March 6th, 2002 -- 11:09pm
Not much going on today. Spent most of the day working overtime at my job. Feeling down and depressed as I have for some time lately due to state of singleness. I hate being alone, always have and always will.. and yet, I'm a loner at heart. I think I am destined to remain single forever and I hate that very thought just as much as I worship it. Been trying to start a diet, had a dream in which I was skinny and I can just feel the results so much that I'm working on changing my eating habits permanently. |