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All I Have To Give Chapter 9 As I was laying in bed, I thought about the first time I had met Nick. I had been with some friends, mostly girls, and had fallen off some sort of jungle gym and really scraped up my knee. My friends had been all grossed out (it was pretty bad) and had tried to help, but kinda keeping their distances. I don�t really blame them, I didn�t even want to look at it. But, I had felt someone�s arms go around my shoulders and sit down next to me and start talking to me really comforting, and I trusted him even though I hadn�t even looked at him yet. He told one of my friends to go get my mom, and he had stayed with me and calmed me down until she came. Even afterwards, as my mom carried me off, and I had looked at him for the first time. While remembering, I remembered something I had forgotten about. I had thought he was cute. Plus, I was grateful for helping me. I motioned for him to come, and he ran after us. From that day on we were best friends. For a long time, actually, I had liked him. Wow, that seemed like so long ago. 10 years was a long time though. The more I thought about it, the more occasions I remembered liking him. When we were 9 years old, he had been in a school play, and had liked this girl a whole lot. He was always talking about her and about how great she was. I never actually mentioned that that girl and I were enemies, but he had liked her so much. One day when he came home from play practice, he had run to my house and told me he kissed her and they were going out. I remember getting so jealous of her because I wanted Nick to be all mine. When we were 12, not too long before Backstreet started, and Nick had been gone on lots of auditions lately, and I hadn�t seen him for probably three weeks or more. Then the first time I saw him in all that time, I was almost in awe. I had thought he was really cute, plus even sweeter and nicer than when he had left. I had forgotten about all these things over the years. I hadn�t liked him in a long time, and these things I had suddenly felt, were totally wrong and out of place. I mean, Nick was like a brother! I wasn�t going to tell him of course, he didn�t like me and I wouldn�t want to make our friendship awkward for anything in the world. Did I really like him? How come it had hit me so quick? Oh Lord, had I liked him for a long time, but just noticed it tonight? Ohh, I was so confused! I didn�t know what to do and this was the first time I couldn�t go to Nick with my problems. I tossed and turned for a long time, but not figuring out much. But, I did figure out I liked Nick and I needed to do something about it, but what?Next: Chapter 10 |