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THE WORD??
YES THAT DAMN WORD I WILL SAY IT IF IT'S THAT IMPORTANT TO YOU!!! I SEE NOW THAT YOU DON'T WANT TO UNDERSTAND THE IMPORTANCE OF NOT JUST THE WORD OR JUST THE FEELINGS BUT THE COMBINATION OF THE TWO. YOU DO NOT SEE MY WORDS ONLY THE PARTS YOU DO NOT SEE YOU DO NOT SEE MY HEART YOU SEE WHAT IS NOT WRITTEN SO IF THAT BE YOUR STAND I WILL SAY THE WORD AND BE DONE WITH IT. BUT KNOW THIS...... EVERYTIME THE WORD WOULD BE WRITTEN, IT WILL HAVE THE FEELINGS BEHIND IT, VERY SEPARATE. AND KNOW IT IS A MERE WORD WITH NOTHING INSIDE OF IT. SO IF THAT BE YOUR CHOICE THEN YOU CAN HAVE THAT WORD AND LOOK AT IT AND SEE IT WHEN YOU WANT AND NOT SEE THE FEELINGS BEHIND IT. I WILL ONLY WRITE THE WORD NEXT TIME YOU'LL SEE ME, AND NOTHING FROM MY HEART! YOU ASKED ME IF YOU EVER ASKED FOR THE WORD YES...YES YOU HAVE AND YES YOU WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO. SO TAKE THE WORD I DON'T WANT IT ANYMORE. WHEN I SAY IT TO YOU WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT YOU WILL KNOW THAT THE FEELINGS AND THE WORD GO TOGETHER AND THERE WILL BE NO DOUBT IN YOUR MIND THAT THEY ARE MERELY WORDS OR FEELINGS SEPARATE. YOU WILL KNOW THEY BELONG TOGETHER. AND FROM MY LIPS THEY ARE MEANT FOR YOU ALONE!!! DON'T TELL ME WHAT I KNOW, DON'T TELL ME WHO TO SAY IT TO, DON'T TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO, I HAVE BATTLED WITH THESE FEELINGS EVER SINCE WE MET AND YOU SHOWED ME YOUR FACE AND YOUR HEART. DON'T YOU THINK I WANT TO SAY IT? I FEEL LIKE A VIRGIN ABOUT TO LOSE HER VIRGINITY TO A MAN SHE KNOWS SHE CAN'T HAVE. BUT YOU DON'T WANT TO UNDERSTAND IT, YOU DON'T KNOW HOW DIFFICULT IT IS FOR ME TO FEEL THIS WAY. NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY I KEEP MISSING YOU IS THAT A FEELING? OR A WORD? OR BOTH COMBINED? I THINK ABOUT BEING CLOSE TO YOU. TOUCHING YOU. AND HOPING THE SAME LOOK IN MY EYES WILL BE RETURNED TO ME TEN FOLD. BUT IT WON'T. YOU WILL NOT TRY TO UNDERSTAND YOU WANT IT YOUR WAY WELL OKAY HAVE IT THEN AND LOVE THE WAY IT LOOKS BECAUSE LOVE WILL ONLY BE A WORD!!
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