So many years ive been
growing up in this world
And here is a list of everything i have learned
Now i know this whole world dont even mean shit
But the hardest thing to do is fuckin live in it
Suicide is just a pussies way out
Life over death id choose life without a doubt
Now i feel my life may be sorting itself out
I got a fine ass girl that i couldnt be without
Is it the girl of my dreams maybe just maybe
Or is it just another girl whos only trying to play me
Now im in basic training
and im all alone
Sitting in my section room missin my home
Missin all the things that i couldve been doing
But this is my choice the career im pursuing
The quality of life in civvy street is shitty
But at least when i was out there charlotte was there with me
Thinkin bout this shit always gets me down
But i cant leave i gotta do my family proud
Despite what people say its not my choice now
To make them disappointed thats something i wont allow
Gotta just get on with my time the good and the bad
The army's what i have, my lif is what i had
I shouldve known shit
was going too good to be true
It seems i bit off too much way more than i can chew
90 degrees bubbling and im about to blow
Back home to my family is where i have to go
My head can't cope with all this emotion and stress
Running away from my problems is what i do best
7 days in the army and
already went A.W.O.L
Thought i could stick it but i wasn't able
So many chances ive had but i never take one
Too busy whiling out, taking drugs and anything else fun
2 paths in front of me im taking the straight one
To build a career is what has to be done
Go back to civvy life like my family advised
For me failure or success its time to decide
All the problems that i face now i will take in my stride
Gotta face them although i wanna curl up and hide
Its time to make good all the things i did wrong
This is the new me, the old me is gone
Fuck the world, Fuck
the law, Fuck anyone who dont like me
The y don't wanna help me, they just wanna spite me
And half the punk pussies they just wanna fight me
They say i'm a dickhead and i just might be
But that don't give them the right to go shouting they're mouth off
While they're walking around in their skintight tanktops
They're faggots, gays, pussies and homo's
Who ever heard of liberacci throwing a fist though
My girlfrind thinks im jealous thats why im coming home
Yeh im coming home to see her but that reason is wrong.
By KaoS TheorY
01/10/2003
