So,
Have you ever been In Love? Have you ever loved somebody so much who makes
you cry? Have you ever wonder what would life be In that persons arms?
Have you ever dreamned about having the person you love called as Yours?
So, how does it feels? I have no idea.
Honestly, I don't really know what to put or to write In this section.
I have no idea why I am so sure about publishing, showing you the picture of the Guy I actually cried over. Gudnez! Am I insane? perfectly not anymore. What about letting Go? It is so hard to be in love with the wrong man, So hard to accept the fact that nothing more than friends would will happen, nothing perfectly nothing else.
I am traumatized! I don't want to get infatuated anymore. I am traumatized! I don't want to love again. I am traumatized! how can i get rid of him? I am traumatized! how can i get even with him? I am Traumatized! How can i forget you? I am traumatized! Can we still be friends? some questions that popped up in my mind before - remeniscng? i don't think so.
If you really love someone, you should understand everything he/she does. If you really love that person you should know until what extent you should stand. If you really love someone you should learn how to let that special someone Go- Hello! That is'nt easy you know!. They Say, When you allow yourself to love you are actually allowing that person hurt you- What if he's not aware? How would he know that, friendly thing that he's showing me is actually hurting me? Duh! Love is so unpredictable, purely undescribable, very confusing isn't it?.
"Hopeless romantics are only hopeless in the eyes of those who don't believe in romance." - yeah right! Whatever. Do you believe in this quote? ask me! No comment.
"The force of love is magnified every minute I think of you." - Gudnez! That's why being in love with the wrong person can really drive you insane! that is if you don't know how to control what you're feeling - How can you control it? if you're totally in love with that person right? c`mon! Love really is strong - Don't play with it!.
"People may not remember exactly what you did or what you said, but they will always remember how you made them feel." - that's why they advice us fools to tell and inform the person who is special to us that we love them - but duh! what if this may also cause the friendship to be destroyed? Gone. God It hurts! this is what happened to me..Such a Fool right? I should've followed everyone's advice.. But thought in experience, telling the person you love them can make a change - Ü - just make it sure that you really mean what you just have said.
Sometimes when
you think of the many times you loved and failed , you feel like calling
yourself a fool. You question yourself why do you always cry each time
you fall into Cupid's game. And why do you always fall in love when you
know you will gain nothing but tears ?
You think of
him , but does he think of you ? Does he know how much pain he's causing
you ? Or does he even know of your existence ? You're so anxious to see
him , does he even want to see you ? You love him , does he feel the same
?
Love is a dangerous
game. It is often times unfair. Sometimes , the person who loves the most
is the one left to mend her heart.
Love leaves
you with only two things : pain and memories. Pain that sometimes leaves
youinsane. Pain that hinders whatever dreams you have set yourself to fulfill.
But this pain couldbe mended through memories. Not just the good ones ,
but heartbreaking ones as well. This is not easy to do. But you have to...
You have to
face memories , to ease the pain. You have to accept that you once failed
,that you were once a fool to love someone who can't reciprocate your feeling.
You can't run away from the past , for it will always follow you. Face
it , instead.
ACCEPTANCE is
the answer...
Accept that
you were once wrong so you can do what is right. Accept that you once cried
so you can smile again. Accept that your heart once broke to pieces , so
you can pick them up again. And most of all , accept that you once loved
the wrong man (the reason why you cried) and not because you are unlucky
in love.
Someday for
sure someone will love you for what you are. Someone will love you for
what you are. Someone will love you...somewhere , somehow...Then you'll
understand me...