Love More.Remember.Destiny.Will.Luck
Nonsense of a chaotic 93-like way. Embracing wabi-sabi.
Fear and Loathing in My Dentist's Office
Cheese whiz has personality!

Funny thing, this whole personality-construct, and our dependence on interacting with other personalities. And funny too, the things you find out about yourself at the bad times and fearful times, the things you find you are capable enough. Every time I say, no more no more I cannot take it, a voice inside me says "yes you can" and when that voice speaks, then do what thou wilt really does become the whole of the law.

Sitting in the dentist chair I was shaking with fear and when the drill touched down onto my teeth I closed my eyes and began the Little 5 in true desperation. And I found the names springing to my mind's eye. My altered qc and little 5 were completely useless to me, I needed HELP, the help of personal relationships with the ideas, the images of SOMETHING not NOTHING were so necessary and real suddenly. I didn't hesitate to jump right in even though I have questioned the names many times and with great seriousness and I noted with some amusement that once again I had questioned and questioned and tried things out and come back around to how it was in the first place. But this is how a personal relationship is formed, you have to get in there and figure the damn thing out for yourself.

The map is certainly not the territory.

2006-07-25 21:29:43 GMT
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