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Heaven Sent Chapter 5 Leslie finally agree to see him for awhile and see how it goes. She really wanted to be with him but she didn't wanted anything to happen to him. She told Carla to stay away for awhile and not show up here and there cuz Nick might be afraid. After a few weeks of seeing each other, she had Nick hypnotized. He needed her every minute of his life. Carla was right, if she ask him for anything now, he'll give it to her besides his heart, soul, body, and mind. Leslie sat on the lawn chair on the porch of her beach house with Nick's head on her lap and the puppy on his chest. He was just feeling the wind on his face and the comfort of Leslie being next to him. "So how's your family?" She asked him. "They're fine. Mom's busy with Aaron and the girls are at home with Dad..." Nick explained as he closed his eyes. "Nick? What would happen if I tell you that you shouldn't see me anymore or I don't want to see you anymore?" She asked him as she thought back about her question. "I'd probably hate you. I've been looking for you for a very long time, I would definitely hate you if you leave me." He said seriously and opened his eyes. He sat up and took her hand. "Is there something wrong? Why did you ask me that...or maybe I don't wanna hear." Nick said those last words quietly. "Nick....I ....you shouldn't see me. I can't be with you. It's not possible." She said and bit her lips. She felt the pain on her lip when she bit it. Once again...Carla was right...she was becoming human than ever...she had most of him already...except the last thing...his body...but if he gives him that...he will never get a chance to enjoy her love. "What? I don't get it? All of a sudden you decided I'm not what you want? You said it was okay for you to love me but I can't? Is that it? Leslie, I'm so lost...you wanna tell me what's going on?" Nick asked. He was already hating her. "I just don't want you to get hurt. This is weird for me too alright? And it's for your own good. So you should just leave cuz..I don't think you're the one I'm looking for.."She fired her anger back at him. She knew he was hating her by now, cuz she could feel the pain starting at her heart. She stared right into his eyes hoping that would convince him even though she was lying. "I can't believe this. I'm coming back....and...you should think of what you said, cuz I'm not the one getting all the goods out of this...I don't know how you can be so cold." Nick told her. He was full of pain and hatred. He left her and headed for the boat. Leslie had to hold back the pain till she can no longer see him...and burst out crying and moaning.."owww...aaahhh!!" She yelled through her teeth. The pain was torturing her. She moaned and rolled on the floor. It was so bad she began to cry. Then she went wild. "Aaaaahhh..." Hitting herself and squeezing her head hoping it might go away. She knew exactly why this was happening to her. She had his love but she did not accept it. But it was only good for him. She knew there was a chance he could be 'the one', but what if he wasn't, she couldn't take that chance. Leslie woke up and saw Carla. "You had him Leslie. Why didn't you just go for it. Why did you do that?" Carla asked. Leslie took a deep breath...now she was kinda getting use to the pain. "Because I love him." "Oh Leslie...I don't get it. You have everything of him. Just one night...one night...you can escape out of all this pain." Carla reminded her. "Yeah...but just one night, I can destroy him." "Maybe you won't. So, I'm gonna have to see you go like this? Leslie...what now?" Carla asked. She looked at her pale face. "I don't know. I really don't know. How can something feel so good be so wrong and can even destroy such a wonderful person. I'm so sorry for ever knowing him. I don't want him to get hurt...you have to understand." "This is stupid Leslie. Tell him! And if you do, at least you don't have to go through all this pain he's putting you through.." Carla was mad at Nick. "He hates me. He said it himself." "I can't believe this." Carla said. "It's okay Carla. After I leave can you tell him I love him? Do it in his dreams or something...you'll scare him if you just appear in front of him." Leslie smiled. "Yeah..." "Thanks Carla..you guide me through a lot. Thanks for being there." Leslie gave her a hug. "Sorry I couldn't guide you through this." "I don't think anyone can. It was worth it though. I got to kiss him." She tried to laugh. "Yeah..how was that like?" "I don't know...it's indescribable... The last 5 weeks were great." She smiled as she pictured them on the beach playing around and flying a kite or just playing with the little puppy. "5 weeks? It's been 5 weeks? Leslie...there's no time left.." She started to count with her fingers..."You have less than 3 weeks....I have to do something..." And Carla just rushed off. "Carla! What? Where are you going?" Leslie ran after her to the door but Carla was gone. "Nick! Focus Buddy?!!" Kevin yelled to Nick. "Alright, alright." Nick said and did the chair routine again. The routine he memorized, the one he did a million times now came to a blank in his head. "Okay! That's enough! Take a break!" Fatima called out. Nick went to a corner of the huge gym and sat down with a bottle of water. "Man Frack! Where's your head?" Brian walked over to him with AJ. "Yeah! You're never like this...what's up Blondie." AJ asked. "I don't know....She seems like she doesn't want me. God. I just want to give it to her but she...something's stopping her." Nick said with his eyes filled with tears. "Is this about that girl you told us about?" Brian asked. "I know...who's this Leslie girl anyway?" AJ asked. "She's an angel...a beautiful angel." Nick said. "Hey...that's how I feel about my Monique..she's an angel." AJ said. Nick rested his head against the wall. The others just didn't get it. "I'm sorry..I'll be alright...just leave me alone." "Okay..just forget about it. If she doesn't want you, she doesn't deserve you." Brian said. "Yeah...she doesn't know what she's missing..." AJ agreed..both trying to comfort him. They both walked away. Nick sat there for awhile and then walked into a room. He just looked around and heard someone come in and lock the door shut. "Um...you fans are supposed to wait outside...can't be in here." He said. "God Nick. I'm here for Leslie." Carla told him. "Oh, so she sent another angel to seduce me and then leave? Is she enjoying seeing me so miserable? Tell her it's only for awhile..I'll get over it." He gave her a smirk and sat on a couch. "You Jerk!! Uggghhh!! You know why she doesn't accept you? You know what she's going through right now? Do you even want to know what she doing right now?" "Ha..probably seducing some human to see if he's good enough for her." He gave Carla a laugh. "Is every human like this? Or is it just you. She just doesn't want to risk your life...so now she's risking her own! 200 years of being an angel put to waste cuz she wants to know what's it like to love and kiss by you!!" "Yeah? You think so? Well, you want to know what she said?? 'I don't think you're the one I'm looking for' that's what she said!!" Nick was upset...and of course he still hated Leslie. "Enough!! Stop it!! Come here...Give me your hands!" Carla ordered him. "No! What? Why?" Carla took his hands anyway and held onto them tight. Pain filled his body. His head hurt, his knees went weak, and he felt like someone was whipping him with a belt all over his body and there was nothing he could do about it. "AAAAAHHHHH!!! Let go!!" He yelled and Carla let him go and stared at him disappointedly. He fell back on the couch. "What the fuck was that? That really hurt...Shit! What was that for?!!" "You can't even handle it for a minute, but that's what Leslie is going through right now. And soon, she'll be gone and you'll regret all this!! If you love her at all, she shouldn't be going through this...and you should do whatever you can to save her. But I guess she loves you too much to let you save her. Anyways..to you...she's probably not worth saving since she not important to you right?" With that...she left, mad. Leaving Nick with many questions that needed to be answered. "Gone? What do ya mean?" Nick looked up, frightened from what he heard, saw that he was the only one in the room. Just when he was about to forget about her...someone showed up and told him what a jerk he was.Next: Chapter 6 |