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| Among you're friends, I care for you the most. Among you're friends, I love you the most. Among you're friends, you hurt me the most. 'Coz I know that's all I am to you� among your friends� For the first time, when suddenly a tear fell from your eyes, then you said, "I'm sorry, but I don't love you anymore". Sometimes I wonder if we'll ever get back together. Then I realize that we'll never truly be over. In a way it hasn't changed and in others, it has. It's not that we aren't meant for each other. I think we're just not ready for forever. my hart has taken the turn for the worse and I'm sure I'm in for a serious heart break. This is nothing but a dead end, I can't believe i've fallen in love with my bestfriend� I gave you my heart but you tore it apart� now I'm afraid to love again, scared that my heart would get broken�when will I learn to trust again when I can't even trust myself not to fall for you again� I often walk not knowing were I'm going to.. i walk not known I'm movin very slow.I dnt know why it happens, I really have no clue� maybe I need help or maybe I just need u� you think i'll cry? you think i'll breakdown?damn, your wrong. i knew all your games before I just played along. if you think I'm stupid, yup your right. I fall for a player with his game I coudn't fight� I luv u so mch it mkes me cry, coz I knw dat 1 day wen it fnally happns dat sum1 takes u away or u wud hav 2 leave, my luv wud nt d enuf 2 mke u stay� dnt b 2 nyc,dnt b 2 swit,dnt b 2 thotful,coz I myt jst lyk it & wen i do,u myt rgret it, coz wen ur nyc u mke me 4get,dat ur jst a frnd,nthng mor�nthnhg less� I fel 4 u once & I think im fallin 4 u agen, dis tym its 4evr,bt dis 2nd tym may min gdbye 4 I know dat its nxt 2 imposible 4 u 2 be myn� ur prfct in my eyes sumtyms 2 gud 2 b true, I cudnt bliv my eyes the last tym I lukd at u!ur prfct in my eyes wht I say is tru,& im longn 4 the day wen il b prfct to u� a thsnd wrds wdnt brng u bck,I knw cz I tryd.nithr cud a thsnd tirs,I knw cz I cryd.u lft me w/a brkn hart,hd hapy mmries2,bt I never wnted mmries,I only wntd u� its sad wen u wnt sum1 but ud hav 2 scrifce sum1 els 2 get her & wen uve done dat,u find out dat d 1 u scrifced�was d 1 hu sacrificed evrythng 4 u I h8 u mking me bliv u luv me.i h8 u givin me ur luv dat wsnt tru. but I thank God 4 givin me a prson lyk u 2 luv evn if u dnt luv me at all� sumday il cum & thnk abt u agen bt 4 nw m going 2 leav & set asyd d thots of u n my mind.4 I cnt bear 2 c myslf luvn u so mch stl knwn dat u can never luv me back� is it wrng 2 luv u so mch? S it a mstke 2 thnk of u evry scnd,evry mnute,evry hour? Is it my fault y u lft me? Bt wat can I do, im jst a strnger 2 u? ders dis angel I truly luv..bt I thnk me angl dsnt luv me..if u wer my angl..wht wud u do.. wud u tel me I luv u..or wud u jst leav me blu?.. if a fallin star cmes ur way dnt attmpt 2 mke a wish cuz ur wsh wont come tru. I myslf mde a wsh & nthng hapnd cuz if it did,hw come im stil alone nd not wid u? I wish I can tell u I luv u jst 2 let u know I care..jst 2 let u knw il alwys b der..i luv u so mch, I gues dats y it hurts 2 c,how mch u luv him�& sigh� its not me� y is it dat aftr all dis tym weve been 2gthr, iv nvr rily considered u a frnd.its not bcoz I dnt want u 2 b 1..bt bcoz evr snce..iv hoped & pryed u wil b.. mch more dan a frnd 2 me� u tel me hw he kissd u,u tel me how he sed I luv u,u tel me how hapy u r..i smyld,bt u nvr tot all dis wrds dat made u smyl wer d same wrds dat mde me cry� right der bside u is wer I shud b..i luv u so mch if only u cud see..but though im not der,il be thnkn of u..drimin& hoping ul do d same thing too� I cant tel u how mch I luv u, icnt tel hw mch I care,I cnt tel u hw mch I nid u, bcoz I luv u mre dan words could ever say� |
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