Breaking Inside

Its not you that hurts me

It’s the maya we both chose

We both just played it safe

If we hadn’t, who knows

Remember you can’t lose me

For even though I’m lost

To you I’m forever bound

Whatever else is cost

I’m sorry that I’m messed up

I hate making things hard

I wish I could be solid

And leave things unmarred

But my seams are unraveling

And I can’t make them stop

I feel I’m losing everything

Blood drained drop by drop

I’m spiraling and falling

I’m lost and blind

I’m losing my sanity

I’m losing my mind

I’m falling to pieces

A piece everyday

I can’t see anything

But things will be okay?