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| Instead of taking her all the way back to the club for a everyone to start yelling at them for leaving without security, he hailed a cab for the both of them to get back at the hotel. He knew he was going to be in some deep shit, but right now, Michelle was in a very vulnerable and emotional state and needed someone to be with her. He was confused at the way Michelle had suddenly acted when the song started and he wanted to know as much as possible about the meaning behind it. The only thing he could think of was, an ex-boyfriend of hers possibly shared that song and it brought back painful memories. Giving the taxi driver his money and a little extra, he softly lifted Michelle's sleeping body from the car. Saying a quick prayer, he was so glad that the extra security they had wasn't outside the compound. Taking his keys out, he placed them in the socket and it opened swiftly. Closing the door with his left foot, he walked down the hall of the suite like room he shared with all the guys and walked into his room. Placing her body gently on the bed, her eyes started to flutter open. Looking up at Justin, she started to open her mouth to speak. "Mish, go back to sleep. We'll talk tomorrow," demanded Justin, placing the covers over her body. "No. H-He ruined it. He promised me.... lied...my beautiful daughter," softly rambled Diamond. Squinting his eyes in confusion at the words she was letting out, his thoughts of her ex-boyfriend rang a bell. "What are you talking about? Sweetie, just go to sleep. You're going to need it," he stated. Sitting up in the bed, she looked at Justin with her scared and vulnerable eyes. This was definitely a first for Justin to experience with her. She had always been open in a secured way, but never in a state where she would open up completely. "My ex. The father of my child. My boss. He is what I'm talking about. He was the love of my life for four years. We started to date when I was 14 and he was 20 behind my parent�s back then I finally told them about our relationship when I was 16. They kicked me out so, I left to go live with him. His father's company had been past on to him so he gave me a job working for him. I was so in love with him and with the idea of being in love that I didn't notice how he was straying for 2 years. We broke up because he was cheating on me with multiple girls so; I left him and went on working for him. You must think I'm crazy right now. Staying around a man that cheated on me and to top it all off my own boss. I found out I was pregnant with his child when I came home and found him with another woman in our bed. The song was the song we made love to and created our daughter. It brought back so many memories and emotions that I couldn't deal with. I had tried so hard for 2 years to push these painful memories away and they had to come back and haunt me," she spoke in a hoarse voice. An wave of shock was plastered across Justin face as he tried to registered the words Michelle had just said to him. He couldn't believe the man he spoke to over the phone the entire time it was her ex-boyfriend of four years. She had given four years of her teenage life as a dedicated girlfriend and he treated her like dirt. He honestly couldn't even imagine treated a woman he loved the way Jamie Neil possibly did with Michelle. Staring straight into her eyes, Justin opened his arms out, inviting her in. Tears poured from her eyes as she was held tight and secured in Justin's strong arms. She had never really felt such a thing with Jamie. Maybe because she was young, naive and didn't know the difference between love and loving the idea of being in love. At this moment she really didn't care how much personal information she had recently shared with Justin that should have never be known, all she wanted was to finally let things out because it was eating at her. "Shh....don't cry. You're too beautiful to be crying. I'm still in my shock mood to really respond to what you've just told me so, I think we all should just get a goodnights rest and talk more tomorrow," he said. "Ok. That a good idea," whispered Diamond. Placing a kiss on her forehead, Justin headed out of the room. Turning back he gave a half smile and said goodnight while flipping the light switch off. Staring up in the darkness, Diamond let a long and tiresome sigh. She knew when tomorrow came there was going to be a lot of arguing and yelling. She just wished that all she could do at that moment was going back home and see her little girl. Back Home Chapter 6 |