Music: I'm Already There
Beverage: Vanilla Vodka and Coke
Conversations: my head
Feelings: AHHH! I can't decide if I'm super excited or terrified or what. Hm......
Of all noxious animals, too, themost noxious is a tourist. And of all tourists the most vulgar, ill-bred, offensive and loathsome is the British tourist.
~ Francis Kilvert
Well I'll be damned! Damn Canadians.
~Cassandra
But this is different. I'm leaving, and I'm not coming back the same. I come back from CSU more or less the same...maybe a little tireder, or less noise-adjusted, or maybe thinner or redder or whatever...but I'm still me. I have the most unnerving sensation, that I won't be ME when I come back. I'll be...well, myself...and yet, not...
Hm.
I didn't manage to get my crap into two suits and a backpack...but I DID get it all into one big suitcase, one carry on sized one, a backpack, and a laptop backpack. Not tooo shabby, if I might preen a moment. (fluffs feathers). Oh, and I bought a wedding ring today, lol, how fun! Jeff's ring finally gave in as it has threatened to from the day he placed it on my finger, and the stone is now shattered and sharp, thus I cannot wear it to Europe as I planned. When I finished crying, mom took me to JC Pennys, and we picked out a beautiful gold band to wear instead. Its even a men's band, lol..but it fits, its beautiful, and for twenty five bucks, I can't touch the price anywhere else (its gold and diamonds...nice ones...but not TOO flashy...just enough I didnt think it was a man's ring until I read the tag).
Boy I could have fun tormenting Jeff with THAT, eh? hehe.
I"m also writing my goodbye notes for my family right now, so pardon any proverbial teardrops that might spatter the page.
I think I'm going to miss my ever-so-comfortable bed very much too, as its calling my name so very seductively as I finish up my notes and this little peek-into-the-life-of-cass. I promise to update more frequently (JASON!) and here's a hello to Mr. Smith, who has been to tired to talk to me lately (lesigh). Cheers e veryone...and Europe...heh...look out!
