I am wondering if its possible to have more than one best friend...... if thats the case then I think Johnnie is my new best friend. My two other best friends, I don't keep in contact with as much as I'd like to as both are now married have children (or about to) and are usually too busy to talk to me now so I usually end up not being able to talk to anyone about stuff that is bothering me.
Johnnie on the other hand is completely different! He has time for anyone! Johnnie is one of very few people who actually know the real me.
Usually when I tell people they want to run a mile and I think I am crazy - well I am, but not in the way people think I am.
Johnnie is great, althought sometimes I make my problems seem greater than his when they are not.
However, no matter how bad Johnnie is feeling, he is always there for you no matter what which I think is great.
I am hoping that my reassurance its helping him, but I am never sure. I'll probably never understand what he is going through, but I guess all I can do is smile sweetly and hug him!
Hopefully he knows how much I love him (in a friendly way of course 'cos we are both attached to someone!) and that I am there for him always. |
