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Dear
Girl
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We’re friends since we were young. I felt sorry for we have not given enough time to get to know each other. As we grow older and getting more mature, there is one thing that I don’t understand inside me. I don’t know what this I want to tell you. I can’t see any reason why I feel weird every time I think of you.
Maybe I am just fooling my emotions. I like you for no cause; I don’t want to miss you for no concrete basis. The hardest thing that I learned is that you are leaving and go to a distance. Something inside me is urging me to tell you that I don’t want you to go. Why? I am uncertain.
I don’t want to see a girl crying because of my foolishness. I don’t want to have a long distance relationship like I used to have. It’s hard to accept that you have to leave. I want you to know that I like you and I love you. I don’t want to give my proposal of love and turn my back from what I have started. I want you to know that I don’t want you to fall in love to man whom you will leave.
Girl, this “puppy love” of mine should not be told until the proper time and in the right place. It is better for me that you will not notice about what I really feel about you because it would be harder for me to see you not to accept this fact. This stuff is making me crazy, too crazy. Go, I still want you to be free. I don’t want to put a yoke on you that might choke or even kill your thoughts.
Remember that I will always want you to be happy; even I am not the source of that happiness. If ever I have a chance to see you again, hope you will still accept me even as a friend.
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20 n@Ĝä 05