Here and sit and watch my world come cumbling down
I cry for help, no ones around
Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall
It seems that no one cares at all
Sometimes I think to myself:
Is this life? Or is this death?
Am I living? Or am I dead?
The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change
Problems never solved, just re-aranged
And when I think of all the times I've had;
So few good, So many bad
Love and peace flash through my mind
Pain and hate is all I find
Find no hope, find nothing new
Never had a dream come true
Lies hate and agony through my eyes thats all I see
I am going to cry will you be here to wipe these tears away?
I am going to die will you be there to carry my soul away?
Before I drown in sorrow; One last thing to say
How will I laugh tommorow if I can not even smile today