| In 3 months time |
| And the girl sais to the man " what is it that you do here?" he replies, "To protect, council, teach, and many other things." This was a time when the girl was still inquisitive about councilors and the intentions of psychologists. In another building, at a later time, the girl is intruded apon. The girl who's pain is all within resists and becomes annoyed with thoes trying to tap into her brain. Evil is seen in the eyes of this psychologist. Through the passing days, the girl takes pleasure in being alone. Her friends annoy her now. The one who clings still makes her laugh, yet angers her more often. Among thoes eager to learn, the girl ponders her own existance. The world so treacherous, why learn of it. Thoes that teach bear down and crush her for her choices, and attitude. She drowns amid confusion. A formal line proceeding down a hallway. The man watching. He carries a gun and a discriminative mind. The girl feels his evil eye. She knows no good will come of it. A place of worship, another group meets. The leader here is deep and compassionate. The group members lable him boring, the girl watches him closely. She senses he may have wisdom within. When her mind is not completely consumed in itself, the girl watches the others socialize. Everyone except her speaks fluently to their friends. She fancies the guys wearing black and shirts of evil effigies. The girl's friend finds interest in psychology. This distresses the girl, feeling as though her only friend will try to examine her also. A time for friends to part. The psychologist tells the girl's mother to make sure the girl takes her drugs. The girl despises medication, wants her true self no matter what that self is like. The mother worries about her daughter, but has failed to help her. Trust in a psychologist with evil looks and a bad aura is not help, but torture. Trying to not be too detached in attempt to keep an eye on the man who is near, the girl feels a bestial grawl in her throat. The friend sais she shouldn't make that face at an officer. Feeling even more singled out in the Sunday group, the girl leaves for the restroom and doesn't return. Her tears planted in the hallway carpet. The mother is getting upset. The girl sits, thinking to herself. She can't even understand her own pain; why should she endure this complex mental state. She wanders through the woods, here she feels free and happy. A tree, a twig, and a clearing all for herself. Thoes who teach, annoyed by the odd girl, become irritable toward her. She cries infront of all of them. She dreams of other worlds where her spirit can be free. "Draw pictures and bring in your favorite songs," sais the psychologist. A picture is interpreted for one's self, as are songs. The psychologist strips anything the girl liked of any meaning. Every movement of this psychologist is evil. The girl insults anyone who dares talk to her. Cooperation is not in her interest. She is all that is disagreeable. Her drugs make her hyper, drowzy, irritable, she hallucinates. Thoes who teach almost seem scared. The officer sees the girl, who now becomes posesses at his presence. She is pulled out of the line of thoes who learn. Close, his regimented face. Evil is in his breath. Warning is on his lips. Tension is the air. Concerned, yet confused, the Sunday group leader questions the girl's disposition. He is a councilor also. He learns of the psychologist. He likes not the girl's black nail polish, and self destructive manner. The mother weeps, for the girl is not the only to grieve at bad times. It seems the girl still has a spot of compassion in her heart. The guys the girl watches are now annoyed at her eye. She stares at the ground, or sky. What will she do to get out of her hell. Her friend laughs with others now. The girl feels isolated. Angered greatly by the psychologist, the girl only now listens to her mother and this evil spirit talk about her. She refuses the drugs. She refuses to speak. The mother cries. The psychologist doesn't like the group leader. The girl likes neither. No work is done by the girl for thoes who teach. Words are not spoken as she feels expression through body and face are more definate. The girl wishes to be among the beautiful animals. Humans should not exist. The group members, wealthy and proud, are sick of her ways. The leader sais to fit in or get out. Apon the girl's departure, the group leader informs the mother by way of telephone that the girl walked out. The group watching, listening. The girl will not be back. Lies told by both the mother and the psychologist dig deeper yet into the girl. Now, she is too weak to defend herself. She counts down for each insult and leaves when she reaches zero. The only torture this spirit of evil composition will give the girl will be through the mother. So disillusioned is the girl, that she dares invade the officer's vacinity for a thrill. He is very conscious of his gun. She tries to back away, but the devil calls her and she presents something that offends the officer. Of the innocent contents in the bag is something she had forgotten she had added. The drugs would now hurt her worse than before. A new figure that only the misbehaved meet waits for the girl. He is practiced in dealing with the tough and dishonest, so the girl is doomed with her fragile existance. Going beyond punishment known to the girl gives her thrill. The days she has off school she enjoys. To her twig the girl goes, burries a sister bag. Stares at the sky, explores her woods. She is happy to rid of certain figures in her life, she accepts her friend again. Thoes who teach and learn are resting from eachother. The girl does not want to go th a camp that the psychologist recomends. The mother leaves her no choice. The girl leaves for an adventure of a lifetime. The mother is overjoyed to see her daughter again. The girl has so much to tell. She thrived outdoors at this camp. She made friends. She had a time so wonderful, she could not have imagined before. There was let down in returning to the hostile world, but the girl is determined to keep the spirit she has learned. A building full of thoes who teach and thoes who learn that she has not met yet. The girl thrives once again in her new environment with a new outlook on life. |