Secrets

When will I learn her secret code

I know how she works

When will I learn

Yes means no

No means yes

More she denies

More there is

“Nothing , Nothing” she cries

yet he’s in her bed

and I awake alone from a nightmare

the games cycle

and I finally see my place

when she says no to him

she means come on in

when she tells me maybe someday

it means never

the thought kills me

never

but I see through the maya that she still believes

I’m not enough for her

I’ll never be enough for her

She may love me, but she’ll never want me

This wasn’t the way things were supposed to be

We were supposed to be Partners

Her and I together

Together changing the game

But supposed to be, is not

Hoping will not change her

No faith in love?

No faith in me