Pessimist
Im not sure I love or hate you
But I know I don't want you here
All these thoughts i have are confusing
Im not sure i should make a fist or shed a tear
Cause I lost you
The pain is to much for me
I can't seem to feel I DISAPEAR!!!

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The only good part about pessimism is that i know
Its all gonna blow up in my face
I saw it before it happened-I saw me die
I saw you killing me
I need to get you GONE
And clear my brain of love residue
My life destroyed when i didn't hear "i love you too"
Now it's gone� A LIFE DENIED!!!!

Kill me... wait
Im already dead
Im dead to the world
I'm dead to you
I didn't wanna survive 
I was as scared as you were
How could i have known what love was
I never met you before
Now i'm discarded laying naked on the floor!!!!!

(CHORUS)

Now can you soul
Can you ease my pain
The pills stopped working
I need to stop my brain 
Now I can't feel a thing
Except of coarse for my old friend
In a blade, a fist, a holey wall
This pain has taken me and LEFT ME WITH NOTHING!!!!!

(CHORUS)
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