God is in control of my life; only He knows why this has happened.
"My dreams are gone, I thought I'd found the one, God only knows what's going on."
  I always felt he was the "one."  Everything pointed to the affirmative that once we were through college, He would be on one knee.  We both thought so.  He thought he had overcome his gay self -- he had hidden it for so long that he wanted to get rid of it.  He though O had cured him.  But we can't change someone's or our own sexual orientation: no matter how hard we want to or try to.
    And yes, to my third comment:  it is God's plan.  No one
chooses their sexual orientation, they are also creations of God, and are who they have been created to be. 
I have a very scientific mind:  I will take any subject from every viewpoint I can find.  So in order to console my heart, or to just make sense of what was ricocheting in my head, I wrote this.
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