People."

Cochise was silent for a while, and John thought for a moment that the old chief had fallen asleep, but then Cochise opened his eyes and gripped his stomach.  He was obviously in much pain, but he remained stoic and did not cry out, waiting until the spasm stopped before replying to Jeffords.

"You are right, my friend.  Your heart is good, for you think first for the welfare of my people.  The whites would not understand this, any more than I would understand one of our children living among them.  I would not have let the child remain if I had known he was here.  There was a time when I would have known, but I am sick now, and many things pass by that I do not see, like winter clouds past the moon that shines on the mountains."

Naiche squatted and refilled the gourd cup with tiswin, the Apache beverage that most approximated white man's beer.  Cochise took the gourd and sipped a little before continuing.

"My son tells me that this white child is very brave.  That his father died out in the desert, before the men brought the child here.  Even as a captive, this child has shown he is brave.  One of the families has considered him for adoption."  Cochise sipped more tiswin, and reflected a moment before going on.  "Many winters ago, a white boy came among us.  Today he is called Mickey Free, but in those days he was just a small boy.  He was taken from the whites when some Coyoteros raided a ranch south of Fort Buchanan.  These were Apaches from the White Mountains, not Chokonen, but the whites did not believe this.  They sent the army under the Soldier Chief Bascom to get this child.  It was at that time that I cut the tent and made war.  I did not have this child, and could not give him back, but they did not believe me.  So, my brother was hanged by the soldiers, and I made war on them."

"We all remember Cut-the-Tent," Jeffords said softly.  "It is a good point.  No good can come of a child held captive by another race."

"Taza has told me it was Nednhis who brought the child to my camp."

"Not exactly," Jeffords replied.  "He was brought by the warriors who were following Pionsenay, your head medicine man."

Cochise's eyes flared at the name, and for a moment, John saw not a sick old man, but once again the fierce leader of all Chirichaua.  The one he had known since arriving in Arizona a year before.

"Pionsenay!" Cochise spat, showing bitterness.  "He does not spread his blanket with the Chokonen now!  He has joined the Nednhis to fight the Mexicans."

"Some of your men ride with him," Jeffords said softly.

John watched with a kind of fascination.  He had known Cochise for some time, and always the man was straight-forward and strong; a man of definite power and decision.  Yet, as he watched, Jeffords, a white man, actually chided a warrior who was arguably the most dangerous Indian chief in the southwest, leading him along as if he were a child.  John had never seen a white man with the amazing kind of influence among the Apache that Thomas Jeffords seem to possess.

"Yes, some of my young men ride with him," Cochise admitted.  "Too many have bad hearts for the Mexicans.  Too many of my people have lost parents and friends to them.  The Nednhis come among them, and stir them up, like flies among the horse dung.  To young men, Juh is now the true warrior chief of the Apache, for he still fights.  Many young think that he should lead the Chiricahua.  They have forgotten that I have fought the Mexicans and the whites, and that I never surrendered.  I made peace, yes, but of my own will. I was never taken prisoner by an enemy.  I made peace, not as a prisoner, but as a man.  

"I fought the Mexicans long and hard, but the whites were different.  There were too many of them, and my people were too few.  I am old and tired now, and my people cannot win against the white eyes.  It is better to make peace and live, than to continue to make war and die.  To live in peace, we must not raid the Mexicans, for they are like little birds who sing to the white eyes, and make the soldiers come.  My people need a path that does not end in death from the bluecoats.  That is why I have made peace for my people.  The young, who are hot-blooded and full of youth, call me an old woman now, and say I can no longer fight.  They have forgotten my wars; forgotten my deeds.  That is as it has always been.  They are young; they have no wisdom.  They were not there when I fought, and they do not think of their people's fate, but only of their own honor.  They cannot help this.  The Nednhis keep their hearts in flame."

"Perhaps it would be best if Pionsenay were not here," Jeffords offered.

"He has already left with his men and gone south," Cochise replied.  "Taza says that he left this morning."

Taza stepped forward out of the shadows, his features dark in the gloomy light.  His eyes still held an endlessly sad expression, though John was not sure if it were due to his father's condition or to his people's fate.

"Leather Sleeves is with Coyani's family," Taza said in English.

"Leather Sleeves?" John asked, lifting his eyebrows.  He looked at Jeffords, who chuckled silently.

"The warriors are fond of nicknames," Jeffords replied.

"The white boy had leather on the arms of his shirt," Taza added.

"Leather?" John asked, trying to picture leather sleeves.

"Most likely elbow patches," Jeffords said.

"He is being kept by Coyani's family," Taza said.  "They are poor.  The white eyes have killed two of their sons, and now they have only one son to help them.  They wish to adopt Leather Sleeves to replace one of the sons that the whites have taken."

"Replace?"  John looked at Jeffords in confusion.

"That's the way the Apache see it," Jeffords told him.  "The whites took a son from them, so it's only fair the whites repay that debt by giving one of their own sons to replace him."

John sighed, then stood and faced Taza squarely.  He had dealt with Indians many times, enough to know how this must be handled.  If the boy was truly loved by the Apache family, only force would ever get him back, for the Apache would protect him as one of their own.  He had seen that happen often enough among tribes like the Kiowa and Comanche.  Many times, when such adopted children had been "rescued," they had already become Indians themselves, and had suffered as much from the separation from their Indian families as they had from being stolen from the whites in the first place.  Many were the cases of white children reared among Indian tribes, who had come to love the Indians and their way of life far more than their own.

John knew that such situations usually only occurred after the children were held in captivity for long periods of time, and had been formally adopted into an Indian family.  An adopted person was not a prisoner.  They actually were full members of the tribe.  After enough time, a child literally became an Indian.  Based on what Jeffords had told him, however, this white child had only been here for a few days, and the chances of any permanent bonds forming in that amount of time were pretty small.  Which also probably meant the Apache family did not truly love the child yet, and were only considering his adoption.  If that were the case, the best thing to do was ransom the boy quickly.

"What is this child worth to you?" John asked.

Cochise looked at Taza, then drank his tiswin again as his son answered.  It was obvious that Cochise was in pain, and quickly losing interest in this conversation.

"Leather Sleeves would fill the need for a son who has been taken from the family," Taza said tersely.  "He would provide food from the hunt, and care for them in old age."

John remained silent, regarding Taza firmly.  He knew the Apache was merely posturing, pitching a deal to get the most for the family in question, as well as trying to save face for his father.  It seemed to John that not all of the Apaches were in agreement as to what should be done with the white boy, and yet John knew he could let Taza save face for them all.  Patience was the best tactic in an Indian trade.

"Leather Sleeves is not yet a warrior, however," Taza added.  "It will be many winters before he can hunt and fill a warrior's place.  The family has fed the child with their own food, kept him warm in their own wickiup. They have suffered for his welfare.  These good people should be repaid enough to make up for that loss.  Three horses, I think.  That will be enough."

John worked his jaw and tried hard to appear to be thinking it over.  To be sure, from the Apache way of thinking, three horses was a preposterous price, since the boy was not a true family member, but merely a captive stolen from a white family.  On the other hand, from a white man's point of view, what were a few horses compared to a sane life for a young child?  If it would allow him to get the boy out peacefully, John would readily agree to pay a hundred times that amount.  Negotiation was almost always a better option than fighting.

To simply agree with Taza's price, however, would make him appear weak, and the Apache did not respect weakness.  To lose their respect at such a time could lead to disaster.  They expected him to drive a hard bargain, and could not appear to disappoint them.

"Two horses," he said at last, and quickly added, "And I'll throw in four beeves to ease the family's suffering."

Taza stared at him and blinked, his expression carefully hidden.  After a moment, however, Taza nodded.  It would be enough.  He turned to leave.

"I will take you to Leather Sleeves.  Come."

John turned to look at Cochise, and the chief was slurping at the last of the tiswin in the gourd, trying hard to get drunk and avoid the pain in his belly.

"I'm glad to see you again, Cochise.  It has been too long," John told him.

"And I am glad to have seen you again, Tall One," Cochise replied, and then he looked at Jeffords, staring at the old man for several moments before speaking.  "I am old and sick.  Do you think you will ever see me alive again?"

"No, old friend," Jeffords said sadly, and John saw mist in the man's green-blue eyes.  "I don't think I will.  I think that by tomorrow night you'll be dead."

"Yes, I think so, too," Cochise said.  "About ten o'clock, tomorrow morning.  Do you think we will ever meet again?"

Jeffords looked at John a moment, and John shrugged, not knowing what to say.  After a moment, Jeffords looked back at Cochise.

"I don't know.  What's your opinion about it?"

Cochise nodded and looked firmly into Jefford's eyes.  Once again, he was suddenly his old self for a moment, and his cherry-black eyes twinkled, though his mouth never smiled.

"I have been thinking a good deal about it, while I have been sick here," Cochise said.  "I believe we will.  Good friends will meet again—up there."

Cochise pointed with his finger to the sky above the roof of the wickiup.

John stepped forward and placed a firm hand on the old chief's shoulder, and was surprised at how frail the man felt underneath his blankets and clothing.

"I think you will pull through yet, my friend," John told him softly.  "Nothing has ever managed to steal Cochise from his people."

The old chief nodded at that, and met his eyes.  The Apache's eyes were calm and accepting, but he shook his head.

"Not even Cochise can escape death," he said.  "Death is the great tracker, the Life Taker who hunts us all our lives.  The tracker can be thrown off sometimes, but he always find the trail again.  When the tracker catches us, we die.  That is the way of the world.  That is the way of Usen, the Life Giver."

"It has been my great honor to see you again," John said at last.  "If you get well, you must come and visit me at the High Chaparral."

"I have," Cochise said.  "Many times, but you did not see me.  There was a time when my people owned all of that land.  Not as you now own it for the spotted buffalo, but as a wild and open land.  We rode across it without apology and without pause.  Then the Spanish came, and then the Mexicans.  Then the first white eyes along the Gila, the beaver hunters.  They were followed by the miners.  Today, it is the ranchers who come.  The others have paved the way for you.  Now it is your land.  My time is past.  Your time is here.  That will be all right, I think.  You are a man of honor, Tall One.  My people will remember you well."

"As will mine, you, sir."

"Maybe.  But I am an Indian.  I think many will not.  Go now, find this child and take him home to his people.  I would like to talk, but I am tired.  I would like to spend some time with my family now."

"Of course.  Good night."

John stepped out into the darkness of night, and Jeffords exited a moment later.  Taza was still waiting, and he turned and headed for a wickiup at the end of the camp.  Jeffords turned back at the door and leaned inside.

"Live well, my friend," he said.

"For a while longer, yet," came the reply.

"He looks bad," John said quietly to Jeffords as they followed Taza through the darkened camp, and the other man paused to rub a dirty sleeve against his eyes.

"Too much grit and dust," he explained.

"How long has Cochise been like that?"

"He's been in and out of his head for the last few weeks," Jeffords replied.  "Drunk on tiswin most of the time.  His stomach pains him something awful, and the drink is the only thing that eases it.  He won't last much longer, John.  We're lucky we got to see him at all.  I just hope he's worked out his succession for the Chiricahua."

"You mean there's doubt?  Doesn't his son take over if he dies?"

"You'd think so," Jeffords admitted.  "In my opinion, that's most likely exactly what'll happen.  He's left word for his people to forever live in peace, and to do exactly as I advise them to do, but there are a few contenders."

"Oh?"

"Yep.  Medicine man name of Eskinya is one," Jeffords said.  "He's trouble, though, sure as the sun's hot.  He'll cause these people a lot more grief afore he's through.  His brother is even worse."

"Brother?"

"Yep, a wild buck by the name of Pionsenay.  You probably remember us talking about him.  Runs with a bunch of renegades under Juh.  Absolutely hates white men, and hates Mexicans even more.  What makes matters worse is that Cochise's sons, Taza and Naiche, can't stand either of them.  A blood feud is brewing between the two families.  Sooner or later, some of them are going to start killing the others, sure as rain.  I just hope Cochise's family wins. Cochise's war chief, Nahilzay, is also a possible contender, but Nahilzay is very loyal to Cochise, and will follow Taza if that's what Cochise's decides.  No matter what happens, though, Big John, times are changing, and I swear I don't know if it's for better or worse.  If one of those hotheads uses the old man's death to lead a raid off the reservation, there'll be hell to pay all along the border.  If that happens, it'll give the Army exactly the excuse they've been looking for to remove these people once and for all.  That's the worst part of it.  Scamps like Pionsenay lead the rest of the People right into the hands of the Indian haters."

They walked along in darkness, amazed at how subdued the camp noises were at night.  Approaching the wickiup that Taza had entered, John stopped to talk to Jeffords some more.

"You ever feel banished up here, Tom?" John asked.  "I mean, living up here with the Apache and all.  Ever feel cursed by all of the bigots in Tucson?"

"There are times, Big John.  There are times," Jeffords admitted.  "Them rascals in Tucson have no love for me on account of what I do for these Apache.  That's for damn sure.  Bunch o' mean Indian-hatin' polecats in that place."

"Well, there is a lot of raiding going on south of the border, Tom.  You honestly believe there's no chance it's Cochise's men who are making them?"

"Five years ago I'd have said it was Cochise," Jeffords replied.  "He give everybody hell, and then some, back in those days.  Wily rascal he was, too.  But today?  No.  Cochise has promised to stay at peace and he's done as he promised.  Some of his young bucks, sure, they sneak off to do mischief, but he's never sanctioned it.  Pionsenay's one of the worst in that regard.  He's Chokonen, you know, same as Cochise, but he ignores Cochise's law and runs with the scamps under Juh.  Cochise used to be strong enough to control the hotheads to some extent.  He went and kicked Natiza right off the reservation for breaking his law some time back.  But, the old man's too sick right now to clamp down on the likes of Pionsenay or Eskinya.  Taza might be able to do it, but not until he's chief.  And you can't go around accusing an Apache of being a renegade, not in front of his people.  Not unless you want to fight a duel to the death.  They're a prideful people, Big John.  They take any slight personally, and they never forget any wrong done to them.  Truth be told, though, most of them raids into Mexico are most likely justified."

"How can you say that?" John asked in surprise.

"Them Mexicans down there been cheating and killin' Apache since the beginning," Jeffords spat in disgust.  "Robbers, murderers and cut-throats they are.  It's no wonder the Apache hate 'em.  Lying, pompous bunch them Mexicans are.  They deserve what they get, you ask me.  The more of 'em the Apache kill, the better off we'll all be."

John came to a halt and faced Jeffords squarely, and his own face went hard.  Jeffords quickly realized his mistake, and he physically stepped back from John as he held his palms up defensively.

"Of course, I'm generalizing, John.  No offense to you and your family, or that pretty wife of yours," Jeffords said quickly.  "You got to forgive an old fool like me, John.  I been out here among these Apache for so long, well, I've gotten so I just shoot my mouth off without thinking sometimes.  If I offended you with my words, I humbly apologize."

John hooked his thumbs in his gunbelt and stood silent, staring at Jeffords.  He certainly had been offended by the other man's words, for they had been unthinking and just plain hateful.  Jeffords was apparently as biased toward Mexicans as the people in Tucson were toward Apaches!  John thought of the many wonderful Mexicans he had in his life: Victoria, Manolito, Pedro, Vaquero, even Don Sebastian; people without whom his life would now be but a shell.  They were his family and extended family.  Part of him felt like he should punch Jeffords in the mouth, for that was the way things were usually done in the West.  On the other hand, he doubted Jeffords had meant what he said about all Mexicans.  He had been thinking of a certain few and used them to generalize them all,

"I have a hope the time will come where we can all learn to live in this land in peace, Tom," he said at last.  "White, Mexican and Apache alike."

John saw relief fill Jefford's eyes.  Some men would have called Jeffords out for such an insult, even drawn on him, for offending families in such a way, but John was more rational than that.  No real harm had been done, and they still had a job to do together yet.  He no longer cared to discuss Jefford's view of Mexicans, however.

"Let's go find this boy," he said at last, slapping Jeffords lightly on the arm.  "I'm curious to see where he came from, and what happened to his family."

Together, they turned in the darkness and walked into the wickiup in awkward silence.

II

CAMP SITE, SAN PEDRO RIVER 

Manolito Montoya scooped more beans from the pot over the fire and sat back against the boulder that reflected the light and heat of the fire, carefully averting his eyes so that the light would not affect his night vision.

Buck had finally gotten most of the saguaro spines out of his hide, and he was understandably sore, but that did not completely account for the strange mood that had plagued his friend all day.  Something else was eating his sister's brother-in-law, and whatever it was, Manolito was concerned for him.

"You want some more frijoles?" Manolito asked, but Buck shook his head and continued to stare into the fire.  Buck sat opposite from Manolito, holding a tin coffee cup across his knee as his eyes stared at something Manolito could not see.  Buck had made no effort to protect his own night vision, and that was not like Buck.  The younger Cannon was a wily hombre, one who knew better.  Many might have believed that Indians did not attack at night, and while that was generally true of Apache, it was not always true.  Nor was it true of many tribes.  Manolito could easily remember the Comanches of the Llano, who usually raided at night under the light of a full moon.  The truth was, Indians raided whenever they felt like it, and Buck knew this as well as anyone, yet he was being careless with his night vision, as if he did not care.

It was a strange Buck Cannon who sat staring into the fire this night.

"You are thinking deeply tonight, eh?" Manolito asked, in the way of offering a conversation.

"Yeah…I guess I am," Buck replied soberly, his eyes never focusing.

"And what are you thinking of?  Some ladies in Tucson?"

Buck blinked in surprise, as if he had just realized that Manolito was speaking to him.  He quickly took a sip of coffee and scowled.  "I was tryin' to figure out where in the blazes that big ol' longhorn come from," Buck replied.

That was not what was eating at Buck, and Manolito knew it, but at least Buck was talking now, and it was best to encourage him to continue.  Otherwise, Buck would just clam up and be silent.  Buck had a way of bottling something up inside until it had to explode, usually with very dangerous consequences.  Though Buck was usually acted light-hearted, he possessed a deep soul, and it was best to keep him from brooding too much.

"I would suspect it came from Texas," Manolito replied.

"Texas?  We be a long way from Texas, Mano."

Manolito chewed on a mouthful of beans a moment, then washed it down with scalding black coffee before replying.

"Si.  About five years ago, there was a cattleman from Texas who drive his herd through here," Manolito said.  "It was not a large herd, only two hundred or so cattle, but they were all longhorns.  It was in the fall, if I remember correctly, and this Tejano was on his way to California.  He had twenty men with him to drive the cattle, as well as his wife and children."

"Drivin' longhorns all the way to California?" Buck exclaimed in surprise.  "Why, don't that beat all."

"This cattleman, his name was Eastwood, I believe," Manolito continued.  "I have heard of him many times.  He was attacked by the Apache at Dragoon Springs, not far from here.  Cochise himself was said to have led the raid."

"Ol' Cochise, huh?  What happened?"

"I can only relate what I was told, for I was in Sonora at the time, but I have heard of this fight from several who were there.  The Apache were wearing white men's clothes, stolen a dead party of whites under a man named Stoner, who they had wiped out the day before."

"Yeah, that sounds like A-pach," Buck admitted soberly.

"At any rate," Manolito continued without pause, "one of the Tejanos was killed in the fight.  The Apaches made three charges against the Tejanos, and while no more of Eastwood's men were killed, the Apache did manage to steal the entire herd, and drove them south toward Sonora.

"Some of the Tejanos rode to Fort Bowie for help.  Soon, the American army rode out after Cochise.  They caught up to him the next day, just east of the Pedregosas.  There was a short fight, Cochise withdrew, and the Army recovered most of the herd."

"Well, apparently not all of them, Mano," Buck exclaimed cynically.

"I think maybe you are right," Manolito said with a grin.  "This longhorn bull, he could be a stray from that herd; one that has gone wild."

"Well, longhorns be a tough breed," Buck agreed.  "They's always pretty stringy and wild, but they also prob'ly the best kind o'cattle drive across the desert.  That would account for a longhorn bein' out here, all right.  Five years of bein' wild and free.  Hoo, boy, that was one big bull we locked horns with today, Mano."

Buck laughed, and Manolito was glad for it.  It was good to see Buck laugh.

"Si, Amigo.  He was so tough that not even Cochise wanted to keep him."

Buck sobered a bit at Cochise's name, then looked into his coffee cup for a few moments.

"Ol' Cochise, he been keepin' his word according to Big John," Buck said. "Keepin' his people on the reservation there at San Carlos."

"He is a man of honor," Manolito said.  "My father concluded that long ago."

Manolito put his cup and plate down, then leaned back to fold his arms behind his head as he gazed up at the spangle of stars in the sky.  He had always been impressed with how beautiful the desert sky was at night, especially when far out away from a town.

"Honor or not, it ain't stopped all the A-Patch from raidin,'" Buck replied after a few moments of silence.  "When I was in town drinkin' the other night, I remember hearing a bunch o' them Fifth cavalry boys braggin' about killing twenty or so A-pach up in the Sierra Anchas just last month."

"Yes," Manolito replied, his eyes half-closed.  "It is a hard land, the desert.  It breeds hard creatures.  There have been many Apache raids into Sonora lately.  My father has been having a very hard time, not only fighting off the Apache, but in trying to keep the townspeople from sending expeditions across the border into Arizona to punish the raiders.  There are many on both sides of the border who wish to end the Apache threat, once and for all."

"I kin certainly understand that," Buck said.  "It ain't been safe for a white man to ride out alone since we arrived here and took over the High Chaparral."

"It has not been safe for the people of Mexico for far longer than that," Manolito added, closing his eyes.  "Since before I was born, the Montoyas have had to fight the Apache.  It is a thing we have known for several generations."

Buck pulled the pot from the fire and refilled his cup, then sat back as he pulled his low-crowned hat low over his eyes and rested the tin cup on his chest, letting it warm both hands.  He tilted the cup and took a sip .

"I guess yo' family fought a bunch with the A-pach?"

"Yes," Manolito replied.

"Well, tell me about it."

"It is nothing," Manolito replied.  "I would not want to bore you."

"I wouldn't have asked if I was gonna be bored!" Buck snapped back.  "Now talk up.  It ain't like I be goin' anywhere."

"It all started before I was born, when the Apache first raided Fronteras," Manolito said.  "Our soldiers pursued them, but the Apache ambushed the soldiers.  Then they turned south to raid Bacaoachi, and there attacked the hacienda of my father's cousin."

"Ol' Don Sebastian has a cousin?" Buck exclaimed.

"Yes.  His name was Narivo.  Narivo Montoya.  The Apache killed him and everyone else at the hacienda.  It was this raid, in fact, that caused my father to first fight the Apache, and to move to Sonora to get out of Chihuahua.  My father joined in the pursuit of the raiders, and eventually they caught the leader of the raid, a warrior named Tutije.  My father, he wanted to ransom Tutije back to the Apache in exchange for Sonoran prisoners that the Apache had captured, but he was overruled.  The governor, a bloodthirsty man, instead hung Tutije in the streets of Arispe, as an example to the Apaches. It was supposed to be a message to the Apache to stop raiding Chihuahua."

Buck listened with interest, taking measured sips from his coffee cup as it sat on his chest.  "That didn't have quite the desired effect the governor wanted, did it?" Buck asked.

"No.  My father was outraged by the hanging, of course. As for the Apache…well, rather than being taught a lesson, they immediately attacked everywhere in Chihuahua.  Soon, my father had his fill of Chihuahua and its governor, and he moved to Sonora."

"You ever have a fight with the A-patch when you was in Mexico?" Buck asked quietly.

"Yes, it was in the summer of 'sixty-five, almost ten years ago.  It was a very bad, that year, along the border."

"It weren't too nice in Virginia, just then, either," Buck commented.

"No, I would imagine not," Manolito replied.  "As I said, I was only a younger and more inexperienced man."  His eyes darkened as he recalled the scenes.  "I was riding with some soldiers from Bivispe.  There were seventeen of us.  We were going to meet a wagon train from Janos and escort it to safety.  We did not know it at the time, but Cochise's men had already wiped out the previous day's patrol.  The wagon train, too, had already been destroyed.  Eleven men, including the leader of the train, were dead.  The Apache had ambushed them at Lagartos.  Two women and two children had been taken captive, but we did not know this.  When the patrol I was with found the corpses, we were already in the center of Arroyo Higueros.  That was when we were attacked as well." 

Manolito's eyes unfocused as he sat telling Buck the tale quietly, as in his mind he relived those horrible events once again.

III

HIGUEROS CANYON, SONORA, MEXICO, 4 APRIL 1865 

The sun was bright as Manolito rode beside Elian Aguirre, a childhood friend who had recently joined the Army garrison at Bavispe.  Manolito had, only a few weeks earlier, ridden from his father's hacienda in anger.  The "Lion of Sonora" had been a bit too insistent that his son take a leadership role on Rancho Montoya, and it had not been a role that Manolito had been willing to take.

Why, he had reasoned, should he take on such a level of responsibility?  Ranching was his father's dream, not his.  Owning a huge cattle empire in a desert held little appeal for Manolito.  Instead, he was happier to be with the vaqueros, the working men.  They were men who had little, but they were the salt of the earth.  Among them he had been happy.  Among them he had found friends. And among them, he could cut up and work as an equal, rather than as a rich man's son.  That would not have been true if he had adopted his father's outlook, of becoming a lord over his men.  That would have separated him from his friends, something Manolito could not abide.  Besides, there were so many other attractions to hold the attentions of a young man.  He could ride away to the northeast and travel with a few of his more notorious acquaintances as they traded goods with the violent and stormy Comanche.  Living that way was truly dangerous and exciting, for the Comanche were fierce warriors and magnificent horsemen, dangerous enough that they had driven even the Apache out of Texas.  They were a danger to Mexico, but were not as close as the Apache. The Comanches, however, sometimes met to trade with some of the more underhanded Mexican businessmen, who had become known as Comancheros by association.

It had been dangerous, to be sure, and his occasional month or two away with those men had quickly earned his father's definite disapproval, but the life had also been exhilarating.  He had seen much of the border, and of Arizona, New Mexico, and Texas, even up to the Llano.  It had been a happy life; a free life of simple pleasures.  The land could be hard, and the weather severe, and there were dangers aplenty, but the only responsibility a man had in such a life was to himself.  To handle each day's problems as they arose.  To move, only to see what lay over the next rise. To ride from town to town, teasing and flirting with the pretty senoritas along the way.  Occasionally, a man would have to take a little work to earn enough for beans and bullets, but always there was work for a man who could handle cattle.

It was not that Manolito could not lead men.  It was more that he did not like to do it.  Leading them meant being responsible for them, and he was not content with that responsibility.  Such obligations kept him from enjoying life.  Far better to saddle a horse and ride, as free as the wind, to move across the land like the wandering tumbleweed, than to stay in one place and grow old and dull with responsibilities.  Life was too short for that.

His father had definitely not appreciated his attitude.  Don Sebastian was a self-man man, and he could be stubborn, stern, and demanding.  Don Sebastian had told Manolito that he would have to take his place on Rancho Montoya as a leader or be cut off from his father's good graces.

 It had not been an ultimatum that Manolito could live with and retain his dignity. He had quickly saddled up and ridden away with what he could carry on a horse.  After a few days of pointless riding, he had at last decided to go and see his childhood friend, Elian.

They had enjoyed themselves well in Bavispe, drinking tequila and telling tales of their childhood, yelling and laughing with the poor soldiers who were Elian's meager companions.  In a short while, all of them were friends, and soon they asked Manolito to accompany them on an escort patrol.  Due east of Bavispe, their route had taken them over the northern tip of the great Sierra Madre, and into the endless series of hills and arroyos of that marred that land.

The patrol's leader was Sergeant Juan Serrano.  He had not been much inclined to have a civilian tag along with his squad in the field, but Elian had convinced the sergeant otherwise.  He had told him that Manolito was considering enlisting in the army, and it could do no harm to let him experience a little army life before deciding.  Just to see if he had what it took to be a good soldier, of course.  Serrano, who had no intention of suffering a shirker, was, however, anxious to be on his way, and had reluctantly agreed.  It was only a short patrol, after all, and trouble was not expected.

They had left at dawn and proceeded along a broken trail that followed the canyons to Carretas, seventeen miles from Bavispe, just short of the border with Chihuahua.  A wagon train under a man named Luis Garcia was supposed to be traveling in the opposite direction, and Serrano's orders were to intercept it and escort it back.  Another squad of soldiers had marched out the day before to locate the caravan first.

"It can be a hard life," Elian admitted, as they rode along in the dust behind by the fifteen soldiers ahead of them.  "You must always be up at the crack of dawn and ready to go, and you must follow the orders of the sergeants and officers, even the ones who are fools.  You must keep your uniform clean and within regulations.  It is nothing like the rich life that a Montoya would be used to, but it is simple enough, and I think you would like it, my friend."

Manolito smiled to himself, his huge dimples creasing his face, but he kept his  thoughts to himself as Elian talked.  Manolito had no intention of joining the Army, not today or any other.  That was certainly no way to avoid increased responsibility.  It required far too much discipline.  The story had only been a simple ruse to spend a little more time with his friend before he rode off to visit greener pastures.  Elian, however, had seemed to have forgotten that fact.

Serrano called a halt at midday, squinting into the bright sunlight.  He had seen dust earlier, and that meant danger in the desert.  He waved his point rider forward, then looked up.  Several dark birds circled lazily in the distance, high in the sky.  That was not a good sign.

The point rider came riding back furiously, and spoke to Serrano, who quickly waved his arm in a motion for the patrol to gallop forward.  The squad rode forward quickly, rounding a bend before halting in a cloud of dust.  Manolito, choking on the dust and unsure just what was happening, spurred his mount to keep up.

Ten bloated corpses lay in the dust of the canyon.  All had been stripped of their clothes, scalped, and mutilated.  Flies festooned the bodies, giving them the appearance of peppered meat, and a few of the soldiers in the lead of the patrol leaned from their horses to retch as the awful smell hit them.  Manolito reigned in, careful to stay upwind from the smell.  He had seen enough dead men in his life and had no wish to approach too closely.  He watched as Serrano dismounted to study the scene.  Elian came riding back.

"It is the patrol that was sent out yesterday," Elian said with great concern.  "They have been killed.  It looks like the Apache ambushed them."

Manolito nodded.  That made sense, but he was content to watch the scene from a distance.  Elian quickly checked his rifle as Manolito leaned on his saddle horn.  The creak of leather was loud in the hot desert air.

"Come on, Manolito, we will go, track the Apache, and avenge these poor men."

"I will remain here for now, thank you," Manolito replied, staring at the buzzards circling far overhead.

Elian laughed harshly.

"Oh?  I did not know you were a squeamish one, my friend."

Manolito shrugged, then indicated the grisly scene before them with his chin.  Most of the soldiers had dismounted, trying to identify the bodies of friends that they knew.

"Do you not notice something strange?" Manolito asked after several minutes.

Elian turned to study the scene.

"What?" he said.  "I see only soldiers looking at dead men.  Ten dead men to be exact.  Men, who only yesterday my friends; my fellow soldiers.  Ah, I see.  There are only ten bodies, and eleven men went out.  That means that one of the men has escaped or has been taken for torture."

"A good observation, but that is not what I meant," Manolito replied.

"What else is there?" Elian asked, and Manolito pointed skyward.

"Where are the vultures?"

"They are up in the sky," Elian had replied, surprised that Manolito could not see the obvious.  Manolito looked into his eyes then.

"If these men have been dead since yesterday, then why are the vultures so high in the sky?" he asked pointedly.  "They were high when we first spotted them.  Why are they not on the ground, among the dead, feeding?"

Elian made a sour face, as if the thought appalled him, and he tried to come up with a plausible answer.  "Perhaps they were scared off by our approach."

"No, Elian.  We have seen none that have taken flight.  All we have seen are those above, circling as if afraid to land.  Afraid to land long before we arrived here.  For them to be afraid to land, there must be a reason."

Elian's eyes had widened in sudden understanding.

"Maldecir!  I had not thought of that! You are quite right, Manolito."

"Perhaps you should warn the Sergeant," Manolito said.  "To be on his guard.  I think it would be best if we were to remain especially vigilant right now.  The Apache are close by."

"I think maybe you are right," Elian replied, and he turned his horse and spurred it, rushing ahead to hail the sergeant.  As he rode away, Elian turned in the saddle and grinned at Manolito, as if he had just won a point in a game.  "You see, Mano?" he exclaimed as he galloped off, "you are a natural born soldier!  With your instincts, you will be a sergeant in no time."

Manolito grinned and shook his head, watching silently as his friend rode quickly up to Serrano.

Serrano stood to talk to him, then suddenly threw both arms straight up into the air and pitched backwards into the dust.  Cotton ball puffs of white smoke erupted in the rocks along the canyon rim, and then the unmistakable crack of rifle fire blasted over the canyon, causing Manolito to jerk in surprise.  Men tumbled and staggered as volley upon volley of rifle fire tore into their midst.

He saw six soldiers fall with the first shots, the rest turning to run as they madly scrambled for cover.  The fierce cry of the Apache war yells echoed across the canyon, echoing weirdly.

Manolito pulled his pistol, a big .44 caliber U.S. Army 1858 Remington.  He had paid a lot of money for that pistol a year earlier, to a Tejano who claimed to have taken it off a dead Union officer at Gettysburg.  It was a fine weapon, but difficult to hold and fire as he rode.

Manolito spurred his horse into a gallop to meet the Apaches who were now charging after the soldiers, running in zigzags as they chasing Serrano's men, who had forgotten fighting as they dashed for the cover of the nearby arroyo.

A second volley of gunfire erupted from the arroyo itself, just as Serrano's men reached it, and Manolito cursed at how well the Apache had lain their ambush.  More men fell as Apache bullets and arrows tore into them, and Elian turned to run, his face white with fear.  Events began to move as if in slow motion, and Manolito saw everything with extreme clarity.

Elian spurred his horse, his uniform brilliant white and blue as he fled the Apache, the neck cloth of his hat fluttering wildly in the wind.  Sunlight flashed from the hat's polished visor as arrows and bullets tore the air around Elian.  A half-naked warrior, wearing only boots and loincloth, suddenly rose from a patch of brush in front of Elian's horse.  The Apache was painted and carried a huge lance, and wore a blue bandanna wrapped about his head.  Elian struggled to bring his rifle up, but the Apache had timed his attack too carefully.  The two foot long steel blade of his lance skewered Elian as he rode past the Apache, knocking him from his horse and into the sand, and Mano screamed his fury even as he galloped down upon the lone warrior.

The warrior turned, his eyes widening in surprise, for until now all of the Mexicans he had seen were running away.  His expression changed to stunned realization that one of the Mexicans was loco, and actually charging into his attackers.

 Manolito's thumb cocked the hammer of the Remington as he rode the warrior down.  He was close enough that aiming was needless, and he brought the pistol up and squeezed the trigger.  The Remington bucked in his hand and the Apache stumbled and fell in the dust, a hole appearing in his chest as the .44 caliber ball punched through him.

Manolito reigned about and brought the pistol up to aim at a second Apache, who was squatting as he nocked an arrow on his short bow.  They each fired at the same instant, and the Chiricahua's arrow cut the pants on Manolito's thigh as it passed. Manolito's bullet smacked the Apache in the head and knocked him back into a clump of ocotillo.

A third Apache rose from behind a boulder and rushed forward with a floppy-headed warclub, and Manolito stood in his stirrups as he aimed and pulled the trigger.

Nothing happened.

The Remington's recoil had knocked most of the remaining percussion caps from the nipples of the pistol's cylinders, and the weapon would not fire.  It was a definite problem with cap-and-ball revolvers.  There was nothing he could do for it.  The Remington was a muzzle loader, and he simply did not have time to reload.

The Apache dispatched Elian with a wicked blow to the skull, then came toward Manolito in a rush.

Apache warriors began appearing from everywhere, secure in their victory, as they rushed forward to loot and scalp the dead.

There was nothing he could do for his friend, and Manolito wanted nothing more in his life at that moment than to jump the Apache who had killed him and slice him from stem to stern with a knife. Staying to fight, however, would only ensure his own death.  He was alone, outnumbered, and now unarmed.

Spurring his horse, he turned and galloped away as fast as his horse could run as arrows and bullets rent the air around him.

IV

CAMP SITE, SAN PEDRO RIVER, ARIZONA, 7 JUNE 1874 

"There was nothing I could do," Manolito concluded.  "My friend was dead and we had been successfully ambushed.  To stay would have been to die, yet I very much wanted to stay.  I had known Elian since I was a boy.  We had played in the dirt together.  But he was gone, and there was nothing I could do that would make him live again."

"Weren't no point in dyin' yo'self," Buck agreed.  "You was lucky to get out with yo' hair."

"The Apaches killed thirteen of us that day.  The rest of us fled to Janos.  The Army later sent out another patrol to punish the Apache, but they had already crossed the border back into the United States."

"And yo' soldiers couldn't chase 'em no more."

"No," Manolito admitted.  "Our soldiers were not permitted to enter your Arizona territory, even to kill Apache, so they got away.  It is said that it was Cochise himself who led this ambush.  I believe it was he who killed Elian; he was the warrior I was unable to shoot.  I do not know for certain, of course, but I do know two things.  First, the Apache are fierce fighters, who must never be underestimated.  Second, I am ashamed that I ran that day; that I could not save my friend.  If I could go back and do it again, I think maybe I would stay and fight."

Buck rubbed a hand along the side of his face before replying.  "Wasn't much you could've done, Mano," he said.  "Them A-pach done kilt most of them soldiers, includin' yo' friend.  Weren't no sense in stayin' to fight.  Man's gotta know when to fight and when to light a shuck.  Once yo' gun jammed, well, it would've been plain loco to fight.  You had to skedaddle.  Nothin' to be ashamed of in that.  You was just smart."

"Perhaps so," Manolito conceded, but his eyes were distant as he relived the memories in the dying firelight.  "My head tells me much the same as you, but my heart…well, sometimes it does not agree."

Buck sat up and reached over to the coffee pot, refilling his tin cup with steaming liquid.  He took a sip, and leaned back against the boulder, staring into the fire.

"I know what you mean, amigo," he said softly.  "I surely do.  Been in a few predicaments like that myself, a time or two.  Sometimes a man's thoughts can get to be-devilin' him so much he cain't sleep.  Ain't no point dwellin' on it, though.  What's done.…well, it's done, an' that's all there is to it."

Manolito rolled to one side and stared at Buck intently, long enough that Buck glanced over at him.

"I do not think that I am the only one who has been dwelling on his past this night," Manolito told him.

"No, I reckon not," Buck admitted, rubbing the back of his neck with one hand.  "I got a few devils of my own eatin' at my backside, that be fo' sure.  I just hope old Big John's havin' as tough a time sleepin' tonight as I am."

Manolito chuckled silently, then pulled his hat over his eyes and lay back to sleep.  Buck sipped his coffee and stared at the billions of stars in the sky.  There was no sky like the desert sky far from the towns.  It was a wild and lonely place, and Buck felt right at home, for he was a wild and lonely man.  He and the desert were alike, he thought calmly, and it was somehow comforting in a strange sort of way.

His eyes drifted back to the fire.  It had burned down to mere coals now, casting little light.  He had built it carefully, using dry wood and boulders to conceal it from hostile eyes.  Now that it was down, he could sleep, but Buck decided he would sit up a spell and think a bit more.  He tossed a few sticks on the coals and a flame blazed up briefly.

Buck scowled as he watched a bark scorpion, drawn by the sudden illumination, walk straight across the campsite and into the fire.  It died with a hiss, curling up as it burned, and Buck suddenly shivered as the brief flame went out and darkness returned.

Sometimes he felt like that scorpion, drawn irresistibly toward a flame that would eventually consume him in the end.  It was only a matter of time.  He took another drink of the coffee and wondered if Big John spent as much time thinking about him, as he did thinking about Big John.

Somehow, he surely doubted it.

V

WICKIUP, APACHE CAMP, DRAGOON MOUNTAINS 

It had been another traumatic day for Mark McCain, only another in a seemingly endless series of such days.  He could not stop thinking about his pa, and he knew that a hole had been ripped in his own heart; a chasm that would never fill, much as it had never filled after the loss of his ma.

Mark had found ways of coping, however, by living in his memories.  He sat now, in the dark corner of the wickiup, illuminated only by weak orange glow of the fire, trying to recall a poem his father had once taught him. It was a very famous poem, about a battle during the War Between the States.  Remembering the poem helped calm his fears and center his life.  His pa had spent many nights by the hearth teaching him that poem, and it was somehow comforting to Mark that he could remember the stanzas.  It was as if, in some strange way, his pa was not dead as long as he could keep the verses alive in his mind.

Taza entered the wickiup where Mark was sitting with Coyani's family and gestured to Coyani with a sudden motion.  The members of Coyani's family were each busy doing something, sewing, working, or cooking. Mark did not even look up when Taza walked in, but after a brief exchange of subdued words in Apache, Coyani had stood and moved closer to join in the discussion.  Not thinking much about it, as Apaches came and went all the time, Mark went back to reciting the poem in his mind.

Up from the South at the break of day,
Bringing to
Winchester fresh dismay,
The affrighted air with a shudder bore,
Like a herald in haste, to the chieftain's door.
Telling the battle was on once more,
And
Sheridan twenty miles away.

Mark smiled as he remembered how General Sheridan had once visited him and his father on their ranch in North Fork.  The general had been crossing New Mexico on an inspection tour, and had happened to spot their ranch one the late afternoon.  Deciding to stop for the night, he had ridden in to request permission to camp on the land.  Mark's pa had recognized Sheridan immediately, for he had served under him during the war, but Sheridan had not remembered his pa.  By sheer coincidence, his pa had only the day before hired a broken down old Confederate soldier to help them do work around the ranch.

And wider still those billows of war
Thundered along the horizon's bar;
And louder yet into Winchester rolled
The roar of that red sea uncontrolled,
Making the blood of the listener cold
As he thought of the stake in that fiery fray,
With Sheridan twenty miles away.

Mark thought about the old Confederate, Frank Blandon, and smiled.  He remembered how Blandon had walked up to the house one day as Mark was washing clothes and asked for a drink of water.  Blandon had been holding his crippled left arm up, mangled from a war wound from years before.  Thin, stoop-shouldered, and dirt-poor, Blandon still had still been wearing an faded old Confederate slouch hat.  His pa had offered him a cup of coffee, and Blandon had accepted, then asked for a job.  His pa had declined, however, telling Blandon they were too poor themselves to hire on hands.  As Blandon had walked away from the cabin, Mark had breathed a sign of relief and said, "I'm sure glad you didn't hire him, Pa."

"Why, son?" Lucas had asked, staring after Blandon.

"He makes me shiver, he's so ugly," Mark had told him honestly.  "And that arm of his…"

His pa had suddenly stood and started out the back door of the house.

"Where are you going?" Mark had called out.

"To try to hire the both of us a clear conscience," Lucas had replied.

"No, Pa!" Mark had burst in fear.  "I can't stand to look at him!"

"Neither can I, son," Lucas had replied soberly.  "Which means we're both in worse shape than he is."

His pa had hired old man Blandon right then and there, and put him up in the barn.  The next day, as Mark had sat on his horse watching Blandon plow a field, his pa had chastised him for not helping the old crippled man.  Mark had replied he had no intention of helping because there was a nest of yellowjackets  right by where Blandon was plowing.  

His pa had been angry at him for not warning Blandon about the wasps.  At that moment, the yellowjackets had attacked, stinging Blandon so severely that he had thrown down the reins of the plow horse and ran.  His pa had been forced to tackle Blandon to help him, but the old cripple had several yellowjackets caught in his shirt, stinging him, so his pa had ripped the shirt right off him.  The sight of Blandon's sick, putrid shoulder wound, complete with exposed bone, had brought his pa up short.  The sight had terrified Mark and he had wanted to throw up.  Instead, he had spurred his horse and raced away, leaping out of the saddle under a nearby oak tree near the creek, quaking with the dry heaves.  His pa had sent Blandon into the house for a new shirt before he had walked over to where Mark lay under the tree, gasping for breath.

"I'm sorry, son," his pa had said, hugging him.  "But sooner or later you had to find out."

"Why did I, Pa?  I didn't want to."

"Not only poor Blandon's shoulder," his pa had explained gently.  "I mean about all the ugly, useless suffering in the world.  In time, you'll learn to accept it and bring it into balance with the good things."

"I'll never be able to, Pa," Mark had replied, still shuddering.

"You will, son, because you have to," his pa had told him.  "It's the price you pay for staying alive and in your right senses.  It's manhood.  And I can promise you that when you come to the far end of it, you'll raise your old hands to bless this wonderful life you've been given.  Taken together with the roast beef, the moonrises, and a boy and his father riding out in the morning.  After you've grown up to be a father yourself."

His pa had been like that.  Tough and strong, yet always caring; always taking the time to explain things to a young boy.  Always providing Mark a new way to look at things.

His pa had finally come to the far end of it himself, thanks to that murdering Sod Chambers.  For Mark, living with the Apache now, there would be no more roast beef, and while they might still be moonrises, he would never again ride out with his father in the morning.

 The heartache began to return, and Mark decided he had best concentrate on the next verse of the poem.

But there is a road from Winchester town,
A good, broad highway, leading down;
And there, through the flash of the morning light,
A steed as black as the steeds of night
Was seen to pass as with eagle flight
As if he knew the terrible need,
He stretched away with utm ost speed;
Hills rose and fell – but his heart was gay,
With Sheridan fifteen miles away.

Mark smiled quietly as the third verse reminded him of General Phil Sheridan's arrival at the house that day.  The general had been riding a huge white horse, not the famous black steed of the poem, but he had still been a magnificent sight.  The military governor of the Southwest, Sheridan had ridden up on the lawn with three staff officers in tow, and his pa had come to attention, saluting almost as if it were instinctual.

His pa had remembered Sheridan well, which was why he had taught the poem to Mark.  Mark had recited the poem often enough already that Sheridan was a already a legend in Mark's mind.  To suddenly have had a living legend ride up in their front yard had been astounding even to his pa.  Mark himself had been in complete awe as the soldiers asked his pa for permission to bivouac on their lawn.  

That evening, as Sheridan sat around the campfire with his officers drinking whisky from a flask, Mark had proudly recited the first verse of Thomas Buchanan Read's famous poem for the general, but Sheridan had not seemed very impressed.

"Private McCain," he had growled at Mark through a cloud of cigar smoke, "you are dismissed!"

Crestfallen, Mark had hurried to his pa's side, but Sheridan had gone on talking, putting on a show for his staff officers as he regaled them with his war exploits, Mark's poem providing him ample opportunity for commentary.

"Sheridan twenty miles away!" he had roared in derision.  "That's what a man gets for trying to serve his country—they write poems about him!  I wish it was true…but it wasn't.  Because when your front breaks, a field commander doesn't come dashing up through the rout on a big black horse yelling and waving a saber.  He rides for it real slow; praying maybe, that all of those scared, worn-out boys get a chance to see him, calm and sure, like a parade.  And, once he has their attention, he'll curse a few of the worst ones, while the rest of 'em fix bayonets and form up!  Then….if he's born lucky, then the cheering starts.  Just the old-timers at first, but then more and more, and bigger and wilder, until it's one solid roar of anger and shame!  And so, finally, you and your horse give 'em something to follow back to those lost guns.  And Lord have mercy on the enemy when we get there."

Still spring from those swift hoofs, thundering South,
The dust, like smoke from the cannon's mouth;
Or the trail of a comet, sweeping faster and faster,
Foreboding to traitors the doom of disaster.
The heart of the steed and the heart of the master
Were beating, like prisoners assaulting their walls,
Impatient to be where the battle-field calls;
Every nerve of the charger was strained to full play,
With
Sheridan only ten miles away.

It had been at precisely that instant that old Blandon had appeared out of the barn behind General Sheridan.  Blandon had, for the first time, revealed the iron in his soul as he walked up behind where Sheridan sat, sipping whiskey from a flask.

"Howdy, Gen'ral," Blandon had said amiably, shuffling closer.  "Nice to see you again."

"We've met?" Sheridan replied, puffing on his cigar.

"Once afore," Blandon told him, and Sheridan's eyes had narrowed.

"Where?"

"Missionary Ridge."

"I was there," Sheridan told him.  "How do I know you were?"

"Why, you bluecoats broke ranks to advance again' orders," Blandon had told him with a laugh.  "And you came up in the rocks in the first scramble of 'em.  Both sides could hear you holler over the top of the guns."

"What'd I have in my right hand?" Sheridan had asked then.

"A big pistol gun," Blandon told him.

"And in the other?"

Blandon had smiled and nodded at the whiskey flask.

"Same as now."

One of the staff officers laughed then, saying, "He was there."

"What regiment?" Sheridan had growled, giving Blandon a closer appraisal.

"Eleventh Tennessee, Confederate States," Blandon had replied.  "You stopped to have one, right down in front of my rock-hole, and you were lookin' straight up my sights.  I just couldn't have missed…'cept, fer some reason, I hung fire."

Sheridan's eyes had narrowed at that, and one or two of the staff had stood up, but Blandon had continued on without pause.

"But you never waited, though, not for a sweep second," Blandon continued in admiration.  "You glimpsed me, an' right then you blowed out my shoulder. But…well…here I is."

"Maybe so," Sheridan had admitted soberly.  He had stared at Blandon for a long moment before continuing.  "I don't remember every Johnny Reb I winged in combat."

"I remembered fer ye, Sheridan" Blandon had replied with a smile.  "I was a real light-steppin' boy back then…'course, I aged about two fer one since."

"Johnny, I'm sorry for it," Sheridan had told him sincerely.

"I didn't ask ye to be sorry," Blandon had replied, and he had pulled a derringer from his shirt and pointed it at Sheridan's nose.  "'Cause it's the South's turn now.  Now, don't nobody think they can gun me afore I can squeeze this trigger."

"That was war, Johnny," Sheridan had argued.  "A fair fight!"

Blandon had replied by cocking the hammer on the derringer. "When they bury us both tomorrow, Gen'ral, you ain't gonna have no face.  You're a big, windy man, high an' mighty.  Well, say something now!  Whatever it is, it's gonna be your last talkin' between here and purgatory."

Under his spurning feet, the road
Like an arrowy Alpine river flowed,
And the landscape sped away behind,
Like an ocean flying before the wind,
And the steed, like a bark fed with furnace ire,
Swept on, with his wild eyes full of fire;
But, lo!  He is nearing his heart's desire,
He is snuffing the smoke of the roaring fray,
With
Sheridan only five miles away.

Mark could still see the way his pa had slowly angled toward his rifle, which was propped against one of the porch support beams, but Sheridan had quickly stopped him.

"At ease, McCain."

Reluctantly, his pa had complied, and Sheridan had glared at his staff officers.

"Gentlemen, I'll handle this myself, and that's official," Sheridan had growled, then turned to face Blandon squarely.  "All right, Johnny Reb, what are you hanging fire for now?"

"To see you sweat, like I sweat!" Blandon had yelled back.

"Me?" Sheridan had replied softly, puffing harder on his cigar.  His eyes had slowly traveled from the muzzle of the derringer to eyes, and they had held steady.

"Every day of my life I do sums in my head, Johnny.  Casualty totals from every battle order I ever issued.  Do you expect me to be afraid of what might come out of that little hole?"

Sheridan had calmly nodded at Blandon's derringer, and that had enraged the crippled Confederate.  "You're a big man!" Blandon had yelled, almost with desperation.  "You'd like to go on lickin' your gravy."

"I've done my gravy-licking, Johnny Reb," Sheridan had snapped back, folding his arms behind him.  "If it comes to Sherman's shield of the Union; Grant's left side, and me, the spear of victory in his right hand!  Can life hold anything to match that from here on in?"

Blandon had become spitting mad at Sheridan's attitude.

"You're right up your nose!" Blandon had shouted, and he had started to lose control.  "Why ain't you fightin' now, Fightin' Phil?"

Sheridan had whirled on him then.  In any other situation, the sight of a short little man whirling to attack a tall lanky one would have been ludicrous, especially when the larger man was armed, but Sheridan had not backed down.  He had actually gotten right  in Blandon's face.

"What would you know about a fight, you sniveling, weak-kneed yokel?" Sheridan had thundered, thumping an accusing fingertip against Blandon's chest.  "Skulking in the rocks while your comrades were dying like flies."

"You just keep talkin,' Gen'ral!  You're makin' it easy for me!  You're makin' it real easy!"

"Sure, easy for you," Sheridan had countered, moving even closer to Blandon.  "Easier, that's you.  Not so easy for the Stars and Bars you fought under.  You disgraced and betrayed them!"

"You're a Yankee liar!"

"Am I?"

"That's a Yankee lie!" Blandon had shouted.

"What other Johnny Reb ever had Phil Sheridan in his sights and flinched the shot that might have tipped the whole balance of the war in the favor of the Confederacy?" Sheridan had thundered.  "You, Johnny Reb!  You!"

The words had struck old Blandon as effectively as if Sheridan had physically slapped him.  Blandon had shuddered for a moment, speechless, then had uncocked and lowered the derringer, stepping to one side to lean against a porch support.  Tears had welled in the old Confederate's eyes, and his spirit had seemed to evaporate before Sheridan's accusing glare.  The general had, once again, somehow counter-attacked and turned certain disaster into victory.

The first that the General saw were the groups
Of stragglers, and the retreating troops.
He dashed down the line mid a stream of huzzas,
"I have brought you Sheridan all the way
From Winchester town, to save the day!

Mark recited the lines mentally, clinging desperately now to the memories as he sat in the darkness of the Apache wickiup.  His pa was gone now, but he wanted to remember, to savor the memories and hold them like precious diamonds in his hands.

He remembered how Sheridan's verbal attack had decimated the old crippled Confederate; how it had broken the man's self-confidence right on the spot, leaving him a spiritually destitute shell right in front of everyone.  Old Blandon had hung his head and sobbed in shame.

"I… I don't know," Blandon had said, his shoulders sagging under an invisible weight.  "I don't think clear no more.  It's true, like he say.  I shamed my kin.  I ain't nothin' to nobody."

Blandon had broken down the in utter humiliation, and then Sheridan had done something truly astonishing.  Victorious in his counter-attack, master of the field once more, the general had reined himself in and instead shown mercy.  He reversed from attacker to healer in but a single instant, stepping forward to place a gentle hand on the sobbing man's good shoulder.

"I spoke too hasty," Sheridan had told him softly.  "Soldier, you're Johnny Reb himself!  You've borne enough for a whole division."

"Don't come near me, Gen'ral," Blandon had said, still quaking with shame.  "I ain't worth nothin.'"

Sheridan's eyes had twinkled at that.

"Son, I know of an old, white-headed college professor name of Robert E. Lee who'd be almighty proud to shake your hand."

"General Lee," Blandon had sniffled, still not looking up.  "General Lee and all them light-steppin' boys what fought and died fer him."

"Died, Johnny?"  Sheridan had shaken his head and looked out across the hills behind the McCain ranch.  "Are such men ever really dead?  Burst out of the woods on us, keening that wild wolf yell.  Half the time we had to turn our backs to 'em and run.  Ask my staff how many nights now do I wake up, standing barefoot, howling for more and more artillery to stop 'em with, and it don't stop 'em.  Like it blame near didn't stop 'em!"

Blandon had looked up at that, and even smiled a little, struggling to reclaim enough pride to look Sheridan in the eyes.

"We was fightin' boys," Blandon had admitted.

"Four mortal years!" Sheridan had answered him, with his own look of admiration.  "A third of our manpower, a thirtieth of our supplies, and still you rag-tailed scarecrows held the mightiest army in the history of warfare!  You held us, Johnny, down to the last razor's edge of laying down!   Swords and bayonets blooded, heart and Union broke."

Blandon had finally looked up at the praise, and had grinned weakly at Sheridan.

"If'n we'd of had a couple more corn cobs, we'd have whipped ya," he had said.

Sheridan had grinned at that, and had slapped Blandon on the back.

"Johnny," he had replied grandly, "I almost believe you would."

Then Sheridan had appointed one of the officers, his own private surgeon, to take a look at Blandon's shoulder.  The doctor had been appalled by the condition of the wound, and Sheridan had asked him if he could do anything about it.  The doctor had replied that he could, but he needed a hospital to do the surgery.  Sheridan had ordered the doctor to take Blandon to Galveston and enter him in the hospital there as one of Sheridan's own special veterans.  One of the staff officers had then objected, asking why a full colonel and a major should escort a mere private--and a rebel private at that-- anywhere, much less all the way across New Mexico and most of Texas.  Sheridan had faced that officer down, and had replied firmly.

"I'm carrying out the last orders of my wartime commander-in-chief," Sheridan had said, and he had placed his hand on Blandon's good shoulder again.  " 'Bind up the nation's wounds.' "

Hurrah, hurrah for Sheridan!
Hurrah, hurrah for the horse and man!
And when their statues are placed on high,
Under the dome of the Union sky,-
The American soldier's Temple of Fame,-
There with the glorious General's name
Be it said in letters both bold and bright:
"Here is the steed that saved the day
By carrying Sheridan into the fight,
From Winchester, - twenty miles away!"

Mark smiled with the memory, holding it dearly and warmly to his breast.  Those had been such special days, back when he had a life.  Back when everything had a good ending.  Back before he and his pa had come to Arizona; before meeting the renegade Apaches and the gunrunners.  He would never see his pa's face again, never listen to another story or recite poetry by the fire in the hearth.

There would be no more roast beef for him.  Only bitter moonrises now.  And never again would he ride out again in the beauty of the morning, just him and his pa, against the world, the way it was supposed to be.

The thoughts made something ball up in Mark and take pity on himself.  He had lost so much, and it just wasn't fair!  What had he done to deserve this?  He wanted to go home…but there was no home.  How could he ever face that lonely cabin in North Fork again without Pa?  It would never be the same.  A terrible weight of oppression threatened to overwhelm him with bitter sadness yet again, as it had done for days on end.  

Mark's self-pity was interrupted as a bitter exchange of words occurred abruptly between Taza and Coyani.

Coyani was staring at Taza with anger on his face.  Coyani's mother said something to the youth gently, but Coyani ignored her, glaring at Taza with impotent rage, then stormed out of the wickiup.  Taza remained impassive, and motioned toward the door with his hand.

Two white men stepped through the entrance.  One was an older man, stoop-shouldered, with a scraggly white beard and kindly eyes.  The other man was huge, as tall as his father had been, with silver sideburns at his temples and blue eyes.  The man towered over the older one, and though his face was tough and craggy, his eyes were kind.  There was a tender concern in them as he looked from the Apaches to Mark.

"Hello, boy," the tall man said in a deep voice.  "I've come to take you home."

With a burst of exploding joy, Mark McCain leapt across the wickiup into the big man's arms and held on tightly.  Then, for the first time in days, he burst into tears.

 Caught off guard, John Cannon held the violently sobbing boy and let him cry for all he was worth.

VI

APACHE CAMP, DRAGOON MOUNTAINS, 8 JUNE 1874

Sam Butler grimaced as he looked around.  He was not comfortable being inside the Apache camp, and the eyes of the Apaches, while not outwardly hostile, were not exactly friendly, either.  He had ridden into the camp just after sunrise, after Tom Jeffords had come out to meet him on the northern range to guided him to the camp.  Sam had been riding since well before dawn, and he was too tuckered out to get into a fight with Apaches, so he had ridden very carefully.

He and his boss had taken breakfast with the Chiricahua, an experience that was unique in Sam Butler's memory.  Apaches were accustomed to survival under harsh conditions, and Sam had known they would eat about anything they could catch.  That included everything from deer to Army mules, and included even kangaroo rats.  The morning meal had been pretty subdued, however, consisting only of roasted peccary meat, red cactus fruit, and some kind of Mexican melon.  A kind of somber quiet had fallen over the camp as they had eaten, oppressive even to a white man like Sam.  The Apaches had eaten in silence, their surly mood quite apparent.  It was more than enough to make Sam wish he were somewhere else as he checked the cinch on his saddle.

"They're as touchy as a scorched sidewinder, boss," Sam told John Cannon as he pulled the cinch a little tighter.  "You be careful."

"We'll be fine, Sam.  Tom Jeffords knows these people well, and they won't harm us with him around," John replied.  "Just get back and keep the men working on the herd.  Send Blue home as soon as you get there.  I'll take this boy to the ranch and then ride back out to help you and the men finish up.  Then we all need to get back home.  There's likely to be a lot of trouble in the near future, and we'll need to protect the home front."

"The boy looks pretty good for having been a prisoner of the Apache," Sam said, nodding toward where Mark McCain sat talking quietly to the tall youth named Coyani.

"Apparently, he impressed some of them," John replied.  "They were actually considering adopting him."

"Good thing we got here before they did, boss.  People in Tucson would have a walleyed fit if they knew the Chiricahua were keeping a white boy captive out here."

"That's just what Jeffords said," John agreed, tightening his gloves.  "Everyone's agreed it's best to get the boy back to his own folks."

"Maybe not everyone," Sam said, and he nodded toward Coyani.

"I think that young warrior was his only friend in camp, Sam."  John squinted into the late morning sunlight and watched the two boys interact.  For some reason, it made him think on childhood memories, memories of his brother.  "It was that warrior's family who was considering the adoption."

"Good think Jeffords came to get you, Mr. Cannon.  Once these Apaches had that boy adopted proper, well, we'd have had a hard time ever getting him back.  It would have been hard for them to let go of one of their own. Seems like it's already hard…at least for one of them."

John looked at Coyani a long moment and nodded in agreement.

"Yes, Sam, there's definitely something brotherly between those two," John said.  "That's what I'm trying to help establish out here.  Take a look at them.  One's a savage Chiricahua warrior, the other a young white boy.  That's what you get when people communicate without hatred.  Two boys who haven't learned to hate each other yet.  If all the adults in this territory could get along half as well as those two, we could bring peace to the whole region."  

"No offense, Mr. Cannon, but that ain't likely to happen," Sam replied, lowering the stirrup from where he had draped it over the saddle.  "Too much water under the bridge for that.  Most of it bloody.  The hatred's too deeply ingrained to erase, but I know what you mean.  That's one reason I'm right proud to work for the High Chaparral.  You're more than just a boss.  You got vision; you see some things clearer than most men.  You make a big difference out here."

"I'll take that as a compliment, Sam," John replied softly, "But I wonder, sometimes, Sam.  I really do.  Can one man really make a difference?"

"He can if he's Big John Cannon," Sam replied, and he stepped into the stirrup and mounted.  "Well, I'd best be getting back to the herd."  Sam leaned forward and extended a hand to John.  "When the cat's away…"

"Thank you for bringing the spare horse in for me, Sam."

"Got to admit I had my doubts about riding into an Apache camp all by my lonesome," Sam admitted with a grin.  "I surely did, but when the boss says come, well, a man best do as he says."

"No hesitation, Sam?"

"Now, I didn't say that, Boss.  I still like the idea of hanging onto my hair.  On the other hand, I ride for the brand.  If you take the job, you do the work.  Even if it means riding into an Indian camp alone and bringing along a spare horse."

"Thanks again, Sam.  I'm going to take the boy to the ranch and drop him off with Victoria.  You send Blue back, and together they can take him into town and see if they can contact the boy's relatives.  I'll meet you and the men with the herd as soon as I can get there.  And be careful, Sam.  The boy's explained to me how he came to be captured by the Apache, and we may have some trouble on our hands."

"Oh?  More of those renegades we keep hearing about?"

"Yes, but more than that.  There are gun-runners out here somewhere.  White men, trading rifles to the Apache.  They're dangerous, and you'll need to keep a sharp eye out for them.  If you cut their trail, let me know.  Be careful until you're back with the men, and be suspicious of any groups of white men you see, especially if you don't know them.  These men are cold-blooded killers."

Sam shook his head in disgust.

"Just what we need.  Them sort need a neck-tie party real bad."

"I intend to notify the Army as soon as I can, Sam," John told him.  "These men will be wanted for murder.  They shot the boy's father down in cold blood, then gave him to the Apaches to torture.  On top of that, those rifles they sold will bring death all along the border.  You just be careful."

"Be careful yourself, Boss.  This is still a camp full of Chiricahua.  With the kinds of doin's going on around here, it ain't safer for anybody, red or white."

Sam lifted his reins and started to turn the horse to ride, but a sudden bone-chilling howl brought him up short.  The horse bucked in surprise, but Sam expertly controlled him, spinning him in a tight circle.  He brought the dun to a halt and looked at John in surprise.

All around the camp, the Chiricahua had stopped what they were doing, and as one, they were wailing and howling, pulling at their hair and crying out in Apache.  The howling was pitiful and frightening in its intensity, and John watched as Coyani stood and faced toward a certain wickiup, threw his own head back and added his voice to the dreadful roar.  Slowly, the Indian youth sank to his knees and continued to wail.

"What in the blazes is this all about?" Sam stammered, struggling to control his mount.  "They all gone nuts?"

John sighed deeply and took off his hat.

"No," he said.  "Not at all.  I'd say we've just entered a new era, Sam."

"New era?  What do you mean by that?"

"I'd say Cochise has just died," John told him, and Sam's expression was surprised as he let his eyes drift from John Cannon's face to the wickiup at the center of the camp.

The Apaches continued their dreadful wail without respite.

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