My Wish

I wish I had never looked in the castle.

Since then I’ve known nothing but pain.

I wish I had never hoped

For things that might have been

I wish I could change time

I wish I could go back.

I wish that I could accept what I have

And I could let go of what I lack.

I wish that I could stop crying.

And find comfort in what you say

I wish I were stronger.

I wish I hadn’t seen the other way

I wish I could be close to you

Without wishing for more

I wish things were easier.

I wish I could ignore.

So you want me to find the way.

To the place you now stand.

You want me to let things be.

Walking friendly hand in hand

You want me to move on

Be sisters ever more.

You want me to choose your choice

Walk through that door.

I wish that I could do it

But I just cannot see

How I can fit through the door

That was never meant for me.

I know you meant to comfort

But it stabs me through the heart

I don’t know how things will be okay

When I’m falling apart