The Mourning of July

Teardrops from my eyes
The end has begun
You won�t wake up,
You won�t come back
Not a sound, not a smile, not a glance

Your laughter, it is fading
Eyes glowing faint
Open my hand and let go
No, I cannot
And yet I said goodbye

You took the sun
In the dark I live alone
Night and day I kneel
Looking at the sky
Will I see you again someday?

In the night when I lie
Thoughts come in haste
Shiver in the cold of the deafening night
My arms outstretched in longing
You�re moving away too fast

I whisper to the wind
I love you and I�m sorry
Did you hear?
No, it�s too late
You�ve been embraced by the light

This was originally a song which I said I would sing to her when I meet her in heaven. I wrote this on the day of my grandmother's 10th year death anniversary. I was missing her so much that i decided to sing for her. This one really came from the bottom of my heart. It's a bit sad but this is just how I feel whenever I remember her.