~I Will...~
I will...
To: Jeffy

As I view your picture,
My eyes take in every detail of your face.
Imperfect you may think you are, but I see only perfection;
God�s perfection.

He created you perfectly different from any other in the world.
And I love the YOU He created.
You in a whole. Smiling, crying, sad, and happy.
It makes no difference to me.

I will...comfort you when you are sad,
Love you when you are here or gone, alone or with company.
I will...love you greater even tomorrow, as time grows on.
I will...listen when you need to speak.

I will...cry when you are sad.
I will...smile when you are happy.
I will...be there for you when you need me.
I will...laugh when you joke.

And I will...be serious when you have something important to say.
I will...be your Guardian Angel, and care for you the way a real angel would.
Still I could never come close to giving you the love I feel you deserve.
Though I will...try my hardest to do my best.

I will...worry for you when you are hurt,
And care for you when you are better.
I will...kiss your wounds, and hope they will heal,
And calm you with my words.

I will...never be a real Guardian Angel, though I will...always give you a helping hand.
And I will...watch over you, and hold you close to me, and give you space when you need it.
I will...comfort you, and whisper softly into your ear words you want to hear.

And as I look at your picture, a warm feeling of utter happiness fills my heart.
As much as you doubt, or worry about, I will...always insists on what I believe in.
I speak the truth. I believe you are beautiful, and I refuse to let you believe other wise.
I hope one day, someday soon, you will finally learn what I speak, is what is real.

I do not say such things to get you to shut up, or to make you feel better,
Though they probably would, but I say these things out of my heart.
I will...let you choose to believe what you wish, but I will�continue to speak what I feel.
I do not say things out of habit, or because they�re things that SHOULD be said.

I say the things I do, because I mean them.
So believe me or not.
The choice is yours.
But please understand, I will...always love you�

                                                                             ~Kalia
                                                                            12/22/02
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