I smell changes. I have for awhile now and I have been waiting it out to see what falls where. My changes have been very different from the usual fare lately. Internal, not external. For many years it has been mostly the other way around. Now I can feel who I am shifting inside and the external remains fairly steady. It is one of the reasons I am somewhat (but not entirely) grateful for this opportunity to be alone. It would not be appropriate to begin a relationship with this shifting. With someone who knows and loves you, it is different. They can accomodate the shifting of you, recognizing and loving a deeper, stronger you.



But I smell change in more than just my life. Whether it is the wonderful Uranus once again, or something less silly than astrology, I do not know. But the chess pieces are moving around the board again after a long wait. I wait even still, for the moment I know will come and then I will make my move. Sometime soon I should discuss life surfing.