I'm trying something new. I am officially admitting that I have been broken and that I cannot seem to get better. It just keeps getting worse and worse and as an act of pure desperation I am completely severing any ties to the Breaker and trying to Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind him in every way I can think of. If I could completely erase my memories it would be much easier, but I am an old hand at repression and with my NLP madskillz it should go even smoother. I haven't figured out exactly what command to use yet and how to anchor it. Its going to have to be really strong and extremely well reinforced. I took care of the easy stuff yesterday, erasing all physical and cyber traces from my life, blocking email addresses and phone numbers, removing myself from his view entirely. The mind is the tough one though, but since I'm already broken how difficult will it be to shake the pieces around a little, kind of like a kaleidoscope?