I know what it's like to feel like you are worthless, a burden to everyone and you want to give up on life all together. However, I also know that each person has their own problems and i'm not pretending for one minute to understand what you are going through.
There is nothing that I can do to stop you if you are set on committing suicide, but the fact that you've found this site makes me realise that deep down you are asking for help. Please talk to someone, tell them how you are feeling, whether it is a close friend, relative or a complete stranger on a crisis hotline.
Also take a few moments to visit the other pages on my website. My dad was feeling desperate probably just like you are now and he didn't ask for help for whatever reason. My dad chose to kill himself and leave behind his wife and two children and many friends. He obviously didnt know how much he was loved and how much he would be missed. Since then my life has been turned upside down, I have often felt suicidal, not wanting to go on any more, not being able to cope with the pain that he's left behind.
I'm sure there are people in your life who would be seriously affected if you chose suicide. Although it doesnt feel like there is another way out, THERE IS! granted it won't be easy, and it will take a lot of hard work but isn't it worth giving life one last chance, what have you got to lose?
Please seek out the help you need, there is no shame in admitting that you need help, you are showing far more courage accepting that you can't cope than keeping it all to yourself.
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