"Caught" by Evil Asian
Genius
"If the nightingale will not
sing, kill it." Oda Nobunaga
"If the nightingale will not sing, wait until it does." Tokugawa
Ieyasu
"If the nightingale will not sing, make it want to sing." Toyotomi
Hideyoshi
From a half-slumbering repose he was
snared, silk sliding around his wrists to catch him against the rough bark of
the sakura tree. The tightening of the bonds was what woke him, pulling him up
upon his knees.
Confused, Hisoka struggled against
his fetters, serving only to constrict them further, the pressure increasing
against his arms as they were pulled back behind him. Red twisted around his
arms, darkening to black. Like blood. Or tangled trails of ribbons.
Help. But the word couldn't -
wouldn't come out of his mouth.
As the world sharpened around him,
he realized that he was half-dressed, kimono falling open lasciviously, obi
trailing the rain-slick grass.
And that's when Muraki appeared.
Oh please, let this be just a
dream...
* * *
He was thirteen again, but he knew
he couldn’t be. There was Meifu and Tsuzuki and the others and the sakura and
oh it was pink and the flowers fell like discrete drops from a rain of watered
blood... Hisoka closed his eyes, struggling against it, trying to wake up from
whatever dream he had been drawn into, from whatever illusion that he needed to
dispel.
Yet he was drawn back into this
unreal reality with a gasp of fear as he heard that voice, that silken dark
voice that promised so much yet so little and he couldn’t, couldn’t break away.
It tugged at him, drawing him forth
so that he could feel the binding of the ribbons against him and was it his
blood or just ribbons dancing in the hint of a breeze that picked up and there
was so much to it that he couldn’t comprehend.
Beneath him the grass was slick with
rain just as it had been that night when he slipped as he ran and it did
something to his ankle and he couldn’t get up in time to avoid those arms,
those hands, that mouth.
Entwined, his fingers scrabbled
uselessly against the ribbons, and he fought like a marionette against its
strings.
Muraki knelt before him, on one
bended knee as if a grotesque parody of an engagement, a promise of love
twisted into something deadly.
With elegant fingertips he tipped
Hisoka’s face up to him, revealing those green eyes brimmed with the hint of
tears, a spark of light against the red-moon sky.
"I promised now, didn’t
I?" Hisoka tried to pull away but couldn’t, gaze caught by quicksilver
gray as though a bird hypnotized by the reptilian slits of pupils.
"No...it’s not real..."
Hisoka stammered, the hot touch of Muraki’s hand like a brand against his skin
and as his empathic senses accidentally brushed against Muraki, he felt as
though he was falling into a fathomless abyss, dark and twisted like the grasp
of the clammy fingers of the dead sliding all over his skin until he was nearly
screaming from it.
But instead it was a mewl of pain, a
weak and choked cry as Muraki drew back, careful not to let Hisoka spiral into
a loss of himself.
"Does it matter?" Muraki
smiled, more a quirk of the lips than anything that had real meaning behind it.
Black humor danced in his eyes. "Real or no...you still feel, don’t
you?"
“"I don’t...don’t want..."
Hisoka shook his head, grasping for spells, for the protection of his own
powers. But like phantoms or ghosts, it was as if it was all slipping away and
he couldn’t catch them in his mind.
"Then I shall make you want, my
little puppet. My nightingale." Muraki’s fingers came back, sliding down
the curve of Hisoka’s neck. As his hands passed over Hisoka’s skin caressingly,
over the curse marks, the lines of crimson flared into being and Hisoka cried
out, nearly passing out from the pain, red-hot flashes of light flitting behind
his eyelids.
And still, it was as if he was
drawn, pulled toward Muraki while the ribbons held tight until he was taut
between the two; the tree, the man, the past, the present.
"Sing for me." Muraki’s
voice was lustrous, sensual. "My little bird." His lips pressed to
Hisoka’s throat and Hisoka’s eyes shut tight, a tear wobbling at the edge of
his eye, threatening to slide down his cheek.
Muraki’s hands slid lower, finding
his bared chest, the lines of the curse delineating the smooth panes. He caught
a nipple between his fingers and teased it to hardness before pinching it
cruelly within the vise of his fingernails. It drew forth a gasp of pain from
Hisoka.
"Please." The word slipped
out of Hisoka’s mouth and past his teeth before he could stop.
Let me go.
And to his surprise, Muraki
answered.
No.
* * *
Like that night yet more still, it
went on. Muraki with his white coat stained crimson with blood, drying and
flaking off in blacked bits, his hands still reeking of that copper-rich scent.
Hisoka took shallow breaths, trying not to catch that smell mingled with the
sweetness of sakura, but as Muraki’s hands moved upon him, he found himself
drawing deeply at that poisoned air, needing it to fill his lungs so that he
could scream.
And yet the sounds didn’t come out.
Like the past, the only screams were the ones within his own mind as he tried
to pull his empathic powers away from Muraki’s touch, protecting them within
himself so that he didn’t have to feel that fathomless night, those corpse-cold
emotions.
Instead, it was little whimpers and
gasps that escaped his lips even as he drew air to scream, to pull away. But it
wasn’t working.
Within the hands of the puppet
master, Hisoka’s body danced to Muraki’s touch, responding to his every caress.
Whether pain or pleasure, he followed it blindly, unable to draw away.
The marks of the curse played along
his skin like the whisper of delight. It was wrong, he didn’t, couldn’t,
shouldn’t...no...
"Did you think that you could
forget me?" Muraki’s lips were close to his ear and it sent a shiver up
along his spine, a feeling that left sweet tingling itches along his
rain-soaked knees, down to his toes.
"Did you think that they would
offer you succor? That you could lose yourself in the embrace of the one you
think you love?"
Hisoka shook his head wildly,
concentrating on trying to breathe as Muraki’s hand slid down to cup his
growing erection and why was he hard for this and, and...
Muraki’s hand closed upon it, giving
it a forward pulling squeeze, and Hisoka cried out, an empty sound as the
unvoiced breath passed through his lips.
"There is only one that you
love truly..." Muraki’s tongue dipped into his ear, and the moist hot
touch nearly undid him. "And that is me."
"N-no..." Hisoka tore at
the ribbons as a hint of mad laughter filled the air, rich with promise.
"You’re mine." With that,
Muraki drew off his coat, pooling the bloodstained white around him. His gray
shirt rode silkily against Hisoka’s skin as Hisoka was borne in Muraki’s
embrace until his back was pressed against the rough bark of the tree, ribbons
slacking their hold.
But a moment later and they
tightened, drawing Hisoka up to a standing position, his bare wet legs
half-dangling, his weight held up by the unmistaken grip of the bonds upon his
wrists.
Hisoka looked up and there it was,
blood. Tiny droplets, sliding down his arms from the fetters, the crimson
blending into the lines of his curse until he didn’t know where one started and
the other ended and he knew that it was indeed his own blood that was binding
him, through some arcane doing of Muraki’s.
He would have wept with frustrated
helplessness if he could. But instead his eyes were drawn back down to that
silver hair that now was below his line of sight, a hot slippery play of tongue
and fingers across his chest as his legs were parted and Muraki moved between
them.
Hisoka trembled under the hand that
seduced him into hardness, those clever lips and fingers dismantling him like
the casual scope of an autopsy, his responses found and disassembled with a
lingering efficiency.
And as a saliva-slicked finger
pressed its way into him, finding that spot of pleasure hiding within his body,
he came in a spasm, hot semen working its way into Muraki’s hand, between his
fingers. Muraki laughed at that, a low chuckle of appreciation.
"No one else can make you feel
like I do, my pet." And this time tears did come to Hisoka’s eyes as that
devastating sensitivity that he always had after orgasm slid over his body like
the drape of a heavy mantle of silk. Weak-kneed, he would have limply fell to
the ground had not the bonds and Muraki’s hand been holding him up.
"No one." Muraki licked at
the cooling seed upon his fingers and because what Muraki said was true, a sob
tore through Hisoka’s throat, breaking whatever spell that had caught his voice
and stilled it.
A parting of cloth and an
unfastening of clothes. Muraki’s shirt slid wantonly against Hisoka’s bared
chest, the skin-warmed mélange of buttons and cloth grating almost unbearably
against his tender flesh, the edge of a button scraping along a tormented
nipple. With one free hand, Muraki caught one of Hisoka’s legs from under the
knee and pushed it up, pressing Hisoka more securely to the trunk of the tree.
Had not the loose kimono provided some amount of protection, Hisoka’s back
would have been scored by the indifferent bark as Muraki slid against him.
Firmly pressed with no means of
escape, Hisoka opened his mouth to cry out but Muraki’s lips caught him,
pulling the breath out of him as his tongue ravaged his mouth. The slicked
blunt weight of Muraki’s cock pushed against his entrance and he would have
squirmed if he had room to move.
It slid into him inexorably, an
undeniable force, lubricated as Hisoka now realized with his own issue, the
semen that had come forth from his own body now used to ease Muraki into him.
Hisoka cried out against Muraki’s
shoulder, a sound that was jarred and broken by Muraki’s thrusts, little ones
that eased into Hisoka more and more, past that tight ring of muscle, the hard
member stretching him, sending a sweet chill along his skin as Muraki
penetrated him.
Finally, Muraki was fully sheathed
within him and Hisoka trembled at the fullness, that little mouth of his
entrance spasming around Muraki’s cock, tears sliding down his cheeks. Muraki
licked at the tears, his pale blue eye staring blindly at Hisoka through the
veil of his silver hair. With Hisoka’s leg slung over the crook of his elbow to
hold it up, he began thrusting into Hisoka.
Slow hard thrusts that left Hisoka
crying out with every plunge that pressed against that pleasure spot inside of
him, convulsing as his own penis throbbed into life, pressed between the two
bodies, scraping along the front of Muraki’s clothes. Perversely, he could feel
Muraki as though himself, sliding past that grasping ring of muscle, the
friction unbearably delicious.
Muraki gritted his teeth, picking up
his pace and Hisoka let out a wail of pain or pleasure or something in between
as Muraki pounded into him or perhaps it was the other way around, fingers
digging cruelly into Hisoka’s pale skin leaving crescents of red where Muraki’s
nails marked him.
The curse danced along Hisoka’s skin
and Muraki’s hand suddenly tightened around Hisoka’s trembling cock, caressing
it into hardness while that member inside of him stabbed against that pleasure
spot unerringly. Hisoka came with a cry and a splurt of fluid, writhing as
Muraki’s thrusts sped up relentlessly until he too filled Hisoka with his hot
issue. The secondary orgasm flooded his mind, blanking out the world around him
and he cried out desperately, spasming around Muraki’s cock.
"You’re mine." The voice
filled his world as the retreating hardness slipped wetly out of him, the
withdrawal leaving him empty.
Mine. The word defined him as Hisoka
slipped into darkness.
* * *
Another dream. Hisoka woke up,
feeling the teasing longing of desire playing out against his flesh. He felt
the hot brand of the marks trailing past a nipple, sensation dancing to the
unseen hand that controlled it.
Hisoka cursed himself, hating
himself, and yet his hand still wandered to fondle at his own growing erection
and he stroked it with a tightening grip. Plying his precome along his shaft
with a little added help of saliva until he was slick and hard, moaning as he
masturbated, his fingers played along a pert nipple until his own fingernails
caught it with a twist of bright pain.
He was right after all, and even if
Hisoka didn’t believe it, didn’t want to believe it, it was true.
No one else could make him feel as
Muraki did.
Hisoka came against the soft sheets
of his bed with a thrust of his hips, his teeth biting into a clenched fist
nearly hard enough to draw blood as the memory of Muraki’s fingers danced upon
his skin like the touch of a lover.