| I guess you could say that an experience I am going through right now has hit me in a tremendous way. This is what has been in my head since. Disturbing, admittedly, but it�s the truth, and I am always about the truth. Don�t say you weren�t warned; because this is your warning. Pain of a Broken Heart Physical and mental pain combine, now agony is all I feel Escape is taunting, out of reach, unreal Don�t tell me everything will be fine, I know that�s a lie. I just want to be held as I lay down and cry But I�m too old for that; I�m supposed to be mature, What if that�s the last thing I want to do- fall into that deadly lure? What if death really is better than life? Would anyone care what I did with this knife? Cleary not, they�re caught up in their own little lives, So I think I�ll end it now, leave this place- I�ve said my good-byes. End it now, if you please, Angel of Death, put my mind at ease, End this existence; stop this breath, I want nothing more of what is left. What�s left for me here, Except an empty life without the love of one I hold dear? I�ve struggled enough; can�t you see I can�t go on? I�ll come to you now, before the dawn. Wait for me there, at the heav�nly gates, I must see you again, even if I anger the Fates. An eternity of torture will never be Worse than living without you here with me, I�ve loved you more than my very life, I�m sick of the hardships, I�m finished with this strife, Good-bye to the world that rejects me everyday, I�m coming to your arms where I always want to stay. |