Losing it

Losing me

Losing her

Losing it all

Can't keep my mind still

Can't keep up appearances

I want to shout to the world

I want to shout to her

I want to shake her

Jump her

Make her see

Make her feel

Momentary thoughts

I hurt and want to share

I want to make everyone feel

this bittersweet pang

this love drenched in acid

I want to not feel alone

Even when she's near

there is the unmentionable wall

I want her

She doesn't want me