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| The ring of the front doorbell, sounded Lynn that Amelia had finally arrived. Wipping her hands with the cloth, she made her way to the door. Opening, she was greeted with a very smiley Jisela, who was very happy to she her and Amelia who gave her an nervous smile. Inviting her into the house, Amelia let out an nervous breath. "Hey Lynn," she said, giving her a hug. Jisela immediately following her mother's actions. "Hey to you too. Justin's in the livingroom waiting and I'll take little missy here to the playroom. Jonathan up there already," said Lynn. "Ok, thanks. I call for you to bring her when its time," said Amelia, walking off in the direction of the livingrom. When she entered the room, Justin didn't move an inch when Amelia entered. The tension that was in the room the other day re-appeared. Taking a seat across from Justin she crossed her legs and waited to see if he would say something to her. His eyes were like bullets piercing through her body making her feel very uncomfortable under his firece stares. After a couple of mintutes of uncomfortable slience, Justin made his move. "Why? You left me cold in the dark. Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant? We could have worked something out. You did the same thing many of my ex's did to me and you promised, swore you would never do such a thing. All I feel towards you is anger that I can't get rid of, but I also can't ignore the love I feel for you. When you left, I promised myself I would find you and I never did because there ween't any clues to find you. It hurt me badly to know that the woman I loved just up and left me, only leaving a note. Have you ever felt that kind of pain?," spoke Justin in a mourningful voice. Justin's words were like a knife being stabbed at her heart. She felt so guilty for leaving him the way she did. She knew she had hurt him, but didn't know to a certain extent. Her eyes bagan to water and voice began to crack. "I'm sorry. I don't know what to say. I left because I thought it was right at the time. I knew I wouldn't be able to deal with the press being on my case even more then they were and I didn't want you to feel guilty. My reason probably make no sense to you, but I did it mostly for you and the baby. I was thinking about your career and couldn't deal with myself if I knew I was the one that held you back from the job you loved and lived for. I caused you a lot of pain and that's why I came. So I could atleast tell you and so you could actually have a relationship with Jisela and not from her just seeing you on television. I may not know the pain of you leaving me, but I know the pain of leaving the man you love. My decision wasn't easy Justin. I was an emotional wreck over this and I regret it and then I don't," justified Amelia. "You're right about me not understanding your reason because I think they're bullshit. I really wouldn't have given a damn what the press or fans had to about you or the pregnancy because I had you. You know the day I came home I had all these romantic things planned because I was going to ask you to marry me. Fucking marry me. I wanted you as my wife and it all went down the drain," said Justin, tears flowing freely down his cheeks. When the words of Justin telling her he wanted to marry her, she broke. Millions of emotions were running through the both of them. She was regretting and that was the worse thing she could have done. She didn't know what to say or do, but she was saved by her little angel who came running into the room, not noticing Justin. Jisela caught the two of them by suprise. Immediately a smile appeared on Anelia's face and the tension in the room began to sink. Justin sat staring at his baby girl in amazment. She was beautiful and so small. At that moment he felt the need to take her little body in his arms and never let go. "Mommy, why you over here?, innocently asked Jisela. "Cause mommy is talking to someone," said Amelia. Jisela gave her a 'who' look. Laughing, she faced Jisela to look at her. " Ok, sweetie. You remember when mommy showed you a picture of your daddy? Well, I want you meet daddy, ok?," softly spoke. "Daddy? Where daddy?," questioned Jisela, a smile spread across his face at his child innocence. Turning Jisela forward, she pointed out Justin. Jisela stood still in her mothers arms staring at Justin as if she hadn't seen his face before. Slowly a smile appeared and she ran into his arms. Justin smiled and hugged her right back. Jisela let out a little giggle when Justin gave a feathery kiss on her cheek. "Hey Jisela. You're such a big girl. Mommy raised you good," said Justin. "You my daddy. Mommy let me see you," spoke Jislea. "Yeah mommy did. We're going to spend some time together before you leave. Have you ever been to Disney World?," asked Justin. "Noooo....we go see Mickey. He pretty," said Jisela, looking back at her Amelia. "Good because I'm going to take you there and we're going to have a lot of fun," said Justin. Lynn came into the room and found Justin and Jisela interacting with eachother and Amelia looking adoringly at the two of them. She felt happy and excitied that they were going to atleast move on for the child. She just hoped that Justin tells Amelia about Channel and vice versa because all hell would break lose when Channel returned. Gladly enough Amelia and Channel wouldn't meet up yet, Amelia would leave two days before she returned. Letting out a relaxed sigh, she exited the room to give them some time alone. Back Home Chapter 7 |