A PATH TO THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN

This is an account of my personal search for truth. And the sometimes-strange events that came my way in that process. For me, truth is the ultimate goal no mater how scary or otherworldly it may seem at the time. My search was for spiritual truth came as a result of 30 years in the Christian faith that failed to answer my questions. Even after seeking answers in 2 different bible colleges and numerous churches.

I just couldn’t stomach a fear-based religion any more. Either I would have to belong to their exclusive club. Or God was going to burn me in hell throughout eternity. Well, I have had enough of this nonsense.

It took me close to three years to deprogram myself and get shed of the guilt I felt.

During those first three years a lot of strange things began to happen to me. The following is the unfolding as it happened to me.

After two years of bombarding heaven with prayer. And never getting any answers. I railed against God. I told him that I’m one of his own. So why can’t he seem to make sense to me anymore? If that’s the way it was, I wasn’t going to care either.

That was the way it was for several months. My whole spiritual life was put on hold.

Then one day I was driving home from town. Which was a forty-mile trip. I put one more Prayer toward heaven. With all that I had within me I cried out to God. Where are you! I must know the truth of it all! I don’t care if it is different from what I think I know. I must have it.

In a moment the car felt as if it were in a vacuum. My head was filled with a million thoughts. I was no longer me. I became part of God. Part of every thing that is. People all over the world. The rock, the trees, the ocean. A very strange feeling I must say.

I under stood it all. The how and why of creation and the heavens. I was filled with so much love I didn’t think it possible. I felt as if I was getting a glimpse of the universe from God’s perspective. What a rush!

Then came the knowing. I had all the answers. The odd thing about it is, it seem to come from my memory. As if I had always known. Time had no hold on me. Past present and future were all one. Still in full flow, existing at the same time.

Then I felt myself slipping back into this reality plane. And the much sought after knowledge slipping away. I asked, why can't I hold on to this.

The answer came again. You can’t retain it in the physical form you have now. But you will be left with a sense of it.

As I came back to this reality, I found myself in front of my house setting in my car. With no real memory of how I got there. I found myself with no words to speak. Feeling numb and disconnected. This lasted for about four hours.

From that moment I have never been the same. I came away from that experience with a sense of something different inside me. It wasn’t long before I became aware of some new and strange side effects that came with this new perspective. It seems I was left with something extra.

THE ZONE

While in meditation one day, I became aware of a place that I can go to in my head and stand between two worlds. In that place there is a barrier. It is a thin vale that is flexible. When I press into it I get a sense of both worlds. Kind of like tuning into two radio stations at once. With a lot of static, but being able to hear two songs at the same time. The only drawback is, when I see or hear something. I don’t know if it is of this world or the other. It takes a few moments to draw back into this reality plane. Two worlds that over lap can be a little hard to separate at times.

This was a bit confusing for me at first. But with practice I got the hang of it pretty quick. Now I am able to focus in and diminish the side I wish to ignore.

THE VOID

A MEDITATIVE SANCTUARY

The way one creates the void is by pure mental intent. This intent has to be relaxed, but with purpose. If you try too hard you just spin your wheels so to speak. The more you can relax into it the easier it will become. This void is a place in my head that I envision. Which is my meditative sanctuary.

My void is a formless place of living energy. When I am in it, it becomes part of me. I navigate it by thought. It will become anything my mind can conceive. It will mold itself and conform to what my mind expects to see. It’s a constantly changing thing that is alive. It is in me and around me. It’s an endless universe unto itself.

Understanding this concept will greatly help you in your meditation.

Like a signpost pointing a way. I can describe what the void is to me. But it is always different to someone else. It’s a personal perspective of the imagination.

My reason for meditation is to connect to the energetic world. Remember; what the mind envisions the body will generate energetically. And this creates the doorway.

THE KEY TO THE DOORWAY

One day as I pressed into the vale I asked the question. What was the common thread to the things I was experiencing. The answer came. Energy! All is energy. That is the key to all things. Everything is composed of some form of energy. The only difference is the speed in which it has its vibrational frequency. And somehow I was now able to sense beyond my own physical limits. Gift or curse, it is mine now.

After many years of experimentation, I have found that mind set and mental imagery will govern the bio-energy field the body emits.

Your bio-energy field is the doorway to many things. It is an extension of the sensory self. Once you’ve learned to control this field and manipulate the energy. Several things are possible. Here are a few: Shield yourself against energetic attack; Push this energy into other peoples bodies to jump start their healing process; Feel and sense through it like an energy net. So as to sense the other side of this reality plane. Enabling communication with beings from the other realm. (Remember this, beings from the other realm do not see the physical you. They see your energy form. That side has no solid forms. It’s a higher vibrational frequency of energy.

Mental intent and focus is the only real way of controlling your energy fields. I thank the powers that be for my martial arts training. For without the mental focus training I received through it. I think I would be a mental wreck by now.

By this time I had been actively practicing martial arts for 38 years. Through the years I had developed my own style of martial meditation. Which enable me to work through the things that were coming my way.

EMPATHIC PSYCHOMITRY

Sometimes when I touched something, such as a doorknob in a public place. I would get these pictures of events that would flash in my mind. These events were a foggy mix of overlapping, senseless crazy stuff. And I would get a disoriented feeling as if it were me these events had happened. What ever the event was, it would come right through my feeling world. Which left me feeling dirty and tainted. Every now and then, I would get the strongest impression from the last person who touched the knob.

I have become sensitized to these things. But very few actually made any sense to me. I found it hard to sort out most of the crap. (A quick note) I did find that wearing synthetic blend gloves would shield me from unwanted impressions.

Personal objects that haven’t been handled by a lot of people seemed to carry a lot of strength. And are easy to pick up impressions.

Objects become polarized with a person’s emotional energy. Like the way a magnetic tape records sound. Retaining these impressions that would replay to me if I focused on them.

AURAS

Next I noticed my visual perception had changed. It started slowly at first, with a slight halo effects around people’s heads. After a while I could see a large heat shield around their whole bodies with layers that shimmered at different speeds. It was easy to see because it distorted things in the background. It looked a lot like a heat mirage reflecting off a black top road in the summer time.

This visual thing is most disturbing and yet exciting. It’s with me all the time, but some days it is hard to ignore. And I will see it everywhere. But it’s not the same for everything. Each thing has it’s own pattern, size and density.

When people talk to one another, their shields blend and merge. Also the layers increase in speed as it wafts back and forth like currents of smoke filled air in a late night bar.

EARTH ENERGY FOUNTAINS

AND LAY LINES

One day while shopping in a department store. I was wondering through the clothing section. As I turned the corner I was startled by what I saw. There it was, it looked like a very large jagged crack had opened up in the floor. It was about 15 feet long. And filled with shimmering white light. With a heat shield dancing out of it all the way up to the ceiling.

I quickly looked around to see if that was the only crack. It was just in one place. Jutting out of the wall and extending half way to the middle of the room.

Wafting and shimmering as it distorted all the clothes hanging on the rack behind it.

I slowly walked toward it. When I got within 5 or 6 feet, it made my forehead ache. As I backed away, the headache stopped.

The energetic phenomena lasted for about 20 minutes then slowly faded. I have witnessed these energetic out bursts from the planet every now and then. The ones I have seen. Seem to be random occurrences.

Lay lines are another matter. These are lower energy rifts in the surface of the planet that are constant. Ancient cultures around the world have been aware of these lines for centuries. In fact, many old religious centers are built on the intersections of lay lines.

There are ways to construct earth energy accumulators. I will discus later in these writings.

THE VISITORS

One afternoon I was setting on my sofa watching TV. When three distinct shapes passed right through my living room wall and stopped in front of me. They looked just like the heat shield auras I talked about earlier. But lacked a physical body. In awe I stared at them. Noticing their aura was speckled and thinner. I also could hear their thoughts. It was like listening to someone’s voice echo down a long hallway. Reminiscent of a time when I sat outside the principals office and listened to teachers talk about me. And heard the eerie echo’s. They were talking about me! Laughed, and went right out through the other wall. They knew I could see them. That’s what they were talking about. That was the only time I seen the trio.

THE OTHERS

One thing about the flip side of this reality plane. There never is a lack of new things out there to discover. One being energetic life forms. And my education began almost immediately after I became aware.

My first contact is with these little pests. They are little floating orbs of light that call themselves Smocks. Strange life forms that are a lot like a mosquito. They feed off of fear energy. They view people in this realm like one big banquet. When they look at you they see only the bio-energy field that we emanate. A rainbow of dinner courses.

The way they go about triggering the frequency of energy they want. Is to send out an energy surge. Kind of like a sonar ping. You are unaware until you feel it. A sudden unknown fear rushes over you. You respond by generating this same fear as your mind races to figure out why you feel this way. You don’t know it, but the little bastards just gave you a kick start. You ring like a big energy bell. Emanating the same energy they hit you with. And they feed off this energy as long as you generate it.

Women are quite often the victims of these pests. And young girl’s that are going through puberty are prime targets.

The Smock’s weakness is sunlight and certain types of artificial light. They are blown about like a mosquito in a strong wind by light energy. This is why they are most prominent at night or in dark places.

The Chinese place mirrors on window ledges. To cast sunlight into dark rooms and drive these little critters away. Also a light source behind leaded glass crystals will cast a web of light shafts that make it hard for them to navigate.

So the next time you feel a sudden fear rush over you for no reason. Be mindful of what I have told you.

THE FOOD CHAIN

Like this side of the reality plane. Everything feeds off of something else. And there are many others that are a lot higher on this chain than Smocks.

One late night my daughter called me on the phone. She told me she was having a fear problem. She was experiencing an onslaught of anxiety for no known reason.

I responded by quickly getting into the zone. I generated a massive energy surge. Which I sent out into the zone asking for help.

A moment later, to my surprise I heard a female voice. It said; can I help? I replied; who are you. I don’t see you. Suddenly a golden glow appeared in my room. Soft and out of focus at first but soon sharpened to the shape of a golden spider. I said; why in the world am I seeing a spider? She said; I took on this form because it will be easier for you to comprehend in your world. My true form would not make sense to you. Would you like me to take care of your problem? I said; sure, but my daughter is 50 miles away. The golden spider said; I am not bound by time or distance in my realm. I can be there in a moment. With that she began spinning in circles and emitting a shower of golden sparks. Then shot away leaving a trail of light behind her.

Some how in my altered state between two worlds I could see what she was doing. She was hovering above my daughter’s apartment sending out the same shower of sparks. These sparks left trails of light that became a golden web.

I saw Smocks floating about. When they came in contact with the golden web. They became ensnared and were quickly absorbed by the golden light trails that made up the web.

Now I could write this whole visual thing off as one hell of a pipe dream. But when I talked to my daughter the next day. She told me she talked to a golden spider that was protecting her. You see, I never told her of what I saw. So what she was experiencing is conformation of what happened to me.

THE LIBRARY

While exploring the void one day. I found myself floating in a sphere shaped library. It didn’t look like any library in this world. And I don’t know how I knew it was such. I just knew. This library had no books. Instead, it had strands of beads that sparkled. Which went all different directions but still had a pattern to it. Each strand of beads has a piece of someone’s life recorded in it. As I focused on a strand. It would replay to me. Like some random segment from a play.

One particular strand seemed to draw my attention. I focused on it and it replayed to me. The following is what I experienced.

I found myself standing next to a black man in the desert. He turned to me and with a big smile and pointed to the east. As he did this he said some words to me. I did not understand the words. But somehow I knew exactly what he meant.

He had been on a long journey going east to a town. In that town is a temple he wanted to worship at. And his journey was almost at an end.

I memorized the words he spoke to me. It felt important. A few days later I happened to stop at a 7-11 store. Tending the counter was a black man. When I looked at him I felt a connection. So I walked up to him when the other patrons had left. I said to him; you’re not from around here are you. He replied; no, I’m from Nigeria. So I said; if I say some words to you. Would you tell me if you understand them. He nodded to me with questioning eyes.

I spoke the words I had memorized to him. He smiled and asked me to repeat it one more time. I did so. He told me he recognized some of the words. But it was a very old dialect. He said I spoke of a journey to a place in Nigeria. In that place was an old town that is no longer there.

I thanked him and left the store. A few days later I went back to the store to see the man again. He did not work there anymore. And I have not seen him since.

EARTH ENERGY ACCUMULATORS

There are many types and configurations of accumulators. There are ones that accumulate and ones that will accelerate collected energy. (Side note, ever wonder why you always feel good when you set by a river. Or feel invigorated after a hard summer rain?)

The uses for most accumulators are for charging an area or super charging a person. Such as to help one heal from sickness or to regenerate from a hard weekend.

For a mental recharge, it is best to use a gentle slow moving energy stream. Straight on to shower over you. This is also good for cleansing.

For physical stimulation and firing up the old chakra’s. An accelerated cyclonic accumulator works good.

Here is a simple way to construct two basic types of accumulators: First find a large open area. Next, check to make sure the area doesn’t have a lot of heavy minerals in the soil. Hopefully it does not.

Now all you need is a 25 pound bag of clean quartz silica sand.

The earth rotates east. Figure out which way is east. So you can lay out the opening of the accumulator. Next all you do is draw a large "V" shape on the ground using the quartz sand. Making sure the top open end of the "V" is facing east. And the bottom of the "V" is left open. The size of the openings in the "V" are important also. They should be in a ratio of 3 to 1. Like 3 long paces in width at the top to 1 long pace at the bottom.

After constructing the accumulator, let it be for 7 days. Then it will have had plenty of time to start it’s own natural convection of energy currents to flow.

Now to cleans and charge, merely go out and lay down on your back at the bottom opening of the "V" with your head pointing east.

There are many variations to this. Experiment with a few things. Like hold a quartz crystal in each hand as you lay there. Or put them at the bottoms of your bare feet. Or one on the forehead or between your legs. Just see what makes you feel good.