| Prologue |
| Hi everyone, this is Amelia. You must be wandering what happened to me since I've vanished myself from the earth and Justin.*sighs* Well, I moved to Wink, Texas, not Dallas because its a big place and everyone would know who I am and I wanted to start fresh. Wink is a small country town that doesn't know anything about my realations with celebs because they don't have cable or any form of magazines about celebrities. Even though I was far away from Justin and didn't know what he was up too, at times I would go to the city to find out. Just because I left him doesn't mean I didn't love him or still love him.*sniffs* I'm very proud of him and the boys. Celebrity was amazing and he's doing great with the solo thing too. In ways, I'm glad that I left because look at his success know. If I hadn't left, any of what he has know probably wouldn't have happned, I would have held him back. Ok, enough about missing Justin because I'll probably bust out in tears. I gave birth to his baby. It's a beautiful little girl, named Jisela Lynn Jacobs. I named her after Justin's mother and the Road Rules girl.*laughs* I don't know what it was, but I always liked that name Jisela.I didn't give her the name Timberlake incase of suspicion of the father. I would have loved for her to carry his name. Shes got his curly hair and she certainly acts like him too, but resembles me more. She gives the same facial expressions and already showed signs of love for music. Justin would loved her.*stays silent for awhile* I almost lost her while giving birth. I was so scared of losing her because she was the only thing I had of Justin. She was born March 20th which makes her 1yr and 3 months and growing beautifully everyday. Before you start to think I went into depression and closed myself from world, let me tell you, I didn't. *laughs* I was very open when I arrived because I knew I wouldn't be able to have a pregnancy by myself. I met 2 nice woman who are 3 years older than me at a local shop and since then, we've been friends. *giggles* There names are Courtney Wales and Courtanay Wales, twins and they've been so helpful and generous to me, in some ways Courtney remind me of Lynn and Courtanay is Dani. They don't know anything about Justin and doesn't bother me much about telling him. I really feel like I should do it on my on time, whenever that is. Courtney even helped me get a decent job; Its a boutique. Its not a job that I would love to do for the rest of my life, but it pays the bills and puts food on the table. What can I say. You do what you got to do.*Jisela cying* Well, you hear it. My baby wants her mommy so I have to go. Hopefully, we'll be seeing eachother soon.*laughs* Back Home Chapter 1 |