Closing in
Clawing at my soul
Determined to convert me-
They speak in tounges barely audible
Tormenting my thoughts
As they speak there idiocraties-
I cower in the corner-
Awaiting my fate...
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POWERLESS
Why fear?
Why do I hang my head and cowerdown?
Feeling POWERLESS I tremble...
Place my head in my hands...
The world watches and follows...
I�m trapped within these cell walls..
A pawn to be played with...
Inevitably to be thrown aside..
I await my fate..
POWERLESS to stand against it all
POWERLESS I fall...
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My thoughts feel plagerized..
To many feelings-
Not enough pills
Help me....
Pull me through
Im drowning
No one will care
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Time goes by...
But nothing changes...
I'm still here...
Nothing as always...
Nothing is what i will stay
I try to tell you how i feel...
Maybe im just kidding myself
Who really cares what i feel...
Nobody but me...
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Farther down it pulls me...
Creeping around my body like a Shade..Slowly it envelopes me-
Causing no light to penetrate my eyes.
Is this Hell or is the Heaven?
Who am I to judge?
Do i scream in fear-
Or pray for forgiveness?
This is the moment I have feared.
The crossroads of good and evil,
It has come to soon-
Did I miss the signs?
Oh please someone help me.
I'm to afraid to be alone.
I'm not ready
I'm not prepared..
Is this Hell or is the Heaven?
It has come to soon....
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Crawling back
Shrouded again
Kept to myself
When I should have came In
Left alone
While you slither away
Torn out the pages
That could have shown the way
Fuck everything you have said
This story was never supposted to be told
Nothing can change it now
The damage is already done