A½bpw aIfpw
A½bpw aIfpw am{Xsa ho«nepÅq. ap¸¯nbmdp hbÊpÅ A½ív {]tXyIn¨v ]Wnsbm¶panÃ. ]Xn\mdp hbÊp Ignª aIÄ {]oUn{Kn¡v ]TnçIbmWv. A¶m½ F¶mWv A½bpsS t]cv. aIÄ sdPo\. A¶m½bpsS `À¯mhv KÄ^nemWv. cv hÀjw IqSpt¼mtg hcq. hcpt¼mÄ Hcp Bdpamkw \n¶v A¶bpsS ISn ]qÀ®ambpw AS¡ntb aS§q. `À¯mhnÃm¯ kab§fn A¶ AbÂ]¡¯pÅ ]¿·mtctbm C³ÌmÄsaâv I¨hS¡mtctbm Btcbpw hnfn¨v Du¡n¨v ISn AS¡mdnÃ. `À¯mhns\ h©n¡p¶Xn AhÄ¡v CjvSanÃ. ISn aq¯p h¶m `À¯mhp Xs¶ AhÄ¡v Hcp Ir{Xna enwKw hm§n sImv sImSp¯n«pv. AXns\ GsX¦nepw XqWn ^nÁv sNbvXn«v AXn tbm\n tIÁn `À¯mhv Du¡p¶ t]mse ASn¨Sn¨v ISn amÁpw. sNdpISn hÃXptabpÅqsh¦nÂ, AWhnctem Nqphnctem IbÁn Cf¡n ISn HXp¡pw. CXmWv k[mcW ]Xnhv. A§ns\bncp¶t¸mgmWv A¶¡v `À¯mhnsâ I¯p h¶Xv. AhfXv s]m«n¨v hmbn¡m³ XpS§n.
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Fsâ FÅn³]q t]mes¯ A¶¡p«o, Fsâ s]m¶ptamsf, kpµcn¸qdo \nsâ ]qdv F´p ]dbp¶p. Fsâ Ip®sb tXSmdptm? ]dtª¡v Rm\nhnsS Ip®ív F®bn«pw IgpInbn«pw, FIvkÀsskkv sNbvXpw apgp¸v Iq«pIbmsW¶v. C\n \nsâ ]qdn\v Aåw t]mepw hnShp hcnÃ. A{X¡v h®wsh¨p Fsâ sN¦p®. §vlm tamtf s]m¶p]qdo F\nív eohnsÃSo. sdPo\ tamfpsS P·Zn\w \obpw Ahfpw IqSn BtLmjn¡pI. AhfpsS apeIÄ hfcpìtmSo? Dd§pt¼mÄ \o P«n Agn¨p t\m¡Ww, ]qÁn ]qS hfÀ¶n«ptm¶v. Ds¦n AhfdnbmsX \o AXv tjhv sNbvXp IfbWw. hnShv hepXm¡n¡cpXv. \nsâ Iq«v B\XpfbmbmÂ, ]ns¶ sI«p¶h\v ]®m³ Hcp kpJhpw ImWnÃ. ]ns¶ Rm\nÃm¯ AhØbn \o Igs¸mXp¡m³ \t¶ hnjan¡p¶ps¶v F\n¡dnbmw. C\nbpw hncep tIÁn sXmfsImfam¡tà tamtf. F¶p IcpXn asÁs´¦nepw tIÁn A]ISw hcp¯n shícpXv. Ir{XnaenwKw am{Xw D]tbmKn¨m aXn. AÃmsX F\n¡p ]Icw Iqen¡v Bsf hnfn¸n¨v Ifn¸n¡pI hÃXpw sNbvXm Rm³ hcpt¼mÄ Iqen XoÀ¡psa¶v IcpX. Fsâ X¦w Ir{Xnas¯ AI¯psh¨v Xs¶ InSìd§ns¡m. AXm \ÃXv. Hfna§m¯ \nsâ N´nbpsS {]Imiw Rm\nhnSncp¶v ImWp¶pv. BN´nbpsS ap¼n ]qS \ndªp Ihnªp \n¡p¶ Nncn¡p¶ Ifns¨¸pw h«bt¸mw FÃmw Rm³ ImWpì. §vlm.. Rm\§v hcs«. FÃmw tjhv sNbvXv hr¯nbm¡n \¡n Xnììv. Fsâ s]mì tamsf Ct¸mÄ CtXms¡ HmÀ¯ncp¶v Ime¯pw D¨¡pw sshIo«pw c{Xnbnepw shfp¸nt\bpw A©p XhWbmbn hmWaSn¨p IgnbpIbmWv. \nsâ h«b¸¯nsâ Ifns¨¸p Xpd¡m³ kzÀ®¯mt¡mepambn F\n¡s§¯m³ C\nbpw Bdpamkw IqSn IgnbWw. AXphsc h«b¸hpw, apeIfpw Nppw N´nbpw XpSIfpsams¡ `{Zambn kq£n¡pI.
F¶v \nsâ ]qdpam{Xw kz]v\w Ip Ignbp¶ Ipt®izc³.
I¯v cmhÀ¯n hmbn¨ tijw aS¡n tai¡I¯p sh¨ ]q«nbn«v, A¶m½ Nn´m`mct¯msS Ccpì. Ipfn Ignªp h¶ sdPo\ A½bpsS Ccn¸p Iv tNmZn¨p. "a½o hm«okv Z taÁÀ'
]dbmw Ipfn¨n«v hcs«.
A¶ Fgpt¶Áv AI¯v t]mbn. sdPo\ tai¸pd¯p InS¶ kn\nam {]kn²oIcW§Ä \nhÀ¯n kq¸À ÌmdpIfpsSbpw aÁpw ]Sw t\m¡n BkzZn¨nsImncpì. F¦nepw A½sb Ae«p¶ {]iv\sa´mbncn¡psa¶v AhÄ BtemNn¨p.
Ipfn¡m³ _m¯vdqan Ibdnb A¶¡p«n ]qÀ® \ábmbn \nì Ipg¼v tX¨p. tX¨m AXv icoc¯n ]nSn¡m³ ap¡m aWn¡qtdmfw _mXvdqan \n¶v \¶mbn icoc¯n ]nSn¨p Igntª A¶¡«n Ipfn¡q. BtcmKy ]cn]me\¯n AhÄ hfsc IrXy\njvT ]men¡p¶hÄ Xs¶. Bt¥m C´y³ hÀ¤¯n s]«Xsænepw kpµcnbmb Hcp aZm½bpsS {]IrXamWvv. bÆ\w aZt\mÂkhw \S¯p¶ AwKemhWyamWhÄ¡v. tcmaIq]§fneqsS Ipg¼v icoc¯n Ibdn]Áp¶Xp hsc Ccn¡p¶Xn\mbn Hcp ÌqÄ _mXvdqan C«n«pv. A¶¡p«n B Ìqfnencp¶p. a\Êns\ Ae«p¶ XojvWX Gdnb {]iv\w At¸mgpw AhfpsS at\mapIpc¯n XpemhÀjw t]mse HgpIn \S¡pIbmbncp¶p. `À¯mhv cv Znhk¯n\Iw hcpsa¶mWv IcpXnbXv. kln¨pw ISn AS¡nbpw AXpsImmWv IgnªXv. Ir{XnaenwKw IbÁnbn«v Xs¶ cmgvNbmbn. hncepanSmdnÃ. `À¯msh¯pt¼mÄ s{^jmbn«pÅ kam\w Xs¶ ImgvNsh¡msaì IcpXn. Xpf Aåw Npcp§pIbpw sNbvXn«pmIpw. C§ns\ a\¸mbkw IpSn¨psImncp¶t¸mÄ CXm h¶ncn¡p¶ì I¯v, Bdpamkw Ignbpsa¶v. AXphsc Xms\§ns\ kln¨ncn¡pw.
IpfnIgnsª¯nb A¶¡«n {UÊnw§v dqan Ibdn {UÊv sNbn©v sNbvvXp. kmcn amÁnbn«n«v ss\Án FSp¯v [cn¨p. cm{Xnbnen\n {_mbpw tIm¸psam¶pw th. A§ns\ Nn´n¨p sImhÄ ssU\nw§v tlmfnte¡v hì. sdPo\ AhnsS Ccn¸nÃ. hnfn¨t¸mÄ AhÄ InS¸papdnbn \nìw Cd§n hì. At¸mgpw AhÄ hntijw tNmZn¨p. A½bpsS apJ¯pmb `mhamÁ¯nsâ Imcyw, AXhÄ¡dnbm³ XnSp¡ambn.
HSphn A¶¡«n ]dªp, \nsâ UmUn C\nbpw Bdpamkw Igntª hcpIbpÅq¶v. AXmtWm Imcyw. CXn\mtWm a½n C{X aqUu«mbXv.
]n¶ÃmsX, Ct¶m \mftbm hcpsa¶v {]Xo£n¨v Im¯ncp¶hfm Rm³.
a\Ênembn.. a\Ênembn a½n¡p Iptd Znhkambn Dd¡w hcp¶nsÃs¶\n¡dnbmw kln¨p InS¡pIbmWv AtÃ?
AtÃ...F´m s]t® \o Cu ]dbp¶Xv. A¶¡p«n¡Xnibw tXm¶nt¸mbn. Fs´ms¡bmWv Xsâ tamfv Xt¶mSv ]dbp¶Xv. CXphsc AS¡t¯mSpw HXp¡t¯mSpw hfÀ¯nbXmWv Xm\hsf. BhfpsS UmUn DÅt¸mgpw CÃm¯t¸mgpw C¶phsc Ahsf X\ns¨mcp apdnbn InS¯nbn«nÃ. I®nse IrjvWaWn t]mse hfÀ¯nb aIÄ. ChÄ CsXms¡ FhnsS \n¶mIpw ]Tn¨Xv. C\n tImtfPn sh¨phÃXpamtWm. GsX¦nepw Xmt´m¶n¡p«nIÄ Fs´¦nepsams¡ ]dªp sImSp¯n«pmIpw. ChÁIÄ tImtfPn t]mIp¶XnXns\ms¡bmtWm. A¶¡p«n HmÀ¯p.
F´m a½o Rm³ ]dªXv icnbtÃ. sdPo\ A¶¡p«nsb hnSp¶ e£WanÃ. AhÀ aIsf cq£amsbm¶p t\m¡n. F¶n«v tNmZn¨p. F´p icn?
a½o.... H¶pw adí. FÃmw Rm³ In«pv. cm{Xn Ime§fn a½n Im«n¡q«p¶sXms¡. a½n Rm³ Dd§pIbmsW¶v [cn¨n«pÅt¸msgÃmw Rm³ kIeXpw IpsImv DWÀ¶p InS¡pIbmbncpì.
t]Snt¡, Rm³ BtcmSpw ]dªn«nà ]dbpIbpanÃ.
a½o... A§ns\sbms¡ sN¿pt¼mÄ \à kpJw In«pw AtÃ. CSí¸w \nÀ¯nbtijw sdPo\ Hcp kwibsa¶h®w tNmZn¨p.
A¶¡p«n hnbÀ¡pIbmbncpì. FÃmw AhÄ Incnípì. ISn hcpt¼mÄ sh{]mf¯nt\mtcm¶v Im«n¡q«pt¼mÄ ]ns¶sbm¶pw {i²n¡nÃmbncpì. kpJn¡pI F¶ Htc Nn´tb At¸mÄ Dmbn«pÅq. sÈ Fs´mcp \mWt¡Smbnt¸mbn. {]mbambn hcp¶ s]®mWv... Anbpw A¸hpw Xncn¨dnbmëÅ hnthIw AhÄ t\Sn¡gnªp. C\n F§ns\ Chsf t\cnSpw. A¶¡p«n¡p thhemXnbmbn.
a½n hnbÀ¡. Rms\mcp clkyw ]dbs«. AhÄ Iptd¡qSn A¶¡p«nbpsS ASpt¯¡v \o§nbncpì. F¶n«v hfsc ]Xps¡ ]dªp. a½n sN¿p¶sXms¡ Ct¸mÄ hÃt¸mgpsams¡, Ipfnapdnbn Ibdnbncp¶p Rmëw sN¿p¶pv. kam\¯n hncenSpt¼mÄ F´p kpJamWp a½o. a½nbpsS Ir{XnaenwKt¯¡mÄ F\n¡njvSw Nqphncen«nf¡p¶Xm.
tlm...ssZhta... Cu s]s®s´ms¡bm ]dbp¶Xv. Fs´ms¡ C\n Im«n¡q«ptam Bthm. A¶¡msI sh{]mfambn. C\n F´m sNbvI. F«pw s]m«pw Xncnbm¯ s]®v. C\n Fs´¦nepw thmXo\w Im«n¡q«nbmÂ... ]ns¶ F§ns\ `À¯mhns\ t\cnSpw. F§ns\ Pohn¨ncnípw. A¶¡p«n Nn´m¡pg¸¯nembn.
a½o, a½o...a½o F´n\m hnfdp¶Xv. a½n hnjan¡pI H¶pw th. CsXms¡ R§fpsS ¢mÊnse FÃm Ip«nIfpw sN¿p¶XmWv. Nne KÄ^vImcpsS ho«n Fsâ Iq«pImcnIfpw, AhcpsS A½amcpw am{Xsa ImWq. AhÀ A½bpw aIfpw F{X klIcn¨m ISn XoÀ¡p¶sX¶v a½n¡dnbmtam? Hmtcm Iq«pImcnIÄ h¶p ]dbpt¼mÄ Rm³ ]pfIw sImÅmdpv. AhcpsS a½namÀ AhtcmSv tIm Hm¸tdÁv sN¿p¶Xv hnhcn¡pt¼mÄ \ncmis¸«v tI«ncn¡pw, H¶pw anmsX. Fsâ a½n kzbw ISnamÁm³ {ian¡p¶XÃmsX AhcpsS A½mcpsS Iq«v Fs¶¡qSn klIcn¸n¡p¶nÃtÃm Ft¶mÀ¯p. C¶se Hcp Iq«pImcnbm ]dªp X¶Xv. a½n I®p Xpd¡p¶næn \o ]dªp Xpd¸n¡m³. AXpsImm Rm³ a½ntbmSn{Xbpw ]dªXv. Rmëw {]mbamb Hcp s]®sà a½o..... \½Ä X½nemIpt¼mÄ ]pd¯mcpw AdnbpIbpanÃtÃm. Hcp \o {]`mjWwt]mse sdPo\ AXp ]dªp Ignªt¸Ä A¶¡p«n¡v D¯cw ap«pIbmbncpì. F´mWoIp«ntbmSv ]dtbXv. AhÄ Cu Imcy¯n Xt¶¡mÄ Adnhp t\Snbncn¡p¶t]mse. C\n Ahsf F´p]tZin¡m³, D]tZin¨ns«´pImcyw. H¶pw ]dtb, Fs´¦nepw ]dªm C\n AhÄ Xs¶ D]tZin¡m³ hs¶¶ncn¡pw. AXpsImv \ni_vZX ]men¡p¶XmWp¯aw. A¯mgw Ignªv Ccphcpw AhchcpsS s_ÍpIfnte¡v t]mbn. sdPo\ AhfpsS InS¡bn Ibdn ]pX¸v FSp¯v ]pX¨psImv a½n¡v KpUvss\Áv ]dªv InSì. sdPo\ ]dª hm¡pIÄ Hmtcm¶pw HmÀ¯psImv InS¶ A¶¡p«n Dd§nbXv Ft¸msg¶dnªnÃ.
AÀ²cm{Xn IgnªpImWpw, Xsâ XpSIÄ¡nSbn Ft´m Cgbp¶Xpt]mse tXm¶nb A¶¡p«n sR«nbpWÀì. AhÀ Xe DbÀ¯n t\m¡nbt¸mÄ sdPo\ Xsâ ss\Án sXdp¯v apIfn IbÁnbn«v XpSIÄ¡nSbn Iangv¶v InS¡pIbmWv. Ahfpw ]cn]qÀ® \ábmWv. Xm³ Dd¡amsW¶mWv AhÄ [cn¨ncn¡p¶Xv. §m F´mWv sN¿p¶sX¶v t\m¡s«. A¶¡«n A\§msX InSì. sdPo\ A¶¡«nbpsS Ih¡nSbn apJw Xmgv¯n D½sImSp¡pIbmWv. F¶n«v A¶bpsS ImepIÄ AhÄ ]nSn¨IÁn. A¶bpsS hnSÀ¶p \n¡p¶ ]qdnsâ Zfw sdPo\ BÀ¯ntbmsS t\m¡n ImWpIbmWv. Zf¯n AhÄ ssIhncepIÄ sImv XgpIn. ]ns¶ Ii¡n sRcpSn. lmbv Fs´mcp kpJw. ]cam\µ¯n HgpIp¶Xmbn tXm¶n A¶¡v. F´n\m shdpsX Ir{Xna Ip® IbÁp¶Xv. Cu kpJw `À¯mhnsâ Bª tImbw tIdnbm t]mepw In«nÃ. sdPo\ Bfp tami¡mcnbÃ. ChÄ CsXms¡ FhnsS\n¶v ]Tnt¨m Bthm. F´mbmepw anp¶nÃ, AhÄ kpJn¡s«. Dd¡w \Sn¨ amXncn C§s\ InS¡mw.
sdPo\ hncepsImpÅ ]Wn XpSÀ¶p sImncn¡Xs¶, ]qÁn³ Zf§sf Ccphit¯ípw AIÁn ]nSn¨p sImv AXnsâ \o Bgtadnb Ipgn¡pÅnte¡v AhÄ kz´w \m¡ns\ IS¯n hn«p. amwkw amwkt¯mSp tNÀ¶v Cgªp \S¶t¸mÄ A¶¡p«n BsI ]chibmbn. AhÄ Hcp kz]v\mSIsb t]mse FÃmw ad¶v sdPo\bpsS Xe ]nSn¨v Xsâ Ih¡nSbn sh¨aÀ¯n. sdPo\¡v izmkw ap«p¶Xp t]mse tXm¶n. F¦nepw a½nsb kpJn¸n¡pI Xs¶ F¶ hmintbmsS AhfpsS \m¡pw ssIbpw Nen¨psImncpì. Iptd Bbn klnsI«t¸mÄ A¶¡«n sdPo\bpsS XeapSn¡p ]nSn¨p hen¨v Ahsf Xsâ tate¡v InS¯n. F¶n«v sI«n¸nSn¨p. AhfpsS CfwNppIsf A¶ hmbv¡I¯m¡n ëWªp. A¶bpsS N¡ t]mes¯ apeIfn sdPo\bpsS a[pc\mc§ apeIÄ AaÀì. A½bptSbpw aIfptSbpw \mepapeIÄ HìtNÀì sRcnªp. kÀ¸s¯t¸mse sdPo\bpsS ImepIsf A¶ ]nWª. AhÀ ]pcpjëw kv{Xobpw ssewKnI_Ôw \S¯p¶t]mse ]ckv]cw sI«n¸nSn¨pw D½sImSp¯pw apeIfn ]nSn¨pw Ihnfn D½sh¨pw \m¡pIbÁnbpw Bcm{Xn Ign¨p. kpJapÅ cm{Xn. At¸mÄ A¶ç«n IqsSInS¡p¶Xv aIfmsWìÅ kXyw adì. sdPo\, A¶¡p«nbpsS ]qÁnepw apeIfnepw sNbvX FÃm theIfpw A¶¡p«n aIfptSXnepw sNbvXp. sdPo\bpsS PohnX¯nse BZykpJambncpì AXv. Iq«pImcnIÄ ]dªpÅ AdnhÃmsX Aë`hn¨dnªn«nÃ. F¶ment¸mÄ kz´w A½ Xs¶ Ahsf kpJn¸n¨ncn¡pì. Bcm{Xn AhÀ¡v Hcp ]pXnb amÁw \ÂIp¶Xmbncpì. Hcn¡epw ad¡m³ Ignbm¯ cm{Xn. B kpJw A¶¡«n¡pt]mepw A¶phsc e`n¨ncp¶nÃ. hnhmltijhpw, hnhml¯nëap³]pw Xsâ kpJ¯nsâ ck¨cSv Ip]nSn¨v s]m«n¨ aIsf A¶ AwKoIcn¨p. skIvknsâ Imcy¯n Xm\hÄ¡v aIfpw AhÄ X\n¡½bmsW¶ kXyw A¶ k½Xn¨p. ]n¶oSv `À¯mhv hcp¶ Bdpamkwhsc A¶ aIfpsS ImatIfnIfn kpJn¨p. AXpt]mse sdPo\bpw.
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