Here is another day where people buy things for
their special someone because it is so called special day...when you can do
the same thing on other days, another season.
I could not understand its purpose...so i wore black on this occasion
because i never celebrate this festivity...maybe i am not that ready for
another level or sensitive enough.
I have some questions i need to be answered...until then, i will remain
silent and never bother to ask someone to take that next step with me...
Who am i looking for? maybe someone who would change my
perspective...someone who will inspire me - to live, to dream, to love.
I am not in a hurry, I don't want to make the biggest mistake of my life. I
know I only have one chance so I need to be wise and use that one chance for
the best.
I want to be free...free to choose whom I will love and to spend the rest of
my life to that special someone. To build and not just to dream...
I know God has already wrote a chapter for me and in His time, I only need
to search and understand...but until then, just wait for me...
Like a flower that blooms out of season...which blooms not because someone
dictated it...but because its ready to show the world its beauty.
I never look at the past...I burry the past and forget it...every season is
new for me. Like a book of divided by chapters. This is my story, my life,
my passion.