| afraid of what I'm going to feel when I meet his frist boyfriend. And yes, it is quite difficult to say his and boyfriend in the the same sentence, but 'tis true. I know that until I get used to it, the first few times it will slap me in the face or numb my heart. It will take accomodation. We can talk about it all we want, but seeing him with a designated boyfriend, or watching them hold hands will seem an impossible test. That is when communication needs to be the strongest. The second strongest conversation is when your friend first comes out and talks to you about being gay. |