I always felt he was the "one." Everything pointed to the affirmative that once we were through college, He would be on one knee. We both thought so. He thought he had overcome his gay self -- he had hidden it for so long that he wanted to get rid of it. He though O had cured him. But we can't change someone's or our own sexual orientation: no matter how hard we want to or try to. And yes, to my third comment: it is God's plan. No one chooses their sexual orientation, they are also creations of God, and are who they have been created to be. |