> > > 10th Grade - As I sat there in English class, I
> > stared at
> > > the girl next to me. She was my so called 'best
> > friend'. I
> > > stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was
> > mine.
> > > But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
> > After
> > > class, she walked up to me and asked me for the
> > notes she
> > > had missed the day before. I handed them to her.
> > She said
> > > 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want
> > to tell
> > > her, I want her to know that I don't want to be
> > just
> > > friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
> > don't know
> > > why.
> > > 11th Grade - The phone rang. On the other end, it
> > was her.
> > > She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her
> > love had
> > > broke her heart. She asked me to come over because
> > she
> > > didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next
> > to her on
> > > the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she
> > was mine.
> > > After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three
> > bags of
> > > chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at
> > me, said
> > > 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want
> > to tell
> > > her, I want her to know that I don't want to be
> > just
> > > friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
> > don't know
> > > why.
> > >
> > > Senior year - The day before prom she walked to my
> > locker.
> > > "My date is sick" she said, "he's not gonna go"
> > well, I
> > > didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a
> > promise
> > > that if neither of us had dates, we would go
> > together- just
> > > as 'best friends'. So we did. Prom night, after
> > everything
> > > was over, I was standing at her front door step. I
> > stared
> > > at her as she she smiled at me and stared at me
> > with her
> > > crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she
> > doesn't think
> > > of me like that, and I know it. Then she said- "I
> > had the
> > > best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the
> > cheek. I want
> > > to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want
> > to be
> > > just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and
> > I don't
> > > know why.
> > >
> > > A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I
> > could
> > > blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her
> > perfect body
> > > floated like an angle up on stage to get her
> > diploma. I
> > > wanted her to be mine- but she didn't notice me
> > like that,
> > > and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came
> > to me in
> > > her smock and hat, and cried as i hugged her. Then
> > she
> > > lifted her head from my shoulder and said- you're
> > my
> > > bestfriend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the
> > cheek. I want
> > > to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want
> > to be
> > > just friends , I love her but I'm just too shy,
> > and I don't
> > > know why .
> > >
> > > Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is
> > getting
> > > married now. I watched her say 'I do' and drive
> > off to her
> > > new life, married to another man. I wanted her to
> > be mine,
> > > but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it.
> > But before
> > > she drove away, she came to me and said 'you
> > came!'. She
> > > said 'thanks' and kissed me in the cheek. I want
> > to tell
> > > her, I want her to know that I don't want to be
> > just
> > > friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
> > don't know
> > > why.
> > >
> > > Years passed , I looked down at the coffin of a
> > girl who
> > > used to be my best friend'. At the service, they
> > read a
> > > diary entry she had wrote in her high school
> > years. This is
> > > what it read: "I stare at him wishing he was mine;
> > but he
> > > doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want
> > to tell
> > > him, I want him to know that I don't want to be
> > just
> > > friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I
> > don't know
> > > why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! 'I wish
> > I did
> > > too...' I thought to my self, and I cried.
> > >
> > > Do yourself a favor, tell her/him you love them.
> > they won't
> > > be there forever!


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