Yesterday would have been Maggie Shea's 3rd birthday.  She is the baby I lost because of not being on my PKU diet.  I didn't even realize I was pregnant until it was too late.  It shouldn't bother me as much as it does.  But I think about what she might have been all day on December 3rd.

  But Charles, mom, dad, mafie( my grandmother), and me all went shopping yesterday.  Charles got me 2 Godiva chocolates.  I did count them.  But I had not eaten much at all earlier, so it was no problem.  ?I bought him a Rubiks sube.  He has wanted one for ages.  He also got me a book I have been looking for forever.  He is so sweet. He doesn't have to get me anything.  I love him all the time,  even if we argue.  But before I get too off subject... he and his father got me a digital camera, tripod, digital photo printer, cleaning set,  and a memory card for christmas.  They are giving it to me early so I can take pics of chrictmas and send out to all my wonderful friends!!  And he and I are spending the day cleaning today.  But you know what?  I am just happy to be with him.  I know it's sickening, right?  lol